2019-03-09 at 6:24 PM UTC
I wish I had two middle fingers so I could give my boss a proper goodbye
2019-03-09 at 6:42 PM UTC
Should have been called the Malice Bus ride edition.
2019-03-09 at 7:17 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
malice's name was Enrique or something very very brown
I remember he posted his 23and me results and blacked out the part that said sub Saharan African because he was so ashamed. I wish he was still alive and I don't really understand or respect suicide. For some reason my local newspaper is really pushing the assisted suicide agenda and every time someone dies from assisted suicide they give them a whole page of their lives acco.plishments and what they want to say. Makes dying by your own hand seem stupid.
Anyways Malice could have been an interesting case study in the effects of no social interaction and tons of nootropics have on the Guatemalan mind. It would be like Jeannie but nobody gave a shit.
Malice's underachieving was his downfall, in the end he couldn't live with all he'd wasted, in a way a lot of us identify with that, myself definitely included, I've been hearing about it for 20 years. Malice had no support network and his autism alienated him so much he didn't even feel human anymore. I hope he feels more free wherever he is. Probably in purgatory with all the unbaptised kittens.
I realized yesterday that of the last 9 years, only 2 of which I was neither in jail or on house arrest and for 9 months of this I was in a halfway house and for 5 months I was on curfew. I'm so fucking incarcerated it's not funny
2019-03-09 at 7:59 PM UTC
Did Malice die or something? Why is everybody using the past tense when referring to Malice?
Originally posted by Michael Myers
Did Malice die or something? Why is everybody using the past tense when referring to Malice?
Maybe you should read every thread ever made on this site and try and keep up. Pathetic!
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2019-03-09 at 10:02 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo
malice's name was Enrique or something very very brown
I remember he posted his 23and me results and blacked out the part that said sub Saharan African because he was so ashamed. I wish he was still alive and I don't really understand or respect suicide. For some reason my local newspaper is really pushing the assisted suicide agenda and every time someone dies from assisted suicide they give them a whole page of their lives acco.plishments and what they want to say. Makes dying by your own hand seem stupid.
Anyways Malice could have been an interesting case study in the effects of no social interaction and tons of nootropics have on the Guatemalan mind. It would be like Jeannie but nobody gave a shit.
Malice's underachieving was his downfall, in the end he couldn't live with all he'd wasted, in a way a lot of us identify with that, myself definitely included, I've been hearing about it for 20 years. Malice had no support network and his autism alienated him so much he didn't even feel human anymore. I hope he feels more free wherever he is. Probably in purgatory with all the unbaptised kittens.
I realized yesterday that of the last 9 years, only 2 of which I was neither in jail or on house arrest and for 9 months of this I was in a halfway house and for 5 months I was on curfew. I'm so fucking incarcerated it's not funny
By some miracle or grand bookkeeping fuckup, I managed to stay out of jail for any serious length of time, but when I think about all the time.....alll that fucking time....I may as well have been. But that's the trick that even someone with that much intelligence was too immature and stunted to understand. The time actually doesn't mean much. The 9 months in the womb aren't a year wasted. A 30 year old scotch isn't 30 years wasted. The becoming, the being someone better.....it's all worth something. Ideally, spending a decade in prison or as a junkie isn't something everyone should do. But we get so obsessed with these milestones and timelines. It doesn't matter. If you believe you can come out of it, you can. Only sometimes your brain is so fucked up that you have to just live your life on that premise until the time that you even fully believe it. There's a reason people love old salty men and veterans and underdogs. Everyone loves someone's who's been through some shit and survived.
Idk.
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2019-03-09 at 11:50 PM UTC
"That man of loneliness and mystery, scarce seen to smile, and seldom heard to sigh."
RIP faggit'
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2019-03-10 at 12:33 AM UTC
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Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
*posts in TRT*
*secures a spot in the annals of BLTC history*
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2019-03-10 at 1:08 AM UTC
Yeah I'm reading through the "partners" thread on that site right now. God I just want to give them all a hug. Our brains are collaborators and conmen. When you're mentally ill, you have to treat your own thoughts like the enemy. I get it. I've been there. I wanted to do a huge post over these, but I'd probably just get banned for being "pro life". I have no doubt plenty of people have it worse than I do, but I've seen some shit. And I may spiral down again and get strung out and finally dig up the glock and catch that faggotty, no-balls, weepy victim midnight train to Georgia. But I stuck it out because I was too much of a pussy to go through with it, and addiction left me with too animal an instinct to concern myself with thoughts much higher than getting a fix. And now I feel better. And it scares me how easy it was to fall into that. I still don't know what changed. Nothing is too different. But life goes on, shit changes. Sometimes even really fucked up people get better.
I think everyone has the right to end their own life if it becomes unbearable. But I also think that 90% of the time, it's self pity and a cry for help. We want people to know that we hurt. That we're angry, we want them to know how MUCH we hurt. The ironic thing is that depression makes anything feel unattainable, too much work, just not enough. And in most people's cases, you really just have to break through that anyway. Connect to another person, do something meaningful. Be willfully optimistic, despite whatever you have going on. Set small goals. Malice just didn't really want to try, that's what made me angry. But I've been there so I can't blame him too much.
Malice asked me a ton of times to be his partner. Sometime she I wonder if I'd have lied to him, if I'd have made him believe that he had someone else that miserable, maybe he'd have hung around long enough to weather whatever autistic nonsense he was going through at the moment *shrug*
Anyway...you don't think there's another autistic dude with family issues who bought Nembutal and liked anime? Rofl. I think that probably describes hundreds of thousands of people on the internet right now. I don't remember him having any kind of disability with his feet.
2019-03-10 at 3:57 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER
Yeah I'm reading through the "partners" thread on that site right now. God I just want to give them all a hug. Our brains are collaborators and conmen. When you're mentally ill, you have to treat your own thoughts like the enemy. I get it. I've been there. I wanted to do a huge post over these, but I'd probably just get banned for being "pro life". I have no doubt plenty of people have it worse than I do, but I've seen some shit. And I may spiral down again and get strung out and finally dig up the glock and catch that faggotty, no-balls, weepy victim midnight train to Georgia. But I stuck it out because I was too much of a pussy to go through with it, and addiction left me with too animal an instinct to concern myself with thoughts much higher than getting a fix. And now I feel better. And it scares me how easy it was to fall into that. I still don't know what changed. Nothing is too different. But life goes on, shit changes. Sometimes even really fucked up people get better.
I think everyone has the right to end their own life if it becomes unbearable. But I also think that 90% of the time, it's self pity and a cry for help. We want people to know that we hurt. That we're angry, we want them to know how MUCH we hurt. The ironic thing is that depression makes anything feel unattainable, too much work, just not enough. And in most people's cases, you really just have to break through that anyway. Connect to another person, do something meaningful. Be willfully optimistic, despite whatever you have going on. Set small goals. Malice just didn't really want to try, that's what made me angry. But I've been there so I can't blame him too much.
Malice asked me a ton of times to be his partner. Sometime she I wonder if I'd have lied to him, if I'd have made him believe that he had someone else that miserable, maybe he'd have hung around long enough to weather whatever autistic nonsense he was going through at the moment *shrug*
Anyway…you don't think there's another autistic dude with family issues who bought Nembutal and liked anime? Rofl. I think that probably describes hundreds of thousands of people on the internet right now. I don't remember him having any kind of disability with his feet.
Neither do i, the part about having some disability other than autism.
Anyway, maybe you're right, or maybe you're in denial. The fact is we know malice was suicidal, we know he had a quantity of lethal drugs he kept as an exit plan we know we haven't heard from him in a long while. If you're out there malice, you're a dick for making us think you're dead, but that's nothing to kill yourself over. I'll have you know.
I read the thread, closed the laptop, cried a single manly tear, and had a beer for me and one for the homies.
So long space nigga...
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2019-03-10 at 5:06 PM UTC
Remember when he let us believe he'd fucked the family cat?
RiP 2 a reel 1
2019-03-10 at 5:11 PM UTC
GGG
victim of incest
[my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]
Didn't he also dress up in a kkk robe and go out in public to some rally
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2019-03-10 at 5:21 PM UTC
I think it was Berkeley. He posted video. Said he did it just for the kicks, as he had emotional dullness.
He got chased by a bunch of antifa sorts, I dunno how it wasn't on the news. "White supremacy in Berkeley".
