2019-10-29 at 3:49 PM UTC
Heres to another day of everything aching
2019-10-29 at 4:52 PM UTC
So yesterday I ended up smoking a good amount of meff and then I went trembling cold, hands super shaky and kind of off balance, then I checked my temp a few times, it got down to 95 at one point and I was concerned, but then it went back up to normal, then eventually on the crash I felt super fevery and neurotoxic during the crash like I usually do at those doses then went to bed.
Woke up and had a rhabdo orange/brown piss and not very much of it, then noticed my eyes look yellow especially under the bottom eyelids.
What concerns me now is all the 15+ pills a day I take, I kinda want to see how my organs are doing. Meth causes me to lose muscle even when I eat a lot of protein, which is classic rhabdo, which is basically catabolism that releases toxins into your body. It think meth is why juicebox and roshambo got rhabdo. I don't think I have it, I think I just caused some renal and liver insult. And brain damage of course.
Originally posted by DietPiano
So yesterday I ended up smoking a good amount of meff and then I went trembling cold, hands super shaky and kind of off balance, then I checked my temp a few times, it got down to 95 at one point and I was concerned, but then it went back up to normal, then eventually on the crash I felt super fevery and neurotoxic during the crash like I usually do at those doses then went to bed.
Woke up and had a rhabdo orange/brown piss and not very much of it, then noticed my eyes look yellow especially under the bottom eyelids.
What concerns me now is all the 15+ pills a day I take, I kinda want to see how my organs are doing.
I was going to buy a bottle today but this post legitimately just changed my mind. Thanks
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2019-10-29 at 5:57 PM UTC
Im thinking of taking like 30mg of bundy with 12mg of lope to make my body stop aching from babbywithdrawal. These are microdoses so im sure its safe, but at the same time i dont like the idea of taking psychoactive substances while detoxing
2019-10-29 at 6:12 PM UTC
I listen to loli ripe every day
2019-10-29 at 6:30 PM UTC
Involve your parents in your recovery. You can't trust yourself with drugs. Sit them down, talk to them about your situation, they'll freak but calm them down, literally ask them to help you taper and get your shit together. It's time to be open and honest with them and get their help.
Tell them you're done being a loser. Show them you are willing to get your shit together by actively hunting for a job, any job, and holding it down.
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2019-10-29 at 10:53 PM UTC
Every single time i take a crap it clogs the toilet what do i do
