In bed looking at artworks. I need to sort out a plan for today otherwise I'll get nothing done. The artworks:
"2023 exhibition catalog of "Ephemeral - Territory of Girls" at Jiro Miura Gallery in Tokyo. 40 female artists were invited to portray the "young girl" in art which is often a favorite of male painters. Here we can enjoy the unique perspective and insight into this iconic subject."
2024-06-06 at 5:20 AM UTC
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Orgazmo
That's actually a real disease, some women can't stop orgasming and it's hell for them.
I listened to more hypnosis and just ordered groceries, all the mini travel toiletries for my trip :3
Jun 06, 2024 - The Universe is getting ready to bring you a very big opportunity, Virgo, but don’t just rest on your laurels and expect everything to manifest on its own. Then again, you’re hardly about to just sit back and let life happen, so why worry about such things? Today’s powerful New Moon in Gemini and your ambitious 10th House opens up a cosmic highway ahead of you full of new ventures which you’ll be able to capitalize on by the corresponding Full Moon in six months’ time. If things don’t seem to gel right away don’t worry because it can take a few days or weeks for the seed to begin to sprout.
Use your innate genius and you’ll get through this period with flying colors and hopefully land somewhere impressive.
I listened to three tracks now I need to charge my phone so am watching a documentary and chatting with people in the meantime.
I want to have a normal day so am going to start it with three-four hours of hypnosis. I only got 8 hours sleep and that's not enough to do anything requiring mental energy.
2024-06-05 at 3:13 PM UTC
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Is this true?
I'm thinking of that software engineer specifically, he was rambling about the details of his job and knew I wouldn't understand it but he was talking about every detail. Is that not condescending?
2024-06-05 at 3:09 PM UTC
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Is this true?
I'll accept that they ramble about themselves to try and impress women and not be condescending, but the ones I talked with likely were condescending types and that's what I picked up on.
2024-06-05 at 3:07 PM UTC
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Is this true?
It's not computing in my mind. My intuition has never let me down.
2024-06-05 at 3 PM UTC
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Is this true?
I feel icky now bcus I've never felt wrong about my judgements before. But maybe the ones that did talk about themselves to me did so in a condescending tone, I can't remember.
2024-06-05 at 2:36 PM UTC
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Is this true?
I always thought they did it because they were psycho and didn't view me as a person.
...The explanation video I watched said they did it because they think women are attracted to physically attractive men so they do it to try and stand out to the women when they think they aren't attractive enough. I never thought of that but I am demisexual and don't feel attracted to strangers at all no matter how physically attractive they are, so maybe that's why I thought it was a red flag this whole time. I didn't know being demisexual could warp things like that.
I don't want to die on a day I don't feel like myself. Hopefully tomorrow is more productive.
I finally showered and feel like I'm going to have a heart attack now so I'm in bed. Shouldn't have drank that monster.
