2022-10-09 at 6:40 AM UTC
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most fascist user
I would defo limit freedom of speech as in ban trashy magazines
I haven’t looked in a mirror but can tell my skin looks like shit already, happens when I’m parted from high-end products and the stress/lack of sleep from travelling. When staying at my sister’s house she’d joke that she’d hate to see me on a camping trip.
I had a few panic moments today which is fine because it makes me feel alive, other than that I’ve felt p chill, I’ve had two cans of red bull and feel fine. I think it’s the bar in my arm.
I just want to chainsmoke and go to sleep. I feel like I’m at 50% of my limit til I’m overwhelmed. Maybe 70% in an hour.
So far over an hour behind schedule, I haven’t packed and the clothes I wanted to wear today aren’t clean. I’m just sipping orange juice and trying to think.
I have to get up at 7am, it’s almost 12 now, worried I won’t and don’t have Mik to phone me. I haven’t packed yet, just drank vodka and will try to sleep.
Augh. I’m gonna run to the shop to get stuff to mix with my vodka, I’m not sleeping any time soon
My hair didn’t fall out today so I feel better, it must have been the old bar acting up. I’d like to visit my dad’s village and have kimchi for dinner in case I don’t make it back from my travels, not sure if I’ll have time.