I feel disturbed and not like myself. I really need to go outside but keep forgetting. I'm going on vacation next week but think I need to go out somewhere rn, that I'm not in reality rn.
2024-06-04 at 11:03 PM UTC
in
monkey brain
Just remember you never have free time. There's always something you should be doing. You will never read everything you want to read because there isn't enough time.
2024-06-04 at 10:15 PM UTC
in
Is this true?
I just read men talk a lot about themselves when they want to impress women. I thought that was a red flag, like that man was rambling about the details of his job like he was on coke. Is it normal or is there a spectrum? I need to know bcus this was a red flag for me.
What I want is for people to be able to vote for specific policies instead of parties, unless it's to do with national security, and if the majority of the population doesn't vote then the government decides.
Irish people deserve to fall then.
I wonder if I should get semi personal makeup done, they can tattoo eyeliner on you.
I'm going back to bed before I dress up as that gothic ballerina, have been mentally creating the outfit in my mind but I need to be an adult today.
I think I'm gonna try victorian makeup next time.
I want to start an OF but can't do it if I can't do makeup.
I think I'm gonna go to a park today, can't remember the last time I went anywhere.
Ig it's a bit hectic bcus I won't have time for everything unless I book it today. I can't order new dresses that won't get in here in time, make appointments and buy gadgets.
I feel in a weird space rn but I don't think it's just dissociating I think my life is just weird atm. Not keeping track of my sleeping pattern so I don't really know what I'm supposed to do, if I'm meant to be tired now. The not eating as well. I had breakfast at 9pm, it's almost 6am now. Rn I'm planning a last minute trip.
Idk if I should get my hair dyed blonde. I can't remember how it suited me and it will cause a lot of damage to my hair. The hairdresser keeps telling me I suit black but I feel like I need a change.
