2024-01-24 at 9:05 PM UTC
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The mobile classrooms were demolished and the nice lawn is now a jungle, I'm sad about that.
2024-01-24 at 8:37 PM UTC
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Trying LSD for the first time
Ik I'll feel safer alone, I'll feel safer knowing I'm unlikely to be discovered/sectioned, that there's no windows I can jump from because they're boarded up, that there's no dangerous objects and if there are I don't know where they are. My primary school doesn't scare me because I went to it.
2024-01-24 at 8:22 PM UTC
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Anyway the only useful advice here was about the water, I didn't know that. Won't be replying to this thread, I don't need to listen to people tell me where I feel safest.
2024-01-24 at 7:52 PM UTC
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1. I've repeatedly said I'm not going in the school, just the field/playground.
2. I've already explored it when it was pitch black by myself and the only exit was far away. Some things don't scare everyone and I will just be reminded of happy memories if I find my way inside.
3. I don't want that in my search history and don't know everything about the drug.
4. It's hypnosis not meditation.
5. I am sick of your ignorance.
2024-01-24 at 6:28 PM UTC
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At home all Akira has to do is prick up her ears like she hears something in the house then there'll be a nightmare.
2024-01-24 at 6:25 PM UTC
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Trying LSD for the first time
Idk how many times I've said ik that I'll feel safe there, but men always think they know best :s
2024-01-24 at 6:22 PM UTC
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Trying LSD for the first time
There's these neighbours in another estate that's like the ghetto. The man is always staring into my house, he doesn't have blinds on his windows and can easily get into my back garden if he wanted to. Whenever I look out there's this other woman staring up at me when she's having a smoke. There's lethal weapons.
Idk if I should take part in this event. I did it last year but I was depressed then and it could remind me of that.
Binge watching my life with the walter boys. There's something comforting about it even though I'm not attracted to the two guys. Maybe because they seem to be in a bubble and there's a happy vibe.
The smart drug is finally kicking in so I made a start on cleaning clothes. I have to go get food now but all I plan to do today is clean and listen to hypnosis. Then hopefully I'll wake up on the right side of bed tomorrow.
And like their dad leaving them and mum sent to a mental hospital
I've never found a children's book so distressing. It's talking about council estate gangs and alleys that smell of piss. Gonna bin it.
Anyway I have my sights on this 1930s woolen suit that's a reproduction. It might look outdated but I'm finding it hard to find good-quality clothes that I like.
I took a smart drug, put a vitamin patch on and took my B12 and I still feel like an invalid.
Idk why I'm not functioning like idek if something upset me. There's a memory gap, idk what I did when I wasn't posting here.