Crippled with fatigue and dunno why because I've been taking all my supplements. Maybe it's an emotional problem I haven't identified yet.
The DBT book I ordered got lost in the post cry
Still no energy, maybe having a busy mind is making me physically exhausted. Going to listen to hypnosis now.
Found a new role model.
"Griselda Blanco Restrepo, known as the Black Widow or Cocaine Godmother, was a Colombian drug lord who was prominent in the cocaine-based drug trade and underworld of Miami, US, during the 1970s through the early 2000s, and who has also been claimed by some to have been part of the MedellĂn Cartel."
2024-01-25 at 2:15 PM UTC
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Trying LSD for the first time
I want to face my fears but some part of me thinks I don't need to, ig this will prove that.
2024-01-25 at 1:59 PM UTC
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Trying LSD for the first time
Idk how it will go but think I probably will see scary things but won't be scared of them for long. If I see dogs, knowing they're not real might help me overcome my fear of them. Then there's all the happy primary school memories, my mind will definitely turn to them. Whatever happens I will know myself better.
2024-01-25 at 1:35 PM UTC
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Trying LSD for the first time
If I want to go through the room of a thousand demons trial in a physically safe environment to gain enlightenment then that's my choice.
2024-01-25 at 1:29 PM UTC
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Trying LSD for the first time
I've already explained why the school is safer for me than at home, they're just mansplaining and don't think to ask questions before making assumptions.
Parents are just trying to make sure you don't make the same mistakes they did.
I don't get why in so many American teen shows/movies there's a theme of the teen rebelling against their parents plans for their future. Why is it encouraging teens not to listen to their parents?
2024-01-25 at 9:23 AM UTC
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Trying LSD for the first time
As long as I'm physically safe, it's not the end of the world if I have a bad trip, it's a chance for spiritual growth and what is more important than that?