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2018-03-15 at 3:43 AM UTC in Drug experiences that you regretOne night, about 8 years ago, I took 600 mg pure, extracted bundy. I was prescribed an SSRI at the time, so this was unwise on my part. I don't know why I didn't just stop there, but I then smoked a bit of Muffin's spice and a number of other herbal ingredients that you'd find on one of those shaman-themed online storefronts.
All of this was enough to induce serotonin syndrome. I spent the next 6 hours convulsing violently and sweating puddles into my carpet. Looking back, I remember that my thinking had been just coherent enough to understand that I'd triggered a cataclysmic neurological event, but I believe it was more like "FUCK, I'M HAVING A FUCKING STROKE" at the time. The bundy hangover lasted three to four days, and I had mild perceptual distortions for months after.
I knew that mixing bundy with SSRI's could potentially do this, but I did it anyway. I just didn't think it was likely to happen, and I ultimately didn't care. I was wrong. For a while, I feared that my cognition had been permanently impaired, so you could say it put me off on the substance altogether.
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2018-03-15 at 3:09 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-03-15 at 2:58 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Okay, it's starting to sound like she might not be fucking him.
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2018-03-15 at 2:57 AM UTC in Rate your physical appearance 1-10And then he put you in her, and she liked it.
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2018-03-15 at 2:56 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.It sounds like your expectations are well-defined. How exactly did she instruct you on dealing with her parents at this dinner?
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2018-03-15 at 2:33 AM UTC in Nike tanjun is very popularI am so excited for all of these new releases, Mets. But I like to put a face to the people I do business with, it's kind of a part of my company's HR mission if you get what I mean. When can we meet? Doesn't have to be formal, maybe just a beer, and then who knows...
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2018-03-15 at 2:30 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.When she told you to lie to her parents, was it your idea or hers?
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2018-03-15 at 2:28 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Please tell me this is the first woman who's needed your help that you coincidentally became romantically involved with. I'm not judging, but if you're trying to save this girl, tell me now.
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2018-03-15 at 2:20 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Fox Paws You could never understand what Casper is going through because you're a college-educated milquetoast MOON PERSON vegan white dude. You're probably into fancy shit like this. Casper is way out of his element here
Nigga, you've got me all wrong. I understand adversity better than most of my peers. And I'm not a vegan. I just think that, if you really want something, you have to be willing to do things you aren't comfortable with, and then get used to them. If I didn't believe that I could do that, I'd still be sucking down cough syrup in my mother's basement. If I didn't think CASPER could do that, I wouldn't have said anything about his dinner. Nigga's already bought the clothes, he clearly wants to be there more than not. -
2018-03-15 at 2:13 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-03-15 at 2:11 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by GHOSTFACE Been talking to her for a couple months. Met her selling antiques to her shitty ex bf. Yeah shes kinda something else. I went through pages of text trying to convince her not to pursue me. Im old and broke down. Ive got scars and chipped teeth and im overweight and tired. And i never finished school and I wasted over a decade getting high. Everything i could say to make her go away. And for some reason she didnt.
And yeah, I do like her. Shes just an all around really sweet girl. And shes crazy ambitious and a hell of a lot smarter than I am. Theres not a lot not to like. And shes been through addiction to, so I dont have to bullshit my way through some stuff. The parents are just a different deal though.
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2018-03-15 at 2:10 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Well, if you think you have a future with her, definitely go to the dinner and be wonderful. But I can see how that advice could produce conflict, in most other circumstances.
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2018-03-15 at 2:08 AM UTC in Pandora jedielry is gorgeous and elegantMets, if you want to be taken seriously around the forum you cannot post in two different languages. If you'd like to go over some tips for how to more effectively market your business on our thriving BBS, I'd be happy to meet for drinks. Have you ever heard of a place called The Violet Hour in Chicago? When was the last time you flew transcontinentally for tequila and a blowjob?
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2018-03-15 at 2:06 AM UTC in Gli orecchini Swarovski hanno una bellezzaHi Mets, what is your experience with bedroom strangulation?
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2018-03-15 at 2:05 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by GHOSTFACE Anyway the girl ive been talking to out of nowhere tells me her parents are visiting and she wants me to come to dinner with them tonight at some super high priced steakhouse in west hollywood. Not gonna lie im fuckin trippin. Her mother is a doctor and father a psychologist- both Harvard educated. I dont know how to work around the subject of dropping out of community college to be a heroin addict and sell drugs for the last 10 years, and be back living at my childhood home at the age of 29.
Like….their daughter is an actress, a model. When she nearly died, after being in the hospital for 13 months, she took it upon herself to start studying for and aced the MCAT.
I havent dated in forever, and I certainly havent had to deaL with parents in forever. Do I say im working and just show up for dessert? Do I offer to pay the bill (The entrees are between $50 and $100). I had to go out and buy fucking dress shoes and a button up since my other shit shrank. Ugh. Fucking hate this shit. After smashing up the beamer, this is kind of not the stress i needed this week.
Last text I got "I know youre busy and I know this is sudden so if you cant come its totally okay I promise. But i want you to see me in the dress I bought. And even if you walk in just before we go home, If I get to leave on your arm Ill be happy."
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I can tell that you like this girl a lot. It sounds like you've got this handled, just dress nicely (which you've done) and be interesting and polite, which I'm sure you'll be. You're going to have a lovely dinner, and by the time it's over, you won't be able to pry her parents off of you. She obviously likes you. How long have you been seeing one another? -
2018-03-15 at 1:58 AM UTC in Benny Vader, you are the only user that I cannot understand
Originally posted by Jeremus Zanick you are literally the Nadal my Federer. I realize that I really, truly love you. You are a great person. I've seen like 2 pictures of you but I can already say that you have the face of a person with a good heart. I think we would get along great if we were friends in real life.
Aw, I love you too! I think I've only seen the one picture of you, the one in the 2013 collage, but I can tell you're very handsome. Whether on clay or on grass, I would love you proper. If you want, I could marry us. I'm a licensed minister, and I'm pretty sure this would fly in some states.
Originally posted by Jeremus I have an image in my head of us standing in a scorching desert, our thobes and keffiyehs swirling around us in a fierce wind, on the crown of two dunes of shifting sand. No words are spoken. But we understand and communicate. It's a friendship or a rivalry based 100% on inference. He is the yin to my yang.
Watch, he will do something that completely undermines my thread. He is Loki. He is Seitan. He'll post somethings so idiotically simple and beautiful, something dismissive, and I'll be bamboozled. Perhaps he won't even post at all. He is Fenrir.
Careful, this sort of drug-fueled syllogism is exactly how theogonies used to occur in antiquity. -
2018-03-15 at 1:49 AM UTC in My Colorado trip
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2018-03-15 at 1:43 AM UTC in Which drugs do you take to function on a daily basis?
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2018-03-15 at 1:42 AM UTC in Benny Vader, you are the only user that I cannot understandThis how beautiful drugs start
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2018-03-15 at 1:32 AM UTC in Which drugs do you take to function on a daily basis?
Originally posted by Zanick I'm on an improvised nootropic regimen: 5g piracetam 20mg noopept 200-400mg modafinil an unspecified amount of maca root powder because it's not FDA regulated but goddamn does that shit get me horny and kinetic sometimes bacopa monnierri even though it makes life feel hopeless pramiracetam when I need to believe in myself two to four drinks each night to help me unwind four to ten N20 chargers to hold on to a sliver of imagination l-theanine when I've done all of this wrong and I need to settle the fuck down These are the drugs that fuel my work getting hundreds of other low-income Americans their drugs and they would be fucked if I ever stopped taking them or left my position.
I've changed a lot in the last 2.5 years. I've added a lot more chemicals to my routine, and I've learned the art of punctuation.
