2019-05-07 at 6:05 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
hope she or someone she livestreams her death/murder for us to watch at least. make sure there is plenty of t & a whore
2019-05-07 at 6:15 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Casper you look like a guy I know. I remember seeing you in tinychat before and remarking that you look young which is definitely a positive trait. I look 4 years younger but used to look younger before life took my soul. Your self esteem is probably lower than it should be
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2019-05-07 at 6:23 PM UTC
I got really drunk last night. Now I'm eating a grape freezie pop. :)
Thank you.
2019-05-07 at 6:25 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
i'm having a cream soda..would you like to share or trade with me?
2019-05-07 at 6:25 PM UTC
I'm a huge fan of not cream soda . So no. I dont like grape but since I have it I'm eating it. Leave me alone.
2019-05-07 at 6:33 PM UTC
Did anyone watch the controversial decision that led to the 65-1 horse beating the favorite at the Kentucky Derby? I called it out when I saw it because I KNOW things.
2019-05-07 at 7:07 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
you seem like the genuine oracle to me
2019-05-07 at 7:18 PM UTC
I am. For years i tried to get you guys to make burnt heroin offerings to me, but to no avail.
2019-05-07 at 9:16 PM UTC
hey hydromorphone, have you ever thought about being an actross?
2019-05-07 at 9:37 PM UTC
Casper, what made you decide to give up using/selling dope? I can see why people get out of the game of selling, as you have to be perfect EVERYTIME, and not fuck up, but the cops only have to be right once to pop your ass. I also see why people stay in the game until they die or get popped, as I can imagine it's easy to get used to the money, and easy/cheap(er) access to good dope, not to mention, there are a lot of people who like the status being even a lower end dealer gets/always having "friends" around, feeling cool doing whatcha do and all.
I guess everyone has their own reasons for getting clean though. Just curious what yours is.
I wish to God I could just be normal, not having a monkey on my back everyday. I guess you still have a monkey on your back, so even if I was able to get like you, I'd still just feel fucked up about it, since I just wish I could live without ANY drug that will make me go into WDs if I don't have it, but I definitely am not knocking what you do. I'm genuinely happy for you, and glad you seem at least a bit happier than you were back then. It probably is better than being stuck like I am, I just can't do that shit.
Have you considered getting off that shit eventually too? From what I hear, it's harder to get off than heroin though. WDS are supposed to be worse from everyone I've ever talked to. I'll tell you this though, nothing beats T-PAIN, except benzos... maybe. It's close to being as bad as benzos, in my book. It also lasted forever, at least for me.
2019-05-07 at 10:33 PM UTC
The weight of the present moment is the hardest thing of all to bear. We escape it into memory or forethought. But both are also how we choose to spend the present moment. There is no escape from it, only distraction.
