Ig I'm wondering if feeling so nervous bcus of her that I had to move seats means I liked her or if I'm terrified of women.
Wondering why some girls make me nervous. I was thinking today about when I was in the same class as Adam. I didn't know him I'd just been admiring him from afar. I sat next to this girl for the first few weeks and she made me feel shy and idk why. So I moved to sit next to Adam and there were only guys at that table but I felt instantly calmer. I think you're meant to get nervous around people you like but it was Adam I liked I think.
Nvm whoevers looking for me would notice none of the other houses have ring doorbells. Sighs.
Ig I'll have to get one. Not feeling safe causes rapid decline in mental wellbeing.
Thinking about getting a ring doorbell. I don't want to in case it gets hacked but I don't feel as safe lately.
Someone is using one of my rare usernames on hacker forums and it's not me.
I want to 3D print Polly Pocket dolls. They're so hard to find nowadays.
2024-07-17 at 10:42 PM UTC
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Can't eat spaghetti
I want a drivers license because my family are pressuring me but walking into ongoing traffic is something I occasionally do as well.
Thinking about the relationships I've had and how they're eternal in a way. They play out over and over again but with different characters. They're universal forces.
Thinking about how humans are meant to be driven to reproduce but that isn't the case for me. I know for sure I don't want to share my genes with men or bring a child into this world. So I'm wondering if there's another instinct, one that tells you people are more akin to apes and so you shouldn't mate with them.
2024-07-17 at 4:28 AM UTC
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Project 2025
I'm so glad my ancestors returned from Chicago.
I'm nervous about going back to ballet class because I suck at coordinating my arms. For autists being graceful doesn't come naturally, it's all mental work. I'm naturally clumsy. I just do it to fight the effects of gravity and if I have to exercise it's easier to dance.
I've never seen anyone talk about it before. Are ballerinas physically attractive to men? If so add a photo of the ones you find attractive.
2024-07-17 at 1:56 AM UTC
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How big are u
Idk what my body will end up looking like. The only exercise I plan to do is ballet, squats and walks. I'm worried about getting those weird small shoulders from ballet.
