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2021-02-10 at 4:22 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby maybe you should quit doing drugs opie. personally for me I like mdma but don't do it that often like I did years ago. Last time I had a blast, this chicken brought two different kinds and I ate both kinds and ent up facing fuck her ahhaahaha, I after she left I ent up just getting some booze and passed out.
I felt a lil wacky the next day but I just smoked a bowl and ate a burger, toughin up buttercup
i dont roll often, i abstained for quite a while, i shouldnt be getting kicked in the nuts like this.
and how do you face fuck with a limp dick? molly is chemical castration. whatever you ate wasnt mdma. -
2021-02-10 at 7:35 PM UTCSmoke weed
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2021-02-10 at 7:43 PM UTCop i’m trying again, my experience is maybe not accessible to you so here goes
the only way left for you to go is the hard way. you need to rewire the mechanism of your engagement with the world because it’s deficient & that’s why you feel this way. medicine won’t help. nobody can, nor will love or success. you'll feel like you're missing until you find your own way back because you really are & nobody will find you.
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2021-02-10 at 7:49 PM UTCi'm not saying you have to figure it all out yourself but this is the kind of situation that only ever occurs in the context of radical subjectivity & stay the fuck away from doctors because that's nonsense to them
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2021-02-10 at 8:06 PM UTCthings that help me repersonalize:
- torment
- to hug trees & feel them sensually like the most alluring flesh, they remind me who i am: a person who does such
- situating every first & last word in ambiguities designed to upset people
- getting excited about violence here with you
- handling my possessions securely, endearingly, possessively
- smoking more than one cigarette at the same time, but not necessarily every time
- busy drinking games with no winners or company
- going where not allowed
- being where i'm not wanted
- fucking with zanick number two
- giving him good advice he needs but won't believe
- same people, different ambiguities
you get the idea. not just stuff you love to do anyway, but which also sustains your involvement with the moment. you want to rediscover that moment & mark it on your map. when you get there, get lost & try not to wander so far again.
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2021-02-10 at 8:08 PM UTCalso i think a lot of people do easy art & crafts, you might be able to sell those on etsy if you’re the crafty type
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2021-02-10 at 8:09 PM UTCoh, don't forget meditation. if you take that seriously, i promise you'll improve.
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2021-02-10 at 9:05 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kev how do you britfags abuse molly with no consequences? what the fuck do you do? eat blueberries and chocolate all day? is that the secret?
You shouldn't abuse md man. The only reason people don't mention side effects of prolonged abuse is because they've been dumbed down by the abuse.
But again, the degrade in iq is hardly the biggest concern when binging md's.
What should concern you even more is the studies that shows how prolonged md abuse activates certain genes in mouses which in most cases caused hearth disorders and in many other cases sudden death.
However, the studies also shows that the gene expressions are only temporarily. And that abstinence from the drug for longer period of times (a year or so) will reverse the activation. Its been a while since i read it, so i might be missing some details. But yeah. You can pretty much binge mdma for 5 or 6 days a year and the amount of damage you take from it will be much less than say.. smoking every day would. The brain damage you take from molly might become apparent though. I've done alot of mol for long periods of time and you definitely start noticing yourself becoming stupider. Its only temporarily though.
Neurons can be regrown and the plasticity of the brain makes wonders in general but my concern has always been the heart.
Nothing can ruin your day like sudden death.
I fucking love molly though. Definitely one my favorite drugs.
I've binged on her quite a few times and the therapeutic value is so underestimated. Not to mention the sexual enhancement when you finally get it going.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-02-10 at 9:17 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kev how do you britfags abuse molly with no consequences? what the fuck do you do? eat blueberries and chocolate all day? is that the secret?
i had some peanut butter and marshmallows earlier which helped for about a minute. :(
From experience providing I ate healthy foods the days following it seemed to hasten the mental recovery process. Exercising also helped remove some of the "brain plaque", so to speak. -
2021-02-10 at 9:35 PM UTCWhat robert said.
And vitamin supplements are also advisable.
I've also found that weed and md makes for an amazing synergi, not only is it awesome but there are also health benefits to it. You see the brain damage is mostly cause by the temperature increase caused by the serotonin release (among others).
Weed tends to cool to brian, so it kinda balances the entire thing out while prolonging the trip. -
2021-02-12 at 3:55 PM UTC
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2021-02-12 at 4:22 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie No such thing as Molly Pills ya doink.
Thats... not quite true.
I used to smash the crystals and put about 120mg into capsules and then sell em. A trip for what probably translates into 7 bucks or so.
Eventually i also started making capsules for my own consumption due to it being better for the teeth, not to mention the awesomeness of not having to deal with that dreadful vomit inducing taste. -
2021-02-12 at 4:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by Xlite You shouldn't abuse md man. The only reason people don't mention side effects of prolonged abuse is because they've been dumbed down by the abuse.
But again, the degrade in iq is hardly the biggest concern when binging md's.
What should concern you even more is the studies that shows how prolonged md abuse activates certain genes in mouses which in most cases caused hearth disorders and in many other cases sudden death.
However, the studies also shows that the gene expressions are only temporarily. And that abstinence from the drug for longer period of times (a year or so) will reverse the activation. Its been a while since i read it, so i might be missing some details. But yeah. You can pretty much binge mdma for 5 or 6 days a year and the amount of damage you take from it will be much less than say.. smoking every day would. The brain damage you take from molly might become apparent though. I've done alot of mol for long periods of time and you definitely start noticing yourself becoming stupider. Its only temporarily though.
Neurons can be regrown and the plasticity of the brain makes wonders in general but my concern has always been the heart.
Nothing can ruin your day like sudden death.
I fucking love molly though. Definitely one my favorite drugs.
I've binged on her quite a few times and the therapeutic value is so underestimated. Not to mention the sexual enhancement when you finally get it going.
Uh its not 'IQ degradation'. You're damaging your serotonergic axons. Doesn't make you stupider. It makes you sadder and can cause all sorts of weird physiological issues we don't 100% understand because serotonergic chemicals are such a diverse and widely utilized group of compounds found all throughout nature. -
2021-02-12 at 4:30 PM UTC
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2021-02-12 at 4:31 PM UTCAlso sophie do you not know what MDXX means?
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2021-02-12 at 4:42 PM UTC
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2021-02-12 at 4:44 PM UTC
Originally posted by Xlite Thats… not quite true.
I used to smash the crystals and put about 120mg into capsules and then sell em. A trip for what probably translates into 7 bucks or so.
Eventually i also started making capsules for my own consumption due to it being better for the teeth, not to mention the awesomeness of not having to deal with that dreadful vomit inducing taste.
Drop some crystals in a can of coke, problem solved. You can make pills out of anything. My point is in common vernacular, Molly means MDMA crystal. Pills means XTC, depending on your dealer IDK what's in your E. But i do know what's supposed to be in your Molly. -
2021-02-12 at 5:48 PM UTC
Originally posted by Antifa Member Uh its not 'IQ degradation'. You're damaging your serotonergic axons. Doesn't make you stupider. It makes you sadder and can cause all sorts of weird physiological issues we don't 100% understand because serotonergic chemicals are such a diverse and widely utilized group of compounds found all throughout nature.
Sure you might get sadder, but you do also git dumb.
There's a noticeable decrease in memory and the ability to recall following 10 days of daily abuse. I also noticed a persistent brain fog one time and it made thinking and overall problem solving quite a challenge for a few days. But again, its temporarily.
You said it yourself though. We don't know exactly what's going on and sadness, psychosis, and short term decline in IQ are just a few of the things that happens when abusing this drug. -
2021-02-12 at 6:33 PM UTCi like snorting it. Tastes better than meth, less burn too
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