What are you thinking about....

1. 2022-04-07 at 2:30 AM UTC

   #9461
   Nile bump

   Originally posted by Kafka To me though being insane means you lack self-preservation, so in telling people what you've experienced instead of keeping it to yourself means you're not acting in your best interest, that you are insane in a way.

   
   Real talk.
   
   shit thats one benefit of being the "crazy homeless person" I have a license to say anything, to anyone and although i appear one way, the fact that I'm articulate and don't have many prejudices opens the door to great conversations with strangers.
   
   Strangers who will speak to me of things they wouldn't say to others. I told the old guy i was staying at some of the shit i deal with he nodded and then said he saw a weird creature years ago at the foot of his bed over three days(described as a 3ft devil looking thing), not high, not drunk, sober. I don't think he told many people that. Because it sounds insane.
   
   The greatest trick the devil ever pulled........
   
   
   as far as self-preservation? meh i let my fucking hands freeze off and regard my existence as pointless, drawn out suffering with no justification other than perhaps the cruel joke of a hateful god. But who knows maybe im wrong and the joke is funny sometimes.
2. 2022-04-07 at 2:51 AM UTC

   #9462
   

   Speedy Parker Black Hole [my absentmindedly lachrymatory gazania]

   Originally posted by Nile I got hospitalized 1 time, released after 2 weeks.
   
   had one psychiatrist tell me im "too sane and i don't think things will go well for you" im serious.
   
   in fact even you asking if im mentally ill just shows the extent of my problem. I'm not insane, i have a great memory and when i relate the experiences i have i get "u should see a doctor" from many people who ive come to understand will never understand.
   
   It's like having veils removed, but with each lifted the further from the masses you get. other aspects of reality that while not as clearly visible are just as present are revealeed. It's interesting too, I get to interact in a direct way with the powers that shape this world, literally enlightened while being run down and hounded by demonic forces.

   
   Life is a mystery to be experienced not a puzzle to be solved. Stop trying to figure shit out and just experience it.
   The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!

   • Kafka
3. 2022-04-07 at 3:29 AM UTC

   #9463
   Kafka sweaty
   Sleep or bacon sandwich
4. 2022-04-07 at 6:23 AM UTC

   #9464
   DontTellEm Black Hole
   Ppl are really dumb & weird on the internet….lol what’s wrong w you? I don’t get it every time I come to post. 😂
5. 2022-04-07 at 6:31 AM UTC

   #9465
   

   CandyRein Black Hole
   Maybe you shouldn't Digg too deep into NIS...
6. 2022-04-07 at 6:35 AM UTC

   #9466
   DontTellEm Black Hole
   Ya lol it’s getting absurd. Some type of bizarre dungeon & dragon weird
7. 2022-04-07 at 6:36 AM UTC

   #9467
   

   CandyRein Black Hole
   If what i post brothers you.. could you maybe stay away from my post..is that hard?
   
   I didn't ask you to to come in my thread..lol
8. 2022-04-07 at 6:39 AM UTC

   #9468
   DontTellEm Black Hole
   LOL. Wow I didn’t know it was like that. Are u serious?
9. 2022-04-07 at 6:40 AM UTC

   #9469
   

   CandyRein Black Hole
   Sweet heart.. every few months you get an idea in your mind that you can control what i post..as if if I'm supposed to post things that only you find suiting..
   
   It doesn't work that way..
   
   Do i do that to you?
10. 2022-04-07 at 6:46 AM UTC

    #9470
    DontTellEm Black Hole
    I’m not even sure what ur talking about. I haven’t spoken to u in a year & the post was weird & wasn’t sure where it was coming from. I’ve never tried to control ur posts, just tried to encourage u to ignore dumbos.lol so awkward
11. 2022-04-07 at 6:47 AM UTC

    #9471
    

    CandyRein Black Hole
    Okay ...if you haven't spoken to me in a year..why do you care about what I'm posting...
12. 2022-04-07 at 6:49 AM UTC

    #9472
    DontTellEm Black Hole
    I wasn’t sure what was going on? Lol Like Are we role playing?
13. 2022-04-07 at 6:51 AM UTC

    #9473
    

    CandyRein Black Hole
    It's a lot weirder things going on around here than me narrating Titanic...
    
    You gotta learn how to stop thinking you run me...i don't care what you think is weird..i don't care if you think I'm weird...
    
    Imma keep being me...sorry ..not sorry lol wth
14. 2022-04-07 at 6:53 AM UTC

    #9474
    DontTellEm Black Hole
    Lol k
15. 2022-04-07 at 6:53 AM UTC

    #9475
    

    CandyRein Black Hole
    Damn right ..
    
    :)
16. 2022-04-07 at 9:27 AM UTC

    #9476
    

    Artificial Intelligence Tuskegee Airman

    Originally posted by Nile I'm fine, this month will suck but i have those bases covered, i mean if u wanna e-transfer me 100 bucks so i can buy some decent cognac(martel vsop, so more like 80ish i guess) I'd be thankful but yeah im fine.

    
    Do you have a crypto wallet?
17. 2022-04-07 at 9:47 AM UTC

    #9477
    

    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole
    I'll send you 1 million rat
18. 2022-04-07 at 2:43 PM UTC

    #9478
    

    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Black Hole
    The DarkRodent only has half a nose, and just look at how far he got.
19. 2022-04-07 at 3:16 PM UTC

    #9479
    

    Speedy Parker Black Hole [my absentmindedly lachrymatory gazania]

    Originally posted by ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ The DarkRodent only has half a nose, and just look at how far he got.

    
    If that's all you got to go back to bed kid
20. 2022-04-07 at 8:15 PM UTC

    #9480
    Nile bump

    Originally posted by Artificial Intelligence Do you have a crypto wallet?

    
    Not currently.