I'd pick cheese, Hovis biscuits and spam.
I'm slowly functioning today, still haven't had breakfast and forgot my clothes in the machine. I need to iron clothes, get food, figure out what I want to pack, do something about my skincare, figure out what time I have to get up at and if we're optimistic maybe do a few Dutch lessons. I need to put passcodes on the phones I'm leaving behind, take pics of passwords and lock everything away. Then maybe listen to hypnosis to stave off a mental health crisis on my trip. Hopefully I can do some cleaning as well. Hopefully I'll have time to take a bath.
2023-06-20 at 1:18 PM UTC
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Shepherd's Pie
I've never made it, only had my mum's which I haven't had in years. I tried to pay her to make me it when I was 19 and struggling to feed myself, I'd get kimchi from the Chinese five days a week.
The OCPay app won't let me add a card.
I managed to wash clothes today, that's all I've done and I've been awake 6 hours. Rn I'm tryna sort apps, making sure I have passwords etc. Then I plan to go for a walk and that's all for now. The brain fog is real.
I keep disappearing. I don't feel present and sometimes forget everything about my life.
2023-06-20 at 9:24 AM UTC
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Tourist sub goes missing
It says some man has his son with him, maybe he'd kill himself for his son.
2023-06-20 at 9:23 AM UTC
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Tourist sub goes missing
I wonder if they'll start killing each other to save oxygen.
2023-06-20 at 8:56 AM UTC
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Shepherd's Pie
Things shouldn't be sticking out of the potato on top like that and it should be covered with cheese. That meat looks kind of soggy, if it isn't lamb it's not shepherd's pie. If it's beef it's cottage pie. Also get rid of the sweetcorn.
2023-06-20 at 6:58 AM UTC
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Tourist sub goes missing
I'm feeling schadenfreude about it, like they all deserved it.
2023-06-20 at 6:49 AM UTC
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Tourist sub goes missing
An article I read said it can only be opened from the outside so they're trapped in there and can't contact anyone unless the ship is directly above them. I wonder how their bodies will decompose.
Feel like I have a brain tumour. Idk if I'll get on the plane, I feel like I don't want to be anywhere but maybe the truffles will help me.
I've p much planned activities for every day of the trip but now I feel like leaving my accommodation and walking off to get lost.
Going back to a place where something bad happened. Soldiers tried to drive us off the road to stop us. I saw the abandoned building and what was once a primary school was now a shopping centre. Carparks mostly empty, no children only a few weird old people. We decided to stay in some abandoned house and the living room was beach themed. The sofa had an old dolphin themed pattern, walls blue and white striped and some painting of the beach was falling down. There were mannequins instead of people and this girl was trying to get close to me, think she was from the past. I'll continue this later.
I can't wait to go to Efteling... There's some other stuff going down that I can't talk about here.
I was close to cancelling my trip because going on vacation is choosing to live, but now I'm just gonna be a trainwreck over there instead. I'll go with any stranger.
I've never been naked in front of a bunch of people before but feel like I can be confident when I need to be.
