Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
Then you know perfectly what I mean. What Karen and I share is real. Far more real than words on a screen, or dead teenagers in Florida, or Jesus on the fucking cross. Her banned status is an injustice; a crime which assaults not only the forum but love itself.
2018-04-09 at 2:09 AM UTC
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Zanick Needs To CALM DOWN
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I feel strangely comforted by this scrutiny, and the participation of the board makes me feel sexy.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I'm not sure which Karen you're speaking to, but clearly, she isn't my sweet. I can't be more literal, I feel two heartbeats at any given time: hers and my own. I know when she's sleeping, or excited, or aroused. She knows whether I'm in the car, or at the gym, or posting on the board. When you've got two distinct rhythms beating alongside one another, there's no need for words.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
Karen knows how to reach me. Our love is never without direct communication. Even if it is only in the form of fleeting emotion, I like to believe that she can feel my heart.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I know it feels like there is so much distance between us, but you've never been far from my mind. So many new and exciting things have appeared to enliven my work on this great forum, but without you, all of my victories are hollow and unsatisfying. I long to embrace you once more and don't you EVER forget that.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
At one point in my life, I had planned to fly to Denver to catch a connecting flight to Shanghai. From there, I would've hitchhiked to the Tibetan border and joined a tour group that has gained permission to cross. Once in Tibet, I would slip away from the group and make my way to one of the more prominent ashrams in the Northernmost district of the country. At this point, I would stand outside, Fight Club style, until they let me in to do janitorial work.
Once inside, I would do my work with diligence and ingratiate myself to the teachers. Eventually, I'd be taken on as a pupil and trained rigorously in the art of meditation. After appropriating the struggle of the Tibetan state, I would convince them that I am the pragmatic choice to support as the next incarnation of the Dalai Lama and that if they don't choose me, the Chinese government will install a loyalist who will denounce the independence of their people. Naturally, given my supreme spiritual talents and my sympathy to their cause, they would jump at the chance to recognize me as the spiritual leader of billions.
I abandoned these plans when I went back to school and found new and exciting sources of drugs, which I don't think would've been permitted in my ashram.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
Yeah, wasn't he an anesthesiologist?
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I love my parents, they're both wonderful people who have always been good to me despite their nasty divorce. My sister is a cluster B and she's incapable of being kind, I'm pretty much the opposite so we don't talk unless we have to.
One of my cousins is actually pretty hot and that makes me uncomfortable. Her brother is my age but like half my IQ and he holds it against me. I argue politics with my uncle, which is great because he disagrees with me on everything possible and it never ends. My other uncle bootlegs movies for him, and in return I give him pirated music. The rest are alright, but I don't know them that well.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
ShadyLady stole a congressional seat from Walmart and now her constituency is beginning to deteriorate underneath her. Meta got a job sorting through eventualities for a future firm, pretty much exactly what he always wanted to be doing. Ironically, Wires drives a carriage in the historical downtown of a suburb somewhere in the Northeast.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I think he means that few of us have achieved anything noteworthy. I don't think that's entirely true, though. Philosoraptor completed a PhD in philosophy, IIRC. Zok is working on a plantation somewhere. Silverfuck and ManCannon were imprisoned for robbing a pharmacy, and at least one of them got deported. I've created the most successful animal rights thread in the history of the internet. This forum produces winners, the proof is right in front of us.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I remember you - weren't you a mod at one point? I definitely saw your username around a lot of the same forums I frequented, at the very least.
2018-04-09 at 12:55 AM UTC
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Getting into a 'flow' state
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
Lately, I've found that coluracetam helps me do this. I also have a guitar-ukelele that I strum out classical rhythms on to get my creative juices moving in between posts here, and I think that helps me think in different ways.
What do you do to get into the flow?
