Things have been going well ig, I have a lot of distractions, have been keeping a gratitude journal and feel like I just keep getting more good news every day. Cam is bewildered because he keeps getting long paragraphs from me with all the stuff I'm doing every time he checks in. Now I'm making a fairy video game with new friends. I've arranged to see a counsellor and am unsure if it's a good idea. The only reason my mental illness has gone under the radar is because no one gets close to me. I'm worried she'll think I'm disturbed because I talk about dramatic things calmly and like it's normal.
Finally home. One reason I wanted to make the video game is because it would be a break for me to focus solely on one thing for a few days and make new friends. It looks like I won't be going back to my normal schedule though.
We've decided to continue developing it and I've persuaded them to add a fairyland level.
I feel bad for that girl because she was sitting in the place by herself since the rest of us were remote today, I was watching her on the CCTV. She didn't get the recognition she deserved because we didn't present it and she wants to hang out tomorrow probably to make friends but no one but me is available and I bet everyone else in the place went out drinking and she was there alone. I need to stop thinking like this...
My head's been away with it today like making judgement errors and having memory issues, it took me a while to remember what I'm meant to do, the things I do every day, it just took me a while to remember if I've had food today, I only had apple pie. I was deleting pinned messages this girl made because for some reason I thought I was making the pins when my hands weren't even on the keyboard and her name came up as the person pinning them. I hope it's just a one-day thing.
Tayto cheese and onion, has to be Tayto.
Wotsits
My fav is Keoghs sea salt and vinegar but their shamrock and sour cream is good too
Sensations paprika
Space raiders pickled onion
I'm serious if anyone has chat suggestions for the boss and main character
It's just us going bcus the others are busy or working remote. I'm not having a panic attack.
Eek she asked if we wanted to go for drinks tomorrow. I really thought she'd had enough of my brain fog.
Ok I acc need help can't think of what the main character and boss say to each other, I'm not feeling aggressive today.
