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2021-11-20 at 9:31 PM UTC in How often do you think about death?
Originally posted by Sophie I bet the guy who sliced you was like: WTF
Yeah. It's what I do. Sometimes not fighting will fuck people up worse lol.
That said I have gone to 💯, in a sense lost my shit and it's not good for anyone. Shit if I sleep in that bed I'll understand. But no more insanity I just wanna chill and be good. -
2021-11-20 at 9:26 PM UTC in List of DHers who are honorary space nogs*checks time on cell phone and kinda sighs*
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2021-11-20 at 9:26 PM UTC in List of DHers who are honorary space nogsSpill the beans, candy.
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2021-11-20 at 9:24 PM UTC in How often do you think about death?
Originally posted by Sophie On the plus side, the scars give you war story credentials. What's the deal with you getting your face sliced.
Heh, I'm a cunt and he didn't like me. I don't comply. He gave me some bullshit about a BMX, and threatened to stab me. I said why not do me a fucking favor and put a bullet in my brain stem, no joke. Then he cut me. No defensive wound here, was a rock. Told him I'm going to go die under the sun. After that I dunno state body snatchers showed up and got me stitched and ditched. -
2021-11-20 at 9:18 PM UTC in How often do you think about death?
Originally posted by Sophie Also damn, pretty gnarly. There's hesitation marks but you could chalk that up to natural instinct for you know not dying.
Honestly when I got sliced in the face, this scar:
It was a closer call. 7 stitches and it was like a full on "1/4 stream that didn't coagulate. I lost consciousness from the blood loss.
Lots of flow in the face I guess.
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2021-11-20 at 9:07 PM UTC in How often do you think about death?
Originally posted by Sophie Even suicidal people don't want to die, they just want the pain to stop.
I wanted to die right up till I was like "oh shiiiit I'm fucking dying yo" up 2 days on meth, smoked heroin (first and only time, just made me puke and piss myself), and a slit wrist behind a save on foods.
Good times. Badly executed, so I lived.
Cuts don't work unless you make certain about some factors so maybe I wasn't serious?
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2021-11-20 at 9:03 PM UTC in List of DHers who are honorary space nogsSpectrals generation went off the rails crazy on The Dope and scared there parents cuz they were like "woah son, u can't handle this, I could when I was ur age(he couldn't) and had a job and short hair (maybe but it was different times)"
If hippies had jobs like yuppies and did there dope in the bathroom like civil people we could have all moved forward.
And they fucked up getting high for all of us. Thanks dad. -
2021-11-20 at 8:52 PM UTC in Glory to the king of Kings.
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2021-11-20 at 8:48 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentThinking of making another Kyle thread, a serious one. In the humanities forum with big words, high concepts and a lot of spin.
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2021-11-20 at 8:45 PM UTC in $1,000 for details on a certain gentlemanYou shouldn't worry about Larry scron, he's harmless.
Just a toxic little rat. He won't hurt you but if he does well, he'll regret it.
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2021-11-20 at 8:37 PM UTC in Closing Arguments today in Rittenhouse trial.
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2021-11-20 at 8:32 PM UTC in Closing Arguments today in Rittenhouse trial.
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2021-11-20 at 8:25 PM UTC in Closing Arguments today in Rittenhouse trial.
Originally posted by Sophie Good news then because you're sounding a little bit like you might be suffering from psychosis, or worse. Not saying that as an insult.
Yeah, but it's too structured to be insanity. When you get the eyes and ears for this shit, it's fucking weird. Like spectrals bullshit.... Not all bullshit, even mmq jokes but he gets it too. (I think)
It's kinda hard to deal with honestly. It's like opening up a chat with God and he always messages you with some goofy jokes, advice or chastisement. Like having mom and dad around. Almost but not as weird.
I don't like it but it's not bad either.
God tests the fuck out of you then is like "k" ur good here's some spiritual weapons you'll need. Try this chant. This direction is your way. Stay right and be blessed. Be natural. Just fucking be.
It's weird too cuz Christian know about and the demonology was enlightening. But I seem to have a different sort of energy about me. Green. Natural. Looking to the sun and growing into the future. -
2021-11-20 at 8:15 PM UTC in Closing Arguments today in Rittenhouse trial.
Originally posted by Sophie You're talking about representatives of The Catholic Church in Canuckistan right? Imagine going to seminary school, learning theology and supposedly all about Satan and good and evil and still being evil. If they truly believed in God surely they'd know they'd go straight to hell. But i suppose they drank their own koolaid and figure they can repent when they have to answer for their actions. Although i got a feeling that God doesn't let people into Heaven or sends them to Hell on technicalities.
I don't know there Organizations name. It felt like factions. Or steps on a pyramid.
At some point at a certain level of the pyramid. Different groups sit and exchange information. Play there odd game. Up there? Church? Country? Nation? Ideology? No. Magi. They have faith and play with ideas much like I do. They are masters of a certain arcane art. Its secrets I don't know but its effects I can feel.
Add in all the other weird shit and man I'd rather just be declared nuts than buy into my Bs/psychosis. -
2021-11-20 at 7:52 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Feeling good, thinking of meditating.
Might drill a bottle, start another pipe. -
2021-11-20 at 7:48 PM UTC in Closing Arguments today in Rittenhouse trial.
Originally posted by Sophie Lol why do you associate satanic black magic pedos with power?
Cuz they had crazy reach. And a very pronounced feel to them. They also shape there charges into useful slaves. They love power, to shape sentience. I don't wanna iterate too much as it may tune me into some weird shit truely.
They are around, networked and hooked into the surface state as well as darker forces of a supernatural nature. -
2021-11-20 at 7:43 PM UTC in Closing Arguments today in Rittenhouse trial.
Originally posted by Sophie That said, the way my mind works is that tyranny is a function of power. As long as no one gives me power i'm a pretty nice person. Absolute power something something corruption and all that.
Power is such a tricky thing to frame tho, much like freedom.
Man, I consider myself crazy unlucky to have come into contact with weirdo black magic satanic pedos, you woulda loved those guys. Demonic fuckers. Strange ones indeed.
You were talking about getting spiritual, careful with that my friend, certain powers if you're already leaning one way can latch on to that and drive you insane.
May elevate you, but think of it like an island near the Marianas Trench. The highest spot at the lowest place. -
2021-11-20 at 7:05 PM UTC in $1,000 for details on a certain gentleman
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2021-11-20 at 7:04 PM UTC in $1,000 for details on a certain gentlemanLarry <
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2021-11-20 at 7:03 PM UTC in Closing Arguments today in Rittenhouse trial.
Originally posted by Sophie I've considered going cause i'm mad international covid fascism has arrived and the walls of fully automated cyber dystopia are slowly closing in around us. But it seems there are enough people there already to make a point. I have resolved instead to not take the vaccine ever, even if it's 100% safe and effective as a matter of principle. If the government becomes even more authoritarian they will going to have to shoot me, because i'm not complying. Besides i am more useful 'for the cause' sitting behind a computer.
Honestly if it didn't seem like such contrived bullshit to veil state creep id comply willingly.
If it was srs bsns a d I was in charge lock downs would be serious. Quick, limited in scope.
It would have an end and we would loosen the chains after, nope just more surveillance, hooks and many pyres to burn on. isn't life peachy.
Whatever happens I'm placing my vet on Albion. And will attempt some sort of loyalty to Them.