I think I'm at risk of a Monster heart attack bcus I chose to buy apple juice instead today for once.
Anyway that's the plan, I'm not making any plans for this trip.
I'm thinking of what Adam said one time, that humans are happiest when they're working towards something. I feel like I'll never be happy because of my perfectionism and rn I'm just trying to be happy and chill, to not think of to-do lists or goals.
I suspect the time zone change woke me up, felt energetic when I landed, could have something to do with being naturally nocturnal.
On my second vodka now sipping it in my pyjamas. Idk if I can chill or not, been awake since 4am. I need to make plans otherwise I won't think of stuff to do until I'm on the plane home.
2024-06-11 at 8:48 PM UTC
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Sitting beside the fire 🔥
They'll all be on their phones while the kardashians or love Island is on the t.v, then they wonder why I don't join them.
2024-06-11 at 8:47 PM UTC
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Sitting beside the fire 🔥
I wish families would still tell stories around the hearth instead of watching t.v. I have to pull teeth to get any of them to play chess with me, except my five year old nephew, he's enthusiastic about chess.
It feels like Belfast tbh bcus of the rain.
Trying not to panic bcus ik I survived London. OK wish me luck without the internet everyone.
Idk what's going to be worse Monster or Internet withdrawal.
I'm having a mini panic attack because my Internet isn't working all of a sudden. It worked in the south of Ireland but not here from some reason. I tried to prepare for something like this already got an address for an Internet cafe in my notes.
They were taking my sweat to put in a machine to see if I was clear of something.
I think he was taking sweat samples from my hands but it just struck me that my hands never sweat, so I wonder if I am sick.
I think my temperature set off the alarm because they didn't use any metal detector after I set it off, just a swab test.
They did a random swab test on me I must look like death
I've seen three ambulances today idk if it's a sign
I can't wait to get bitterballen, a vodka, smoke and bed.
