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The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
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2018-01-30 at 12:38 AM UTC
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2018-01-30 at 1:10 AM UTCgot another bag boiii
p l a g u e s i g m a
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2018-01-30 at 1:35 AM UTCNo, wait, do any of you also feel this way when excessively high. I remember my first time I got high off 15-20 mg in a MFLB knockoff. Definitely made me cough quite a bit and I hadn’t smoked in a day and s half.
Someone, reassure me, I could potentially become close to passable, yet off and eccentric, with years of therapy, right?
Have you ever personally known someone that was extremely fucked up like me and managed to turn their life around? I mean, the structured environment of college, the need to go out regularly, to speek, engage in work that requires some prolonged cognitive, to be around people, interact in a limited structured environment.
It basically seems to be potentially good hikikomori therapy when combined with a sufficient dose of Klonopin and Vyvanse, with cannabis taken at night.
In philosophy my introduction would be as follows: “Hello, my name is malice and my goals are to advance antinatalist philosophy and atificial intelligence so that we can finally put an end to all sentient life in existence and finally break the cycle of birth, needles suffering, and death.”
If I can show up to an Occupy Oakland rally that was planned to be a violent retribution for something the police had done a year before in a klu klux klan outfit and fuck with them well into a lifetime with the help of drugs I can surely muster the power of not giving a fuck to pull this off.
Who wants me to start a 4 chan thread series on my pitiful and blundrful attempt to recover from autistic hikikomori hood replete with videos of moments of this. At the very worse it could be an IRL Watamote. I would even be wiling to take suggestions from comments.
I’m not naive and socially inept enough to believe this is a good method for leaving a positive impression on others. I would still prefer to be largely alone, as I find the cat majority of human beings to be intolerable.
There could even eventually be a very first attempt at dating scene. Recall that I have never so much as held hands with anyone, am extremely misanthropic, have social experience except basic ones only until 7th grade and am now 27, 28 in few months, am an incredibly mentally ill massive fuckup, have barely spoken throughout my life, have agoraphobia and anthropophobia, a general fear of other people, barely even spoke or interacted with own family, literally became a hikikokori for years, spending at least 97% of my time indoors, at some points going multiple month long stretches without so much as stepping foot outside, suffering from mild PTSD, with severe depression and severe pervasive general and particularly social anxiety, the world feeling overly intense unless sedated.
My stats have the making of a potentially amusing internet series. I will prostate myself to the machine and allow the wonder of the internet to control me and guide my destiny, my true home, the eventual promised land when paired with gen 2 VR. Win or lose, everyone can laugh. -
2018-01-30 at 1:37 AM UTC>smoking 20mg of weed
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2018-01-30 at 1:37 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice No, wait, do any of you also feel this way when excessively high. I remember my first time I got high off 15-20 mg in a MFLB knockoff. Definitely made me cough quite a bit and I hadn’t smoked in a day and s half.
Someone, reassure me, I could potentially become close to passable, yet off and eccentric, with years of therapy, right?
Have you ever personally known someone that was extremely fucked up like me and managed to turn their life around? I mean, the structured environment of college, the need to go out regularly, to speek, engage in work that requires some prolonged cognitive, to be around people, interact in a limited structured environment.
It basically seems to be potentially good hikikomori therapy when combined with a sufficient dose of Klonopin and Vyvanse, with cannabis taken at night.
In philosophy my introduction would be as follows: “Hello, my name is malice and my goals are to advance antinatalist philosophy and atificial intelligence so that we can finally put an end to all sentient life in existence and finally break the cycle of birth, needles suffering, and death.”
If I can show up to an Occupy Oakland rally that was planned to be a violent retribution for something the police had done a year before in a klu klux klan outfit and fuck with them well into a lifetime with the help of drugs I can surely muster the power of not giving a fuck to pull this off.
Who wants me to start a 4 chan thread series on my pitiful and blundrful attempt to recover from autistic hikikomori hood replete with videos of moments of this. At the very worse it could be an IRL Watamote. I would even be wiling to take suggestions from comments.
I’m not naive and socially inept enough to believe this is a good method for leaving a positive impression on others. I would still prefer to be largely alone, as I find the cat majority of human beings to be intolerable.
There could even eventually be a very first attempt at dating scene. Recall that I have never so much as held hands with anyone, am extremely misanthropic, have social experience except basic ones only until 7th grade and am now 27, 28 in few months, am an incredibly mentally ill massive fuckup, have barely spoken throughout my life, have agoraphobia and anthropophobia, a general fear of other people, barely even spoke or interacted with own family, literally became a hikikokori for years, spending at least 97% of my time indoors, at some points going multiple month long stretches without so much as stepping foot outside, suffering from mild PTSD, with severe depression and severe pervasive general and particularly social anxiety, the world feeling overly intense unless sedated.
My stats have the making of a potentially amusing internet series. I will prostate myself to the machine and allow the wonder of the internet to control me and guide my destiny, my true home, the eventual promised land when paired with gen 2 VR. Win or lose, everyone can laugh.
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2018-01-30 at 1:41 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice There could even eventually be a very first attempt at dating scene. Recall that I have never so much as held hands with anyone, am extremely misanthropic, have social experience except basic ones only until 7th grade and am now 27, 28 in few months, am an incredibly mentally ill massive fuckup, have barely spoken throughout my life, have agoraphobia and anthropophobia, a general fear of other people, barely even spoke or interacted with own family, literally became a hikikokori for years, spending at least 97% of my time indoors, at some points going multiple month long stretches without so much as stepping foot outside, suffering from mild PTSD, with severe depression and severe pervasive general and particularly social anxiety, the world feeling overly intense unless sedated.
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2018-01-30 at 1:42 AM UTC>anthrophobia
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2018-01-30 at 1:58 AM UTCPeople are fucking monsters. They're so awful. One of my strongest desires is to witness the end of the human race.
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2018-01-30 at 2:02 AM UTCbut you're like, one of the worst of them
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2018-01-30 at 2:06 AM UTC
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2018-01-30 at 2:11 AM UTCYou're the worst Malice! The worst!
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2018-01-30 at 2:21 AM UTC
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2018-01-30 at 2:29 AM UTC
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2018-01-30 at 2:33 AM UTCfound half a botle of rum in a skip and drank it lol
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2018-01-30 at 2:56 AM UTCWe are all Adolf Hitler.
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2018-01-30 at 3:01 AM UTCI'll atone for my existence by becoming a purifier of the world.
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2018-01-30 at 3:02 AM UTC
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2018-01-30 at 3:10 AM UTCevertime malice say he want everone to die he says real quite "ecept bling"
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2018-01-30 at 3:44 AM UTC
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2018-01-30 at 4:15 AM UTC
Originally posted by Something Squirrel You're just a retard, your parents should have been sexually sterilized for having bad genes.
Hell, I agree, but it’s completely inaccurate to claim I’m a retard. Mama always said, stupid is as stupid does. By that margin you are the most retarded person here. Everyone here knows it except you, regardless of your excuses and attempts to delude yourself.