I'm just not going to worry about it. If I had a child it would be taken off me. I don't want to be pregnant, never have. I've never had a boyfriend so it's extremely unlikely I will find the right person. I'm not the type to settle. So all I can do is become rich and if I ever care enough I'll see if I can create a clone of me, which I'd actually rather have than mix my genes with someone because I am perfect the way I am.
Menopause doesn't start til 50s. Idk what will be the case for me. My dad still had his black hair in his 60s. I stress a lot so if I start going grey in my early 30s I'll know I'm doomed.
If I do pass 35 without a child, there's a good chance I will create a clone of myself, with all those decades to focus on becoming rich and getting away with it.
Okay well idc about pagen life stages that reduce humans to a single biological function. I have plans to be happy, and that means becoming rich, exploring the world and finding the right person. Maybe later in life I will create a clone of myself, that's possible even if I am no longer fertile. I have no plans to become a crone either, I will keep my looks by not having children.
I wonder if this is a sign I'm no longer me, is it normal to be repulsed by gingers then suddenly like them?
At sea, came upon another ship, I think my crew were in trouble. They were Asians and went about torturing all my crew. Then I turned back time to save them, I had to take the blame for something and shoot myself in the head. Somehow I was still alive and planning a revolt. Jump to, that ginger guy from highschool, I was doing his skincare, we were both silent, think I was trying to distract him from something. Planting trees, the uniform was too big for me but it didn't matter because I was wearing a custom one as my disguise. That place again, a small secret garden with birds and granite sculptures.
Did Racket message anyone else? I noticed in the poll they didn't show up with all Scron's alts.
People known for being vindictive are less likely to be victimised. Ig I should leave it to the third conversation though...
2024-05-20 at 6:03 PM UTC
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Sophie: Where are you?
Can you imagine Mik's reaction when he found out I was leaving our psycho BDSM relationship bcus I was more interested in a pedo. I bet his apathetic mask cracked.
I feel like staying indoors with a pile of books today which is great because I have a lot to catch up on.
I hate the sun, I feel like I have to stay indoors all day when it's out.
I've decided to only date irl from now on and am wondering if I should just let them believe I'm whatever it is I project instead of letting them know me, because I can always just be myself online.
May 19, 2024 - The intensity of the day could work for you in one of two ways, Virgo. You can either be depressed and weighed down by the intense emotionalism that's likely to well up, or you can take this incredible intensity and put it to good use. The choice is yours. Realize that any action you take is going to be highly charged with feelings. Likewise, others will be extra sensitive about any move you make.
I had a normal day I woke up at 2pm, went to the beach, had a picnic in the garden with my cat, SH'd, masturbated, snorted research chemicals, went out to the garden again to study chemistry and take selfies, went to bed to listen to an audiobook and hypnosis. Now idk what to do.
I will be there in three weeks. If you don't come out I will take your friend. I have scheduled this for during my PMS so this will happen.
