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The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-05-18 at 12:43 PM UTC
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2019-05-18 at 12:44 PM UTC
Originally posted by Technologist I’ve read there is a cure, unless you have kidney damage. Juice I wish you’d get the appropriate care. :-(
There is, but why spend 20k to fix something that's just going to get fucked up again within the next three months?
If I truly do have a "higher purpose," I'll survive -
2019-05-18 at 12:47 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jυicebox There is, but why spend 20k to fix something that's just going to get fucked up again within the next three months?
If I truly do have a "higher purpose," I'll survive
Nigga you sound like those niggas that purposely get bit up by rattlesnakes n wait for gawd to save them.
I also hate the hospital, but if you didn't drink so much you prolly wouldn't have to deal with this (assuming that's what this is, alcohol can also fuck up electrolyte balance and thin the blood, causing the edema) -
2019-05-18 at 12:57 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Nigga you sound like those niggas that purposely get bit up by rattlesnakes n wait for gawd to save them.
I also hate the hospital, but if you didn't drink so much you prolly wouldn't have to deal with this (assuming that's what this is, alcohol can also fuck up electrolyte balance and thin the blood, causing the edema)
1. I do not want to be saved.
2. I wouldn't drink so much if I had another way of keeping the mental illness at bay. Believe me, I've tried everything. I did quit drinking for a while, but I just started lashing out at anyone that tried to help me IRL -
2019-05-18 at 1:20 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jυicebox 1. I do not want to be saved.
2. I wouldn't drink so much if I had another way of keeping the mental illness at bay. Believe me, I've tried everything. I did quit drinking for a while, but I just started lashing out at anyone that tried to help me IRL
Besides depression, what are you actually diagnosed with. If anything? CBD not helping anymore? I have to think there are better drugs for mental health than alcohol. I mean if it's that bad just get strung out on heroin or someshit,
Don't die fam, :(
But if u do die.....lemme have ur AUG (or whatever you can quickly field strip and mail out in pieces)
Thx <3 -
2019-05-18 at 1:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by WE SMOOTH So I didnt wanna come here and brag about my life like Sudo but now I have a good classic funny/shitty story.
I've been seeing this stripper for like 3 weeks and talking about gender politics, just politics, dating, life, love, loss, etc.. like i met a woman who was beautiful and surpassed me intellectually for the first time since logic (LOL niggas still deny this happened. anyway. this girl was actually way hotter too duh.)
But anyway she was a dancer and shit and told me on the first date that she hated men but I was cool and had a good energy.
it was cool as fuck that she was just fucking with me off the love cause she's had sugar daddies, rich bfs, huge stacks of cash, etc, but she was fucking with the personality and I was just being myself and she was fuckin with it.
Today I ate 4 gs of shrooms and thought I'd ask her if she was ghosting me for real this time since it had been like 5 days since we texted (I was never sure with her, busy, distant bitch. I would think she'd be ghosting me then she'd hit me up and in person it'd be all warm and shit.) and she goes into an emotional rant about the last time we hung out, me BEING UNABLE TO GET HARD.
It was because we ate all this heavy ass food the night before and I felt this immense stomach pressure. Also, I was falling in love hard and thinking about how this was a bad idea. and also, no sleep. i digress.
She thinks I'm shady or hiding something, like that I'm not attracted to her in the daylight, or i'm secretly doing meth because I couldn't get a boner. one of the two options. i tried to explain myself but i was peaking heavy LMAO and didn't do a good job. she seemed cool about it in person. She also on her period RN.
And she was explaining this to me over text as I was peaking on mushrooms. It hurt my feelings but it was also funny as hell. I hit up an old girl friend of mine and vented for like 2 hours until she went to bed now I'm talking to this other girl about it. I feel like I sound like Bill Krozby, sound like a lying ass nigga. But I got hoes now.
Nigga she fucked 4-6 guys since you couldn't get hard and if you don't fuck her like you mean it she's never gonna be anything to you. You don't have hos if the basis of your relationship is talking about gender politics and eating heavy food.
Strippers fake intimacy. It's literally their job. Fuck her like you own it or keep it movin mang -
2019-05-18 at 1:46 PM UTCTry beating the shit out of her, she'll probably love it and come back for more.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-18 at 1:47 PM UTCSudo,
I don’t understand him saying you brag about yourself. Since I’ve been here, you were in a furlough program, you went back to jail, and now you seem to be wondering where your life is headed, because you don’t seem to be happy with it.
Sure you get laid, but sex isn’t everything. Well, to some it is. -
2019-05-18 at 1:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Besides depression, what are you actually diagnosed with. If anything? CBD not helping anymore? I have to think there are better drugs for mental health than alcohol. I mean if it's that bad just get strung out on heroin or someshit,
Don't die fam, :(
But if u do die…..lemme have ur AUG (or whatever you can quickly field strip and mail out in pieces)
Thx <3
Depressive Psychosis and MDD. Every medication and therapy I tried has made everything worse
Phenibut and tianеptine helped a lot at first but I always end up abusing them
CBD helped a lot at first, but it makes everything much worse if I'm feeling ill at all
If you're serious, PM an address to send it to, and if I'm still lucid enough to realize when I'm about to die I'll send it out
Also have a Sig 10mm 1911 if you're interested
Will sell it to you for $600 if you don't feel like waiting -
2019-05-18 at 1:53 PM UTCYou’re making me sad Juice.
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2019-05-18 at 1:56 PM UTC
Originally posted by Technologist Sudo,
I don’t understand him saying you brag about yourself. Since I’ve been here, you were in a furlough program, you went back to jail, and now you seem to be wondering where your life is headed, because you don’t seem to be happy with it.
Sure you get laid, but sex isn’t everything. Well, to some it is.
If I was WS I would respond in some facetious way like
"Dese niggas tink I'm flexin 4 da gram but it's just what it is n dey mad 100emoji 100emoji 100emoji" but that seems disingenuous and I agree with you that my life is shit and essentially directionless but is getting better. I literally thank God for all the good things that happen in my life because I feel without Allah I would be living in abject misery instead of the brief semblances of a good life I know are possible. -
2019-05-18 at 1:57 PM UTCMan, last night worked out perfect. I even got a ride back to my camp.
Slushies! Thank god there is a 7/11 near my camp. I'm going to get one now.
Made out good last night. Whats cool is that all the people who work at the bars really like my hustle so they actually "encourage" people to go get a bracelet and tip me. I'm also friends with this hispanic guy who's a cook at this resturant and he brings me food every time he gets off work. Chicken tenders and honey mustard tonight. Hot and fresh and sooo fucking good. Theyre like giant fucking tenders too. Like ive never had them like this or this fucking good.
Oh and a doctor from this hospital brought this good ass food to me yesterday too. There was rice and pomegranate seeds, some kind of greens, a weird dressing and chicken with a sweet crunchy type of thing. Guys name was 'Akmed' lol. He was cool. I also got some sodas too.
One thing I can say is that I eat pretty fucking good out here. -
2019-05-18 at 1:59 PM UTCSudo,
Just curious, did you come to Allah while you were in prison? -
2019-05-18 at 2 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jυicebox Depressive Psychosis and MDD. Every medication and therapy I tried has made everything worse
Phenibut and tianеptine helped a lot at first but I always end up abusing them
CBD helped a lot at first, but it makes everything much worse if I'm feeling ill at all
If you're serious, PM an address to send it to, and if I'm still lucid enough to realize when I'm about to die I'll send it out
Also have a Sig 10mm 1911 if you're interested
Will sell it to you for $600 if you don't feel like waiting
This, however I did go 6 years or so without abusing T-PAIN. I probably could go back on it but I dont want to risk IVing that shit again. I'll just IV regular ol' dope. Tianpetine really did help me. -
2019-05-18 at 2:01 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-18 at 2:05 PM UTCOh Juice, I love your boyish face. I know that’s not a manly compliment 😂
Ok, let me try again: You look like killer😁The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-18 at 2:06 PM UTCYou look like Ramsay Bolton with a machine gun.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-18 at 2:08 PM UTC
Originally posted by Technologist Sudo,
Just curious, did you come to Allah while you were in prison?
Pretty much, I learned about religion mostly from non white people in my area and didn't really have a reference point so that's what I gravitated towards when the chips were down. I learned to pray and read the book years ago but didn't strengthen my faith until recently. The imam I talk to is a fucking G.
Originally posted by Jυicebox Maybe this will make you feel better
This is only the third picture I've ever had taken that I've liked
That pic is actually cute af. Seems like a lot of good things came together to make that picThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-18 at 2:09 PM UTC
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2019-05-18 at 2:14 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo Pretty much, I learned about religion mostly from non white people in my area and didn't really have a reference point so that's what I gravitated towards when the chips were down. I learned to pray and read the book years ago but didn't strengthen my faith until recently. The imam I talk to is a fucking G.
I asked because when I worked in a prison hospital, that seemed to be common.
