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  1. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Technologist I’ve read there is a cure, unless you have kidney damage. Juice I wish you’d get the appropriate care. :-(

    Yeah they put you on dialysis until your kidneys have time to catch up, and then keep you managed symptom wise, tell you what to eat and drink afterwards.
  2. Originally posted by Technologist I’ve read there is a cure, unless you have kidney damage. Juice I wish you’d get the appropriate care. :-(

    There is, but why spend 20k to fix something that's just going to get fucked up again within the next three months?

    If I truly do have a "higher purpose," I'll survive
  3. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Jυicebox There is, but why spend 20k to fix something that's just going to get fucked up again within the next three months?

    If I truly do have a "higher purpose," I'll survive

    Nigga you sound like those niggas that purposely get bit up by rattlesnakes n wait for gawd to save them.

    I also hate the hospital, but if you didn't drink so much you prolly wouldn't have to deal with this (assuming that's what this is, alcohol can also fuck up electrolyte balance and thin the blood, causing the edema)
  4. Originally posted by CASPER Nigga you sound like those niggas that purposely get bit up by rattlesnakes n wait for gawd to save them.

    I also hate the hospital, but if you didn't drink so much you prolly wouldn't have to deal with this (assuming that's what this is, alcohol can also fuck up electrolyte balance and thin the blood, causing the edema)

    1. I do not want to be saved.

    2. I wouldn't drink so much if I had another way of keeping the mental illness at bay. Believe me, I've tried everything. I did quit drinking for a while, but I just started lashing out at anyone that tried to help me IRL
  5. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Jυicebox 1. I do not want to be saved.

    2. I wouldn't drink so much if I had another way of keeping the mental illness at bay. Believe me, I've tried everything. I did quit drinking for a while, but I just started lashing out at anyone that tried to help me IRL

    Besides depression, what are you actually diagnosed with. If anything? CBD not helping anymore? I have to think there are better drugs for mental health than alcohol. I mean if it's that bad just get strung out on heroin or someshit,

    Don't die fam, :(


    But if u do die.....lemme have ur AUG (or whatever you can quickly field strip and mail out in pieces)

    Thx <3
  6. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by WE SMOOTH So I didnt wanna come here and brag about my life like Sudo but now I have a good classic funny/shitty story.

    I've been seeing this stripper for like 3 weeks and talking about gender politics, just politics, dating, life, love, loss, etc.. like i met a woman who was beautiful and surpassed me intellectually for the first time since logic (LOL niggas still deny this happened. anyway. this girl was actually way hotter too duh.)

    But anyway she was a dancer and shit and told me on the first date that she hated men but I was cool and had a good energy.

    it was cool as fuck that she was just fucking with me off the love cause she's had sugar daddies, rich bfs, huge stacks of cash, etc, but she was fucking with the personality and I was just being myself and she was fuckin with it.

    Today I ate 4 gs of shrooms and thought I'd ask her if she was ghosting me for real this time since it had been like 5 days since we texted (I was never sure with her, busy, distant bitch. I would think she'd be ghosting me then she'd hit me up and in person it'd be all warm and shit.) and she goes into an emotional rant about the last time we hung out, me BEING UNABLE TO GET HARD.

    It was because we ate all this heavy ass food the night before and I felt this immense stomach pressure. Also, I was falling in love hard and thinking about how this was a bad idea. and also, no sleep. i digress.

    She thinks I'm shady or hiding something, like that I'm not attracted to her in the daylight, or i'm secretly doing meth because I couldn't get a boner. one of the two options. i tried to explain myself but i was peaking heavy LMAO and didn't do a good job. she seemed cool about it in person. She also on her period RN.

    And she was explaining this to me over text as I was peaking on mushrooms. It hurt my feelings but it was also funny as hell. I hit up an old girl friend of mine and vented for like 2 hours until she went to bed now I'm talking to this other girl about it. I feel like I sound like Bill Krozby, sound like a lying ass nigga. But I got hoes now.

    Nigga she fucked 4-6 guys since you couldn't get hard and if you don't fuck her like you mean it she's never gonna be anything to you. You don't have hos if the basis of your relationship is talking about gender politics and eating heavy food.

    Strippers fake intimacy. It's literally their job. Fuck her like you own it or keep it movin mang
  7. Try beating the shit out of her, she'll probably love it and come back for more.
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  8. Technologist victim of incest
    Sudo,
    I don’t understand him saying you brag about yourself. Since I’ve been here, you were in a furlough program, you went back to jail, and now you seem to be wondering where your life is headed, because you don’t seem to be happy with it.

    Sure you get laid, but sex isn’t everything. Well, to some it is.
  9. Originally posted by CASPER Besides depression, what are you actually diagnosed with. If anything? CBD not helping anymore? I have to think there are better drugs for mental health than alcohol. I mean if it's that bad just get strung out on heroin or someshit,

    Don't die fam, :(


    But if u do die…..lemme have ur AUG (or whatever you can quickly field strip and mail out in pieces)

    Thx <3

    Depressive Psychosis and MDD. Every medication and therapy I tried has made everything worse

    Phenibut and tianеptine helped a lot at first but I always end up abusing them

    CBD helped a lot at first, but it makes everything much worse if I'm feeling ill at all

    If you're serious, PM an address to send it to, and if I'm still lucid enough to realize when I'm about to die I'll send it out

    Also have a Sig 10mm 1911 if you're interested

    Will sell it to you for $600 if you don't feel like waiting
  10. Technologist victim of incest
    You’re making me sad Juice.
  11. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Technologist Sudo,
    I don’t understand him saying you brag about yourself. Since I’ve been here, you were in a furlough program, you went back to jail, and now you seem to be wondering where your life is headed, because you don’t seem to be happy with it.

    Sure you get laid, but sex isn’t everything. Well, to some it is.

    If I was WS I would respond in some facetious way like

    "Dese niggas tink I'm flexin 4 da gram but it's just what it is n dey mad 100emoji 100emoji 100emoji" but that seems disingenuous and I agree with you that my life is shit and essentially directionless but is getting better. I literally thank God for all the good things that happen in my life because I feel without Allah I would be living in abject misery instead of the brief semblances of a good life I know are possible.
  12. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Man, last night worked out perfect. I even got a ride back to my camp.

    Slushies! Thank god there is a 7/11 near my camp. I'm going to get one now.

    Made out good last night. Whats cool is that all the people who work at the bars really like my hustle so they actually "encourage" people to go get a bracelet and tip me. I'm also friends with this hispanic guy who's a cook at this resturant and he brings me food every time he gets off work. Chicken tenders and honey mustard tonight. Hot and fresh and sooo fucking good. Theyre like giant fucking tenders too. Like ive never had them like this or this fucking good.

    Oh and a doctor from this hospital brought this good ass food to me yesterday too. There was rice and pomegranate seeds, some kind of greens, a weird dressing and chicken with a sweet crunchy type of thing. Guys name was 'Akmed' lol. He was cool. I also got some sodas too.

    One thing I can say is that I eat pretty fucking good out here.
  13. Technologist victim of incest
    Sudo,

    Just curious, did you come to Allah while you were in prison?
  14. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Originally posted by Jυicebox Depressive Psychosis and MDD. Every medication and therapy I tried has made everything worse

    Phenibut and tianеptine helped a lot at first but I always end up abusing them

    CBD helped a lot at first, but it makes everything much worse if I'm feeling ill at all

    If you're serious, PM an address to send it to, and if I'm still lucid enough to realize when I'm about to die I'll send it out

    Also have a Sig 10mm 1911 if you're interested

    Will sell it to you for $600 if you don't feel like waiting

    This, however I did go 6 years or so without abusing T-PAIN. I probably could go back on it but I dont want to risk IVing that shit again. I'll just IV regular ol' dope. Tianpetine really did help me.
  15. Originally posted by Technologist You’re making me sad Juice.

    Maybe this will make you feel better



    This is only the third picture I've ever had taken that I've liked

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  16. Technologist victim of incest
    Oh Juice, I love your boyish face. I know that’s not a manly compliment 😂

    Ok, let me try again: You look like killer😁
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  17. Star Trek VI: The Undiscovered Country Dark Matter [my scoffingly uncritical tinning]
    You look like Ramsay Bolton with a machine gun.
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  18. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Technologist Sudo,

    Just curious, did you come to Allah while you were in prison?

    Pretty much, I learned about religion mostly from non white people in my area and didn't really have a reference point so that's what I gravitated towards when the chips were down. I learned to pray and read the book years ago but didn't strengthen my faith until recently. The imam I talk to is a fucking G.

    Originally posted by Jυicebox Maybe this will make you feel better



    This is only the third picture I've ever had taken that I've liked


    That pic is actually cute af. Seems like a lot of good things came together to make that pic
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  19. Originally posted by Star Trek VI: The Undiscovered Country You look like Ramsay Bolton with a machine gun.

    Lol, I was going for a mafia type look but it ended up coming out more like Men in Black
  20. Technologist victim of incest
    Originally posted by Sudo Pretty much, I learned about religion mostly from non white people in my area and didn't really have a reference point so that's what I gravitated towards when the chips were down. I learned to pray and read the book years ago but didn't strengthen my faith until recently. The imam I talk to is a fucking G.

    I asked because when I worked in a prison hospital, that seemed to be common.

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