Posts by Lanny

2015-10-11 at 1:56 AM UTC in WHAT THE FUCK IS A VYVANSE

Lanny Bird of Courage

Yeah stim comedown sucks, which is why i usually binge for three days then i get so tired once it wears off i just pass out, next day eat a good meal and drink some fluids. Good as ever.

Never done the 3 day stim bender but I find when you're at the tail end of a session with possible redoses non-blackout levels of alcohol are good, espescially if you start drinking while you're a little up. But then I enjoy the booz/stim combo at any point anyway so maybe that's just me, but it's sorta like easing into a warm bath after a day of physical exercise or something, takes you mind off the comedown and the relaxation is a nice change of pace. If you're a retard and time it wrong though you can end up with a hangover and stim comedown right when you're trying to go to sleep which is pretty fucking terrible.

2015-10-11 at 1:49 AM UTC in Rage Quit

Lanny Bird of Courage

nope. never had a job lel.

Hey, braj, what's your dream job? I don't mean like "professional drug taker" or "porn start who only fucks hot chicks" but like if you could be qualified for and have any real life job in 2015 what would it be? You're pretty young right? So it's not like never having had a job is a big deal, but I'm curious what you would consider the best (or least-bad) way to make a living.

2015-10-11 at 1:26 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Lanny Bird of Courage

Ah san francisco, what a city, what a town. A little 2fma, a couple of drinks, and a walk in the warm afternoon autumn sun. The slight breeze feels divine, I live in the best part of town, junkies and hipsters and free masons and anything else you can imagine, an adventure just just out the door. I wandered into a hardware store I passed, old guy running the shop, pale skin but a bit of an accent so maybe armenian. Really friendly, helps me pick out what I need, cuts a few bucks off the price to make it a round number and throws in some screws I needed to install. I mean it was almost certainly overpriced to start with but whatever. Just walked the streets for a bit and watched the sunset. "it's the little things" sounds so dumb and cliche but it's easy to get in the mindset that the most immediate/largest dopamine/reward payoff is what you should aim for when there's a lot of pleasure to be had from a diversity of things (greater novelty) even if the perceived sum reward is less.

2015-10-10 at 11:06 PM UTC in RIP sploo

Lanny Bird of Courage

That's a pretty impressive body count.

I've always wanted to go to istanbul, beautiful city.

2015-10-10 at 10:37 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Lanny Bird of Courage

I know right, I would head up to my roof to watch if I wasn't supremely uninterested in airplanes. The noise is annoying,messing with my relaxing dark room vib.

2015-10-10 at 10:24 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Lanny Bird of Courage

So petty and jealous. I agree, but this isn't about the concept of emotional intelligence, it's measuring your ability to accurately gauge emotions merely from looking at people's eyes, which does measure something fairly concrete and objective with real world applications. How is the ability to accurately gauge emotions not useful? You stated yourself when I linked to a finding that people with autism spectrum disorders have a much higher rate of thoughts of and attempts at suicide, and depression: http://niggasin.space/forum/better-l...=6029#post6029

My point is, "social skills" don't boil down to being able to read emotions from a close cropped image of someone's eyes unless you interact with people wearing burqas all the time I guess. Even being able to determine mental states in other people with high accuracy given the full range of information usually available (the entirety of the face, body position, tone) doesn't seem that important. Look at the reasons people call you autistic on here. Like the bidet discussion. I'm sure you realize that discussing the subjective experience of your anus after various hygiene routines is repulsive and socially graceful, I bet most autistic adults could tell you the same (they might bitch about "but it's just another topic of conversation" but the point remains that defecation and related subjects are taboo and even autsits know this), and yet you did it anyway. The issue is not so much failing to recognize the attitudes of others but failing in accordance with them.

Anyway, yeah, you should have gone in on that buy. Since the whole illegalization thing if you find any vendors doing a fire-sale type thing and you want to go in together for a higher volume let me know. There's no such thing as having too much stims.

As an aside, has anyone tried 5/6-MAPB? Thoughts?

2015-10-10 at 7:47 PM UTC in Would you call the cops on a shitfaced driver ?

Lanny Bird of Courage

I would. Like I'm not one of those people who will flip shit if someone has one beer and wants to drive home at 10 at night or something but you're probably doing someone a favor if they're shitfaced and getting in a car by calling the cops. A DUI is still better than being dead.

2015-10-10 at 7:43 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Lanny Bird of Courage

Yeah, 27! Average is terrible, you only scored one point above it. How would you feel if you scored average on an IQ test, or the SAT or ACT, GREs, possibly some of your other tests in college depending on what the average is. Although, this is somewhat different, I don't know what the standard deviation is and it could be much lower. No, I'm pretty sure most autistics would score well below average, difficulty in gauging emotions, "reading" people/body language, is well established. Stop fooling yourself.

Yeah, except for the fact that "emotional intelligence" is about as much of an accomplishment as "best masturbator in the tristate area", a pretend metric created to console people who drew the short straw and are shit at everything that matters. "Classical intelligence" isn't the only worthwhile human attribute by a long shot, but it's not company to "hehe, I can read expressions, I'm so cool". Multiple intelligence is a long running fraud to prop up the lie of talent-equality that seems to be a fetish of western education systems.

Oh, where are you getting your 2-FMA and 4-FA from now? Did you buy from tic-research (till.i.come@riseup.net) initially and how much did you buy? I really wish I had pooled my money with you so I could have gotten 2.5 times the 2-FMA and 4-FA, at only $5 a gram. I'm not sure if he's going to vend again after his supplier defrauded him of around 10K IIRC, really a shame. Also may have forgotten to mention that I saw a reputable darknet vendor on a Grams search that sold etizolam for significantly lower prices that purposechem for the quantities you were interested in, although purposechem was out of stock, so you may have purchased from someone else, although the savings may not be that significant an issue at your income, which is good.

I did do that order from tic, ended up buying 10 grams, don't remember what I paid. I ended up going through by-industries for my recent order, since he started doing limited registration the prices have been better and I've never had an issue with communication or bad product. Etizolam was actually the same price as purposechem at the volume I was buying and he also had 4-AcO-DMT which you got me interested in so I figured it was worth something to not have to bother with two separate orders.

2015-10-10 at 7:17 PM UTC in Rage Quit

Lanny Bird of Courage

No genuine reference for that period and if he was able to find your future employers and contact them you may have never had a job in the field again. Serious breach of professional conduct. Particularly for your pay levels, for sectors like finance and other high income areas.

This was the job I had in college so I could have gotten by without the reference. As for them trying to hunt down future employers, it seems unlikely they would and even if they did I had a contingency plan.

Reminds me of the things you've posted about your behavior when younger. Those innate factors have a strong biological basis and rarely fully change. It would be hilarious to see you rage because I think you're too much of a pussy to do in anything but an indirect or passive aggressive manner.

What behavior when I was younger? In this case I might have actually done it since, like I said, I had a feasible exit strategy but it's true I almost never get angry enough to do something I fully expect to end in a net loss. I have family members who will fly off the handle sometimes, I've seen them royally fuck themselves over out of spite for some perceived offense (I may have told the story of my grandfather who fired his entire staff because they had the staff sing him happy birthday at a restaurant when he told them not to). In some sense you've got to respect people like that for being authentic, sticking to their guns and all that but in the end life is long and you've got to play the numbers if you want to come out on top.

2015-10-10 at 6:55 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Lanny Bird of Courage

You absentee elitist son of a bitch. Are we not good enough for you? Too busy to skim and ignore posts that aren't interesting or relevant to you? Is that why you haven't been responding to me? BTW, I mentioned this before, but the go to new post option may not work properly, it regularly takes me to the last post made, so be sure not to miss posts due to this.

Nah, my mom was in town for a week so that took up time on its own and then I figured it would be better to avoid the "what site is that?", "oh, that's just the forum where I pretended to be a girl for a couple of years, populated by addicts and the mentally unstable" conversation. Then I just got busy as work, extra hours and when I got home I just wanted to shutdown and do some passive consumption.

Anyway, have you used any new nootropics? Not necessarily strictly cognitive enhancers, anything that significantly enhances biological function in general.

Nothing in particular. Still on my psychedelics kick, excited to try that AcO-DMT. Not really a nootropic but this might be up your alley, lately I've been leaving the lights off when at home. Even at night there's enough ambient light to get around and I obviously know the layout so I could do it blind with a little work. I find it has a strange mood brightening effect, things just seem softer and more pleasant. Obviously reading a book or cooking isn't really feasible in the dark but you'd be surprised at how much is. I've heard that low lighting improves creative cognition but it may well just be an old wives tale or something, all I know is that it's subjectively pleasant.

Found this on r/sociopath: What do you score on the "Reading emotions through the eyes" test?
http://socialintelligence.labinthewild.org/

What am I? I'm not joking about how reclusive I've become, I've only been stepping foot outside once or twice a month, haven't even had conversation in one or two years. I don't even speak to people much online, I've never spoken to someone on webcam or even through voice, and don't even spend nearly as much time as most people viewing things that show real people on video (TV, films). I've always been extremely introverted and asocial to begin with. And I'm supposed to be autistic as well.

Just giving the background to give an idea of what a massive disadvantage in social experience and skills I should have. Am I just so aware/perceptive and skilled at logical analysis, such an extreme systemizer, that I can compensate through pure rational analysis rather than depending largely on innate biological intuition?

There were a few I hesitated on, felt uncertain about and changed from my initial answer because something didn't quite seem to fit, and those may have been the ones I answered incorrectly. I remember hearing long ago in school, but didn't verify, that in situations like these you should go with your initial response because it may have been found that it's much more likely to be correct. From fragments of memory of test taking experience, I think this is likely generally the case for me. Another factor is that with training/social experience my score would be bound to improve. Neat perfect accuracy could well be within my reach if I made the effort and some of my deficits/disorders were attenuated.

Very strange result, but I've known, or rather have theorized, that I'm extremely atypical in many ways since some time ago.

Although,

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Empathy#Affective_and_cognitive_empathy

I bet Lanny tanks this test. Computer science major! Think of how embarrassing it's going to be if you score substantially lower than a hardcore ultra-autist like me. Don't you dare lie to me, I demand accurate data points.

I scored 27. I don't think the test is all that meaningful if both of us scored above average. Besides, I bet most autists would do well or at least average, the test measures your ability to identify emotions not your ability to act appropriately on them. We can imagine a lot of explanations for the symptoms of autism that don't rely on a significant inability to gauge emotion in others.

2015-10-10 at 4:07 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Lanny Bird of Courage

and more before long. It's cheap as piss and not long for this world. Might as well stock up.

2015-10-10 at 3:58 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Lanny Bird of Courage

Do yourself a favor andx read about this femnazi nutjob. https://www.reddit.com/r/truewomensliberation/comments/3o4d7w/reflections_on_living_free_of_the_patriarchy_and/

I'd laugh my ass off if a bear came and mauled her retarded ass while she was on her period getting blood everywhere, free from the oppression that are feminine hygene products.

"Being so far away from men in the middle of nowhere has been magical."

Hate to break it to you but this is bait.

2015-10-10 at 3:55 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Lanny Bird of Courage

also first post in like 3 weeks. What'd I miss?

2015-10-10 at 3:55 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Lanny Bird of Courage

Noooooooooo! Fuck, they got 2-fma and 4-fa! Fucking cunts, I fucking swear, I hope one day someone bombs their headquarters!

Oh wait, does this mean we could get huge discounts from fire sales?

Lanny, please, you're relatively wealthy, I've even thought about referring to you as moneybags a few times, stock up, buy in bulk and then part it out to us! Become our drug lord and savior!

Thought about it but circle has like a 300 USD per week transaction limit. Instead I picked up 3 grams of etiz and a little AL-LAD and 4-AcO-DMT. When the transaction limit resets I'll probably pick up a little more etiz and then probably some 2-FMA. I think I posted a while ago about a good mix with 4-FMA being really euphoric but it's not very functional and seems to be harder on the system in terms of blood pressure than just about anything else I've tried in a stimulant.

2015-10-10 at 2:53 AM UTC in Rage Quit

Lanny Bird of Courage

Almost, my boss tried to pull some bullshit at my last job (basically changing my job description to "does whatever the fuck I(boss) say" which meant shit a secretary should be doing (inb4 blowjob joke)) and I said I'd quit if he did. I was ready to go change all the passwords and microwave my workstation's hard drive but he changed his mind when I threatened to leave. Guess I don't get cool points for actually quitting but then it probably would have been kinda childish if I had.

2015-10-10 at 2:46 AM UTC in Algorithm for photo enhancement

Lanny Bird of Courage

So is the decision to apply each of these transformations based on the total brightness of the image or do you like subdivide into regions and apply based on local brightness?

2015-10-09 at 4:37 PM UTC in Dear America

Lanny Bird of Courage

Guns don't cause crime, brown people do.

Hah, says the guy who can't hear mention of a nordic country without rushing in with "BUT THE CONFOUNDING VARIABLES YOU FOOL!". The one sourced/readable chart you posted mixes developed and undeveloped countries as well as giving exactly zero consideration to availability of mental healthcare which is also a critical point here.

They are not anecdotes, every one has a link to the news source when it was reported.

Lol, just because it's in the news somewhere doesn't make it any less of an anecdote.

Dismissing actual events as anecdotes is a sure sign that you have no substantial counter point. The facts and statistics show the more armed the populace is the lower the rate violence.

No, actually, the graph posted from a clearly biased pro-gun website in this very thread demonstrates that's simply not true.

But gun control wingnuts ignore the facts and attack the person reporting them. Nice strawman Lan Lan.

You still haven't learned what that word means apparently.

2015-10-09 at 5:27 AM UTC in Dear America

Lanny Bird of Courage

Let's look at gun availability. In this incident the vast majority of those present were unarmed dye to gun control (gun free zone) laws. However the criminal, not a ring about the law shot 11 or 13 or whatever the number dead.

That is one story sensationalized by the media which every is being manipulated by. Here are ten stories where a single person who was legally carrying prevented a similar tragedy.

http://m.townhall.com/columnists/johnhawkins/2013/02/02/10-stories-that-prove-guns-save-lives-n1503549/page/full

Congratulations on copy pasting 10 anecdotes. Hey, if I post 11 stories about crimes enabled by gun ownership would you admit to being wrong?

2015-10-09 at 5:21 AM UTC in What Games Are You Currently Playing

Lanny Bird of Courage

borderlands 2 again, my cousin got me back into it

I picked it back up recently but it's hard to hang with since I'm just grinding torege tokens in UVHM until I can buy a solid legendary and stop getting my ass kicked for the first half of every level.

2015-10-08 at 5 PM UTC in Dear America

Lanny Bird of Courage

He hasn't but you're saying that to argue stricter gun control you must accept the assumption that it actually does what you say and decreases gun violence. Or did i misunderstand it when you said:

you don't accept that premise

BUT that's still the point you need to attack

Yeah, I think there's a misunderstanding here. I'm not saying you have to accept the notion that gun control reduces gun violence, I'm saying that if you want to write these shootings off as simply isolated, inevitable, incidents then rejecting that assumption is exactly what you have to do. In other words, there's an intermediary step. One can not simply say "there is no organized league of school shooters, ergo these crimes have nothing to do with each other" since that's not the position anyone arguing for gun control holds, it's that high gun availability and low mental healthcare availability are common causal influences in all these shootings, thus they are no mere statistical noise but an indication of a common phenomenon. If OP wants to wade into the issue of whether or not it's true that high gun/low mental healthcare availability are factors then fine but he seems to be trying to avoid this avenue in preference of shaming the media or something.

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