Idk why this has popped into my mind now. I'm wondering if I can pin-point when my ODD started. I remember after dinner my family would do the dishes together. I was five and think my job was putting the dishes away, so it was last. Take into account I was smaller and slower. It turned out I was left in the kitchen alone and wasn't allowed to watch The Simpsons with my family every night. I kept missing the show because I was slow. Then I just had a meltdown and they never asked me to do housechores again. That memory stands out so I think it's important as a possible cause of ODD.
I've never felt nervous around men and thought it just meant I was confident, but now idk if that's normal to never feel nervous around the opposite sex so I'm questioning my sexuality again. I've felt nervous around women but I thought that was just fear of them.
Has anyone else never felt nervous around the opposite sex?
After my hairdressers appointment I'll go into the woods and never return.
It seems like delusions but I feel like things are more clear now.
I keep getting intrusive thoughts like what's going on with people now I'm imagining it happening in another time. Idk if it's delusions I'm seeing frala as a daughter of Eve so she can't be trusted.
2024-07-18 at 3:41 AM UTC
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Project 2025
There's a reason women live longer than men.
2024-07-18 at 1:42 AM UTC
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Kafka has rejected me
Someone who should have lived in the Victorian era and is noble won't get along with vulgar Americans of today and nothing can change that, because you can't change someone with strength of character.
2024-07-18 at 1:23 AM UTC
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Kafka has rejected me
The most decent people here after me are Candy, Scron and Wariat. Though I'm not compatible with them. Scron is on thin ice for not being a feminist. Wariat is on thin ice for spamming me.
I'm confused about my sexuality now. I thought I was just confident but if I don't feel nervous at all around men does that mean I don't find them attractive?
