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teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
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2017-05-24 at 12:21 AM UTC
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2017-05-24 at 12:25 AM UTCI've been having a fetish this past hour about having a black wife/very serious girlfriend the likes of Gabrielle Union/Megan Good and having an equally emotional/slightly more sexual fulfilling affair with a Lana Del Rey type. Just figured I'd share that..
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2017-05-24 at 12:35 AM UTCScron, you are going to fuck up your dopamine receptors so badly in the long-term if you keep this up. Youthful vitality and ability to recover doesn't last forever. Keep this up and you'll literally never be able to go back to normal. Who knows what else it may be doing to you at this level of usage, especially if there are harmful impurities in it.
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2017-05-24 at 12:41 AM UTCMal what's the name of the anime from which you posted that trap scene in the other thread.
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2017-05-24 at 12:45 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Scron, you are going to fuck up your dopamine receptors so badly in the long-term if you keep this up. Youthful vitality and ability to recover doesn't last forever. Keep this up and you'll literally never be able to go back to normal. Who knows what else it may be doing to you at this level of usage, especially if there are harmful impurities in it.
I'm definitely no neuro scientist but I find that no matter how much or how long I binge on meth(snorting is always my ROA and almost always under 100mg, usually about half of that) a 3 week break returns my tolerance to baseline...I suppose I should note that this break includes no beer, weed or any other mind altering substances except probably what most would consider pretty damn high doses of caffience and nicotine. -
2017-05-24 at 12:49 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Mal what's the name of the anime from which you posted that trap scene in the other thread.
Daily Lives of High School Boys
It's one of the top rated animes in the comedy genre, with strong slice of life aspects. It's composed of short skits.
At first, upon reading the synopsis, it didn't seem like something that would appeal to me that much, would be that great, but once you finish the first episode and think of the title you realize exactly what they were going for, and they do a masterful job of it. Honestly one of the genuinely and consistently funniest animes I've ever seen. -
2017-05-24 at 12:51 AM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop I'm definitely no neuro scientist but I find that no matter how much or how long I binge on meth(snorting is always my ROA and almost always under 100mg, usually about half of that) a 3 week break returns my tolerance to baseline…I suppose I should note that this break includes no beer, weed or any other mind altering substances except probably what most would consider pretty damn high doses of caffience and nicotine.
That's an interesting effect. Your doses don't seem to be super high, but you can't gauge damage by tolerance alone, especially with how gradual it can be.
Also, caffeine may considerably exacerbate the negative effects, apoptosis, caused by certain drugs. Learned about this recently. Definitely not a good idea to use any during a meth binge.
It would be pretty terrible if at some point you've realized you've developed persistent anhedonia when sober, along with other issues, a lack of motivation/drive, avolition, problems with sustaining concentration and mental effort etc., and nothing seems to help, it doesn't seem to be going away.
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2017-05-24 at 12:56 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Daily Lives of High School Boys
It's one of the top rated animes in the comedy genre, with strong slice of life aspects. It's composed of short skits.
At first, upon reading the synopsis, it didn't seem like something that would appeal to me that much, would be that great, but once you finish the first episode and think of the title you realize exactly what they were going for, and they do a masterful job of it. Honestly one of the genuinely and consistently funniest animes I've ever seen.
Awesome, Lan recommends it as well. I think i'll download it. -
2017-05-24 at 12:59 AM UTCI need a kiddie slut, too pretty to fuck,
so I can suck on her itty bitty titties and such.
Now here's a cock your whole city can suck
and I ain't interested in sluts who ain't givin' it up.
Cuz there's no chance to nut with this 'hold hands romance,'
that shit has got me limper than a Rosanne snowman.
I'm so great at givin' bad sex,
lookin' for the chick to bag next, in the back of the black Lex'.
Fuck a bitch, I'll never give her shit for Valentine's.
I'll give her less freedom than a chick in Palestine.
It ain't no fun if the homies can't have none,
so I always pass the dime off to a pal of mine.
A sick bastard, got this pimp shit mastered
I'll get your chick plastered to suck my dick faster
Hey honeybun, wanna play bunny hump?
This chump will pump your lovely rump and leave your stomach pumped.
A bit nasty, I settle for big fatties,
hoes that have got more rolls than Rick Astley.
I get slutty so the kids love me
I'll let the scrawniest twigs, even your big pudgy bitch touch me.
The coolest offer is gonna do ya proper.
Who's your papa? It's the supa cuda poopa popper.
I'm a straight descendant from the land of Sodom
So when I find and apple bottom, I'ma throw a saddle on 'em,
and if we have a problem, then I'll have to cattle prod 'em,
lock 'em in my basement with leather whips and shackles on 'em.
Let's find a place to undress so I can taste on your flesh,
and put my face in your breasts, and start makin' a mess.
No matter how many Hollister chicks, I get to polish my dick
I want more like I'm Oliver Twist -
2017-05-24 at 1:09 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice That's an interesting effect. Your doses don't seem to be super high, but you can't gauge damage by tolerance alone, especially with how gradual it can be.
Also, caffeine may considerably exacerbate the negative effects, apoptosis, caused by certain drugs. Learned about this recently. Definitely not a good idea to use any during a meth binge.
It would be pretty terrible if at some point you've realized you've developed persistent anhedonia when sober, along with other issues, a lack of motivation/drive, avolition, problems with sustaining concentration and mental effort etc., and nothing seems to help, it doesn't seem to be going away.
Post last edited by Malice at 2017-05-24T00:53:29.915093+00:00
Motivation and drive have stayed about the same I would say with major fluctuations up and down sparingly but that's what I would have told you before I even did my first line. My motivation and even imagination skyrocket especially after my first blast off after three weeks of abstaining and positivity about my future continues through the next 1-3 days but that's obviously because the meth is making me feel cheery and happy.
I am guilty of getting "stuck" occasionally in which I need to go somewhere and I can't pry myself from whatever I'm doing...reading on here, cleaning the interior of my truck, or just listening to youtube vids etc..but it's not a common thing and when it happens I can pry myself away quicker(10 minutes) vs. 4-12 hours a year ago...not sure how helpful this is to anyone just figured I'd throw it out there hope at least some of it makes sense. -
2017-05-24 at 1:14 AM UTC^ Your description of "getting stuck" sounds like classic OCD. If it was taking you 4-12 hours a year ago, it was probably at a pretty severe level.
Meth does affect serotonin release, which may be heavily implicated in OCD, and this is what may cause the largest amount of damage when taken in large quantities over prolonged periods. -
2017-05-24 at 1:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by 1337 I need a kiddie slut, too pretty to fuck,
so I can suck on her itty bitty titties and such.
Now here's a cock your whole city can suck
and I ain't interested in sluts who ain't givin' it up.
Cuz there's no chance to nut with this 'hold hands romance,'
that shit has got me limper than a Rosanne snowman.
I'm so great at givin' bad sex,
lookin' for the chick to bag next, in the back of the black Lex'.
Fuck a bitch, I'll never give her shit for Valentine's.
I'll give her less freedom than a chick in Palestine.
It ain't no fun if the homies can't have none,
so I always pass the dime off to a pal of mine.
A sick bastard, got this pimp shit mastered
I'll get your chick plastered to suck my dick faster
Hey honeybun, wanna play bunny hump?
This chump will pump your lovely rump and leave your stomach pumped.
A bit nasty, I settle for big fatties,
hoes that have got more rolls than Rick Astley.
I get slutty so the kids love me
I'll let the scrawniest twigs, even your big pudgy bitch touch me.
The coolest offer is gonna do ya proper.
Who's your papa? It's the supa cuda poopa popper.
I'm a straight descendant from the land of Sodom
So when I find and apple bottom, I'ma throw a saddle on 'em,
and if we have a problem, then I'll have to cattle prod 'em,
lock 'em in my basement with leather whips and shackles on 'em.
Let's find a place to undress so I can taste on your flesh,
and put my face in your breasts, and start makin' a mess.
No matter how many Hollister chicks, I get to polish my dick
I want more like I'm Oliver Twist
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2017-05-24 at 1:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice ^ Your description of "getting stuck" sounds like classic OCD. If it was taking you 4-12 hours a year ago, it was probably at a pretty severe level.
Meth does affect serotonin release, which may be heavily implicated in OCD, and this is what may cause the largest amount of damage when taken in large quantities over prolonged periods.
getting stuck is just the effect of meth. i for one was never a big cleaner or anything, just a porn guy as you probably remember. -
2017-05-24 at 1:22 AM UTCThe only thing I can find that comes close to describing this high and the intensity and endless sweat, chest pains, days spent doing nothing, dehydration and lack of sleep while being rocks seven ways to mars is hardcore lifelong IV users that have watched people inject to much and die or kill themselves.
I also found a lot about how much everyone hates meth smokers, people that use needles, eat and snort all look down on users like me like we are scum of the earth monsters.
You fucking Americans are all such rattoxes spreading so much bullshit on every internet drug website criticizing smokers and suppressing the psychoactive nature of meth because like LSD and cannabis it corrupts the working rat and makes them not want to follow the maze. You filthy salaried agents are just waiting to set me up.
You can't even post on a website devoting to abusing meth without every blue/white collar even shirtless responsible IV user with two wives and seven kids that does meth with local politicians and runs several multi kilo labs calling you a piece of shit degenerate junkie.
Not only that but they are also logging your every move and alerting every government agency on the planet to your activities and doxxing you by going through exif data on anything you ever posted and checking the background for clues that can reveal location.
Smoking meth, child porn, LSD chemistry, terrorist death cult and nationalism must be destroyed at all costs. The undesirables are being identified and rooted out more every day, they have nowhere to run or hide. Much like the practices of genocide during fascism these rat kings have studied history very well.
The outcasts, thinkers, intellectuals, artists and revolutionaries are always the first targets, the left wing has become slaves to this as they believe gay rights worldwide and no border free trade is the change this world needs at any cost. Drug addicts and pedophiles are easy targets.
The real revolution is globalism and if you stand in the way of 7billion you will be destroyed, eventually. The drug war is coming to an end very soon, it's the big change you all have been waiting for.
Its only a matter of time before my door gets kicked down and I'm hauled off to the secret moon base prison colony forced to spend eternity with the chosen elders of trianglism to undergo the Ludovico technique to make us hate triangles.
Fuck your hands across the world rat celebrations when the war is over too, that party will suck balls there will be free meth everywhere but not a pipe anywhere on earth and armed guards and civilians trained to kill on sight anyone attempting to manufacture such an evil device.
Yes the world will be free soon, you can all be happy once the child fucking mass murdering drug freaks are gone you can all run around the streets in your borderless immigrant one world government run by LGBT feminist jedis that control all the worlds media, pharmaceuticals, food and energy.
God bless you all. -
2017-05-24 at 1:32 AM UTC
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2017-05-24 at 1:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump The only thing I can find that comes close to describing this high and the intensity and endless sweat, chest pains, days spent doing nothing, dehydration and lack of sleep while being rocks seven ways to mars is hardcore lifelong IV users that have watched people inject to much and die or kill themselves.
I also found a lot about how much everyone hates meth smokers, people that use needles, eat and snort all look down on users like me like we are scum of the earth monsters.
You fucking Americans are all such rattoxes spreading so much bullshit on every internet drug website criticizing smokers and suppressing the psychoactive nature of meth because like LSD and cannabis it corrupts the working rat and makes them not want to follow the maze. You filthy salaried agents are just waiting to set me up.
You can't even post on a website devoting to abusing meth without every blue/white collar even shirtless responsible IV user with two wives and seven kids that does meth with local politicians and runs several multi kilo labs calling you a piece of shit degenerate junkie.
Not only that but they are also logging your every move and alerting every government agency on the planet to your activities and doxxing you by going through exif data on anything you ever posted and checking the background for clues that can reveal location.
Smoking meth, child porn, LSD chemistry, terrorist death cult and nationalism must be destroyed at all costs. The undesirables are being identified and rooted out more every day, they have nowhere to run or hide. Much like the practices of genocide during fascism these rat kings have studied history very well.
The outcasts, thinkers, intellectuals, artists and revolutionaries are always the first targets, the left wing has become slaves to this as they believe gay rights worldwide and no border free trade is the change this world needs at any cost. Drug addicts and pedophiles are easy targets.
The real revolution is globalism and if you stand in the way of 7billion you will be destroyed, eventually. The drug war is coming to an end very soon, it's the big change you all have been waiting for.
Its only a matter of time before my door gets kicked down and I'm hauled off to the secret moon base prison colony forced to spend eternity with the chosen elders of trianglism to undergo the Ludovico technique to make us hate triangles.
Fuck your hands across the world rat celebrations when the war is over too, that party will suck balls there will be free meth everywhere but not a pipe anywhere on earth and armed guards and civilians trained to kill on sight anyone attempting to manufacture such an evil device.
Yes the world will be free soon, you can all be happy once the child fucking mass murdering drug freaks are gone you can all run around the streets in your borderless immigrant one world government run by LGBT feminist jedis that control all the worlds media, pharmaceuticals, food and energy.
God bless you all.
*Except for Sophie. -
2017-05-24 at 1:47 AM UTC
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2017-05-24 at 1:50 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice ^ Your description of "getting stuck" sounds like classic OCD. If it was taking you 4-12 hours a year ago, it was probably at a pretty severe level.
Meth does affect serotonin release, which may be heavily implicated in OCD, and this is what may cause the largest amount of damage when taken in large quantities over prolonged periods.
Thank you brother Malice for giving me a reason to post this and close a tab, I knew I kept this open all day for a reason.
https://www.reddit.com/r/Drugs/comments/33tj2d/extremely_valuable_information_about_amph_meth/
First off, Methamphetamine is only psychologically addictive. Just like Cannabis, food, or the internet. Methamphetamine's addiction potential is equal to prescription dextroamphetamine (at similarly potent doses). If you are wondering why d-amph addicts are so much rarer, it's because d-amph is typically given out in prescription tablets only. People can still break it down and snort it, but the difference is that these prescriptions regulate their dosage every month and drastically lowers the chances of addiction. Just another reason why the drug war is such a failure really. European speed is so diluted and cut that I'd be surprised if you even got 10% dextro in your powder. No American dealer wants to sell dextroamph because it takes an extra step in synthesis and is less potent. If Europe had the availability to meth precursors like America did, absolutely NO dealer would be selling l- or d-amphetamine. Pharmaceutical companies have the incentive to use d- and l-amphetamine because meth carries such a stigma that patients won't want to take it. Big pharma has near free access to precursors and laboratories so making the slightly less potent d-amph costs almost nothing to them. It is saddening that people who are "pro-drugs except for meth" are tricked by the same misinformation that they hate so much when it's against cannabis. Hopefully by this point, you and I are on the same page and have moved past this "evil meth" label. Thus, I will refer to meth as amphetamine from now on.
Significant withdrawal effects only occur when amph is continuously redosed in high dosages. Why? Because constant redosing causes neurotoxicity. The long half life of all amphetamine means that redosing will additively increase blood plasma levels and your brain will soak in that. Acute tolerance shuts out euphoria around the time you reach your first half life. Redosing = excitotoxicity and accumulation of oxidative reactive species in the absense of most of the euphoria. Daily usage is only safe at therapeutic dosages (UNDER ~0.5mg/kg). It seems like it is generally agreed upon that meth is more potent weight by weight than dextro (about 1.3x). When the dosages are matched, they have the exact same safety profile.
Chronic use at anything above therapeutic level causes persisting DA striatal depletion. As in, it comes back VERY slowly (think years) and it isn't 100%. You can withdraw from Heroin and get away without lasting physical damage. The same cannot be said for amphetamines. The striatal depletions go unnoticed by binge users until they stop dosing whereupon shit gets real. Quickly. These are the only people that get severe withdrawal effects and feel extremely addicted. Just like every other drug, binging is bad. Before you call therapeutic dosages too pussylike, read the rest of my post. -
2017-05-24 at 1:51 AM UTCI would be WAY less annoying and not destroy every thread I touch if SOMEONE would just code a simple auto merge feature to fix my drug induced madness.
That someone is also me.
https://niggasin.space/thread/12126 -
2017-05-24 at 2:08 AM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump Thank you brother Malice for giving me a reason to post this and close a tab, I knew I kept this open all day for a reason.
https://www.reddit.com/r/Drugs/comments/33tj2d/extremely_valuable_information_about_amph_meth/
First off, Methamphetamine is only psychologically addictive. Just like Cannabis, food, or the internet.
The stance of the scientific community is that meth is physically addictive because it causes anhedonia upon stopping chronic use becuase it is dopaminergic.
I agree with the first comment in that reddit thread.