2024-06-29 at 12:21 AM UTC
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Donald needs to take a hint
I'm not joining the Telegram because I care about my mental health but I will if someone buys me a Botox gift card.
2024-06-28 at 11:21 PM UTC
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Donald needs to take a hint
I'm also concerned because the smut book's plot is about stalking so am worried he thinks I want to be stalked. I bought this book for different trigger warnings.
2024-06-28 at 11:11 PM UTC
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Donald needs to take a hint
Anyway Donald you're never going to see me again. Stay out of my inbox.
2024-06-28 at 11:11 PM UTC
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Donald needs to take a hint
Oh yeah there was also his post asking if anyone wanted to fake knife fight him here. I suspect that was aimed at me because I've posted here a desire to stab people. Then the changing his story about the videos of me, changing from there being several, just one, one of my face, none of my face, that he deleted them etc.
2024-06-28 at 10:55 PM UTC
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Donald needs to take a hint
The first time I met him and GG I said several times I didn't want my photo taken. GG looked through my photo album without permission and showed it to Donald, then later when I was drunk she took a photo of me. Donald kept offering to drive me home. I don't want anyone from nis to know where I live so I declined. Later he said he'd been imagining me and GG having sex.
Next it was Donald offering to drive me home from airports. It just felt like he was trying to get me into his car or find out where I live because he brought it up so many times, offering to pick me up from home, drive me home or drive somewhere.
Then there was Greece. Donald said I had one night to buy the tickets and that he'd buy them for me. It was the pressure. Asking for my name and email address like it was nothing. I didn't end up going and am glad. I saw Fona's comments to him demanding that he have a baby with me and mentioning me possibly wearing a sailor moon costume on the trip. He had also wanted me to stay in the same apartment as him and GG.
About a week later I met him again and it was just him. GG wasn't there this time. In a pub he said he'd had a mental health assessment in the past. I never suspected he was insane but now have to take that into account. We went axe throwing. He asked if he could take a video of me and I said no, but he did anyway and had the camera in my face when I walked up to him to give him the axe. He knew I couldn't cause a scene with the instructor being there.
Since then I've told him to fuck off a few times and he still contacts me. Says we should all meet up after I've said I'm not meeting him again. He said he would bring Bradley here so he could romance me and he knows I hate Bradley and don't want him to know where I live. I don't want to go outside now in case he spots me and follows me home. Then there's other uncomfortable things like making a book club for the smut book I said I was reading. I suspect it was to get me to engage in sexual discussion with him. Just now he messaged me asking me to join Bradley's Telegram. I didn't want to make this post but enough is enough because now I have to worry about someone who could be insane stalking me irl.
2024-06-28 at 9:33 PM UTC
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Let's Chat
Other than that cooking up Katsu chicken and sweet potato fries while I read a book and feel stressed.
2024-06-28 at 9:31 PM UTC
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Let's Chat
Trying to get Donald to buy me Botox before I join the Telegram hell-hole.
I'm going to snap. Trees being sawed down today. Now fucking fireworks.
Stressed and don't know if I want to finish reading carving for cara because of all the sexual stuff here, it's put me off. I feel like I'll snap soon and am trying to wait until I'm in London to do so.
Wondering if I should move now since I have the right as an EU citizen to live and work elsewhere.
The 1950 fall of the house of usher movie scared me, and event horizon the first time I saw it.
The doom that came to sarnath, Herbert-West Reanimator, In a glass darkly, song of Kali and The Shining were the ones I thought were the best. Apparently House of Leaves is meant to be a horror story.
Now that I think about it I can't think of a horror book that's really scared me. There's a few I consider the best I've read but nothing made me scared of shadows.
I thought of the word evolve when I saw it.
Hangry and everything needs to be cooked from frozen. There's a lot of books I want to read and I feel like if I want to go back to reading books in a day I'll have to neglect other things.