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2021-02-10 at 7:49 PM UTC in depersonalizationi'm not saying you have to figure it all out yourself but this is the kind of situation that only ever occurs in the context of radical subjectivity & stay the fuck away from doctors because that's nonsense to them
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2021-02-10 at 7:43 PM UTC in depersonalizationop i’m trying again, my experience is maybe not accessible to you so here goes
the only way left for you to go is the hard way. you need to rewire the mechanism of your engagement with the world because it’s deficient & that’s why you feel this way. medicine won’t help. nobody can, nor will love or success. you'll feel like you're missing until you find your own way back because you really are & nobody will find you.
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2021-02-09 at 2:11 AM UTC in ITT we summon gadzooks to return to NISmy mother & i reversed the birthing process in a kind of ritualistic procedure wherein she emerged from my rectum more or less in the manner you describe. it was beautiful & intimate, i recommend it for every family dealing with subjects of severe dynamic transgression.
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2021-02-09 at 2:08 AM UTC in See you in the gay futurei've become ten times gayer since january first & i wonder what inexperienced prostitutes are doing for income right now
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2021-02-09 at 2:04 AM UTC in ITT we summon gadzooks to return to NISa strange woman has entered my home with a sexual attitude & i sense danger, i wonder what i'll do
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2021-02-09 at 2:04 AM UTC in ITT we summon gadzooks to return to NISgadzooks come back or i'm dedicating my life to living like your life
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2021-02-09 at 2:03 AM UTC in i'm like gregor in kafka's metamorphosisi'm transforming into a vulgar alien, threatening to humanity & you can’t get me completely out of the house or find the hole who birthed my latest intrusion
if i'm ever yielded to science, a reasonable person might put together rabid siberian vaulting scorpion before i sting & eat his spiritual lineage
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2021-02-02 at 9:22 PM UTC in depersonalizationpretty sure the guy from counting crows depersonalizes, also
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2021-02-02 at 9:19 PM UTC in depersonalizationwhen you can safely bet against your own depersonalization to reduce it, start working for others to have more of it by assaulting the certainty they've enjoyed. a person with very little agency is someone you can step inside of completely to change a life you've never seen before in ways the person would never think for themselves, like charity except it's taking your belongings from another & finding they aren't the same when you get them back. this is why my tongue never stops bleeding. a person should know where it is, in theory, but i'm not entirely a person & shoulds are for morons & not every person does know the first thing about tongues they share with whomever. i digress (it feels like an amphetamine day but i don't think i've had much). you've got to find that which synchronizes your experience of reality with where it's going (you're your becoming) before you get bitten by teeth you believed loyal. this is not a joke op, you're in danger.
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2021-02-02 at 9:07 PM UTC in depersonalizationit doesn't have to be something vulgar necessarily; you could reduce this dramatically by doing puzzles if your intuition is native to the exercise
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2021-02-02 at 9:04 PM UTC in depersonalizationmore seriously, find something that elaborates upon your being & keep it handy for when you feel you're not really being so much
for instance, i come here to express violence & this extends my presence in reality at the cost of zanick number two's lmao
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2021-02-02 at 9:02 PM UTC in depersonalizationi don't do anything man i just live that way all the time & it's sort of like being a fish until the angler has you gasping away your last floundering strength
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2021-02-02 at 9 PM UTC in Apple's HMDhave it already, fucking terrible just like everything windows & android
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2021-02-01 at 1:15 AM UTC in one of my identities stolen earlier today& it’s the one i use for everything sanitary, $200 for lanny to uber around the bay plastered using his breathalizer to interact with the seagulls' api. meanwhile, i’m stuck here in chicago, where the wind bites harder than secondhand vermouth from the rending jaws of lala’s opulent bosom
it could’ve been worse, i could’ve been wealthy (well, not really; but i still think i could’ve done worse). i hope they finished errands before i locked the account; i know it's a fine night to be someone else but i was running out of money
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2021-01-29 at 10:50 PM UTC in CANDYREIN THE BLACK WHOREthe girl in me wants to see a candy governess
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2021-01-29 at 10:33 PM UTC in I cant believe how fucking talented I am and an over achieverkind of looks like mordred
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2021-01-28 at 6:57 PM UTC in Honestly, fuck white peoplewhen i see white skin i become enraged & biologically very aroused
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2021-01-28 at 6:56 PM UTC in Words that instantly let you know someone is an idiotidiocy is part of a universally passive gay hazing, every homosexual who reckons with himself will become an idiot until he sorts his vernacular
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2021-01-28 at 6:54 PM UTC in Words that instantly let you know someone is an idiotif there’s a better word for it in anyone's opinion who matters, you’re a moron
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2021-01-28 at 6:29 PM UTC in Words that instantly let you know someone is an idiotanything pronounced incorrectly or with struggle or hesitation or dialect, even family expressions & especially idioms. if they smell like their family, that's wrong too.
