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2023-04-16 at 9:45 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Lol I only took two?
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2023-04-16 at 9:44 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2023-04-16 at 9:39 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..I might go back on citalopram.
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2023-04-16 at 7:08 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Almost forgot I have counselling again tomorrow.
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2023-04-16 at 7:05 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2023-04-16 at 7 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Really don't want to wake up but if I don't I'll miss deadlines. I think I'll listen to hypnosis for hours tonight.
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2023-04-16 at 6:26 PM UTC in Change of plans
Originally posted by Michael Myers Instead of getting botox, try using tretinoin. It is said to work wonders for maintaining a youthful look. Botox is just damaging. Make sure to use a plethora of other skincare products because the best results I have seen were on people who had a skincare regimen for not just the day but also the night. I'm personally not interested in skincare but I just managed to learn this from none other than the incel forum. LOL.
Tbh everyone says I look 18-20. I don't get it because I look nothing like how I did then, that's why I don't like my appearance, but I know other people can see me as perfect even if I don't see it, and I know I'm doing something right with my skincare. I stay out of the sun. I just got microneedling which should start taking effect next week. Botox is preventive, all it does it freeze the muscles to stop wrinkles forming in the first place. I plan to get some dermal fillers in a few weeks as well, once the microneedling has done its job, because rn I'm producing new collagen which could attack the dermal fillers if I get them too soon. -
2023-04-16 at 5:50 PM UTC in Sophie: Where are you?
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2023-04-16 at 5:49 PM UTC in Change of plansI've decided not to kill myself this week. Instead I'm getting Botox on Thursday and will cry to the GP tomorrow to get zopiclone.
I actually felt happy today even though I'm not really okay. I think I'm just suppressing memories now and am medicated.
The other day I saw someone prettier than me and it made me realise that more than anything, more than wanting to be dead, I just want to be pretty. -
2023-04-16 at 5:37 PM UTC in Things you missI miss the old KFC fries
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2023-04-16 at 5:35 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....There's hope. I thought Belfast was a lot cause embracing trans but the backlash is starting esp in hospitals. Women don't want trans nurses changing their clothes. I rarely take part in political stuff bcus I don't want my picture in the paper but I'm gonna buy an Adult Human Female shirt.
https://m.belfasttelegraph.co.uk/news/uk/police-form-line-between-rival-transgender-debate-demos-in-belfast/351682201.html -
2023-04-16 at 5:01 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..I'm in a lot of trouble because of the grieving, I've fallen behind. Today I feel far away, ig bcus of all the wine and valium. I haven't cried or anything I just spent five hours getting ready like a zombie. I feel like I don't want to take a smart drug to wake up because I might feel pain. Today I don't feel anything but have been taking baby steps to get organised and will listen to hypnosis tonight.
Long story short I'm not present rn which is bad but I don't want to be present because I'm happy here wherever I am. -
2023-04-16 at 4:40 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....Cashier at the shop said he liked my dress. I think he's new there :3
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2023-04-16 at 4:39 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2023-04-16 at 4:16 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....If I should take my aunts advice and start a fashion line. It would be for someone with a split personality though. Idk if I can have a brand that way.
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2023-04-16 at 3:20 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentIdk why whenever I'm having breakdowns that's when I start doing false nails
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2023-04-16 at 3:14 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2023-04-16 at 12:29 PM UTC in Adult Human Female
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2023-04-16 at 2:26 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by Donald Trump She didn't get on the bus to Toulouse airport with me in Paris, despite me having a last minute change of heart and inviting her on the bus. We were to take the train, but our train had been cancelled due to protests due to Macron's pensions reforms.
She said "I'll go with you if you promise me" and I cut her off "I don't promise you anything".
She walked away. I flew home with a nice spare Ryanair seat beside me.
I contacted her, she was in Krakow, where we had been on holiday previously. She was upset and crying. I was upset and crying too. I asked her back to Ireland, invited her back, and paid for her flight.
So yeah, I asked her back. Although since then she has made efforts, things haven't gotten much better.
You sound like Scrooge and your problems are your own fault. -
2023-04-16 at 1:50 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentIt's boring here so imma go blast music nd suffocate myself until the high wears off
