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    It’s at that point I have no fine lines but can still make them with expressions, though they’re weaker. Idk if it’s normal to not want to be able to make expressions. It’s like a calmness, when your face is frozen you know what it looks like, you don’t have to look in a mirror.
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    I’ve decided to get microneedling for the first time, gonna wait til two weeks after the Botox sets. I feel like I’m dying.
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    thinking of all the stuff i have to do before sleep makes me wanna die
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    Craving herbal tea, cigs, sleep. There’s so much to do tonight tho
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    Originally posted by troon you can barely tolerate yourself exclusively, I don't get why you even ask

    Wym I love my own company
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    I only have this blue angel cheerleader thing and a black and red pvc nurse costume which was really for Mik so I’m thinking of making something and am not sure what. What’s the craziest idea you can come up with?
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    I don’t get why no one actually wants to be with me exclusively, why do they only want to cheat?
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    Why are guys so dumb…
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    It turns out the person I’m talking with is married and trying to cheat. He’s only 32 wtf. Why not just get divorced or is he planning to have an affair for 30+ years?
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    Originally posted by slide22 when you drink your immune system gets compramised a bit. you sometimes sneeze and have a runny nose the following day. happens more as you get older. like in your late 30s and 40s you'll start to see change.

    but occasional drinking is not bad. a glass of wine and a few hits of weed (not bong grips) and it might even be healthy for you



    Cocaine.. NOT SO MUCH

    This weird but I've acc always felt like coke was safer than weed. I held off smoking it regularly til my brain was fully developed at 25, and when I did I got schizo fast. At one point there were no thoughts in my head, ego death, the voice was gone and it was scary af.
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    The brain fog has lifted the past few days and it feels great having more time and energy to be alive. It's three ginger root tabs for anti-inflammation, smart drug, snorting a research powder which has actually helped the most, it wakes me up more than Monster does, then hypnosis for self-discipline to strengthen the executive function. My memory still doesn't feel the same, I can recall things fine but don't feel confident about it.
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    This makes me miss London now, you can get it delivered at 6am.
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    I deleted discord to forget Mik and just came back and a friend was trying to get in touch said they tried to suicide three times, said they had no friends. I just never connected with them on a deeper level because I was always an extrovert around them, my social mask. I’m wondering if I can change that, said we could watch movies together.
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    Originally posted by ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ How would you feel, and what would you be doing, if you knew for certain you only had 10 more years to live? You would die of cancer or something.

    I feel that way since getting jabbed and it’s comforting because I know I couldn’t cope with ageing/becoming ugly and it means I’ll spend my time more effectively.
  17. Kafka sweaty
    Originally posted by mmQ Does anyone else have mental thing they say right before they leave to go to work

    Phone lighter smokes keys phone backpack sunglasses hat?

    Like that?
    .yes I know some most of all of you don't have to work you're super cool good for you please die !

    “Where do all my socks go?” “You look like shit” “Fuck it” *checks weather app before opening door*
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    The other day I had to conserve my phone battery and I don't like to waste time so all I had was my brain, I tried to think effectively and it was quite hard, things would come to mind then be forgotten about. I was trying to organise things, remember deadlines and it was hard to know which area to focus on first. I had an hour to kill and thought about just thinking of affirmations instead, though I'm not sure if I believe in those, I tried hypnotising myself, reflecting on what's wrong with me like a self-therapy session. Anyway now I'm wondering if it's possible to create a filing cabinet in your mind, if it would help to organise your thoughts or if it's just another thought that will slip away.

    User was banned for saying the taboo phrase "first"!
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    Mik :'C
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    Round trip is under £500

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