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2017-05-01 at 3:19 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby well maybe you're right, but thats why I'm quitting. I'm just drinking coffee and soda today and didn't drink yesterday. I need to focus on other things right now anyways.
Keep up the good work. Comes time, at the end of the road, you have to face facts. Alcohol is poison. That's how you get drunk, by poisoning your bloodstream. And not only are you slowly killing yourself, you hurt all those around you, and you destroy any chance you have of a happy life. -
2017-05-01 at 3:55 PM UTC
Originally posted by -SpectraL Keep up the good work. Comes time, at the end of the road, you have to face facts. Alcohol is poison. That's how you get drunk, by poisoning your bloodstream. And not only are you slowly killing yourself, you hurt all those around you, and you destroy any chance you have of a happy life.
I appreciate it, I don't want to quit completely just not drink everyday. I live in a college town and everyone drinks and smokes weed and I'm not allowed to smoke weed because of my legal situation so it kind of makes me feel like an outcast when I meet someone and they want to smoke weed and I love to smoke but haven't done it since december 4th and even before that for the last couple years I've been restricted.
I think its fine to drink at shows or social situations, but the drinking alone is a killer for me since I'm almost always by myself.
the nurse I hang with works a lot of hours and is always busy with being a nurse at the hospital, so the only time we hang out is when she's off and she drinks heavily for a girl and when I go over I will with her. But thats probably not that big of a deal since I only hang with her.
I'm going to go see a show in a week with my neighbor and I intend on drinking there with him because I go to shows to party and get jolly like everyone else since I don't go out often.
But yeah I'm on a light dose of gabapentin for the next few days and my buddy hooked me up with it yesterday but before I met up with him I felt so out of wack I didn't want to get out of bed.
And you're right about it hurting people around me, I've had so many people that actually cared and loved me that I basically told them to fuck off while messed up.
One of the things that made me decide I need to cool it, is the other day I called my dad to say whats up (I don't normally see my parents) and the conversation wasn't going the way I wanted it to, so I argued with him and said things I later felt bad about. He hung up on me and I was pretty pissed off that he did. But I realize id hangup on anyone that talked to me like that as well so I understand it. I text him the next day and he didn't reply back at all. And I actually love my mom and dad a lot but we've always been butting heads and thats why I moved out when I was 17. But it wasn't because they were like junkies/alcoholics/dead beats... but I'm just different than them and they very conservative, which is fine and I should get over it they are always going to be the same way but yeah my "frothiness" definitely comes out when I binge drink.
I'm not always upset when I drink its just at some point I will be really shitty to people and they didn't see it coming.
I thought about picking up vaping or something like that, but I feel like that would be kind of lame and I just need to drink coffee and smoke bud in a couple years when I can.
When I turned 21, I actually didn't drink for a couple of years but I was heroin addict and when I quit that I just drank. And its like goddamn do you always have to have something lolThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-01 at 5:20 PM UTC
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2017-05-01 at 5:23 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby I appreciate it, I don't want to quit completely just not drink everyday. I live in a college town and everyone drinks and smokes weed and I'm not allowed to smoke weed because of my legal situation so it kind of makes me feel like an outcast when I meet someone and they want to smoke weed and I love to smoke but haven't done it since december 4th and even before that for the last couple years I've been restricted.
I think its fine to drink at shows or social situations, but the drinking alone is a killer for me since I'm almost always by myself.
the nurse I hang with works a lot of hours and is always busy with being a nurse at the hospital, so the only time we hang out is when she's off and she drinks heavily for a girl and when I go over I will with her. But thats probably not that big of a deal since I only hang with her.
I'm going to go see a show in a week with my neighbor and I intend on drinking there with him because I go to shows to party and get jolly like everyone else since I don't go out often.
But yeah I'm on a light dose of gabapentin for the next few days and my buddy hooked me up with it yesterday but before I met up with him I felt so out of wack I didn't want to get out of bed.
And you're right about it hurting people around me, I've had so many people that actually cared and loved me that I basically told them to fuck off while messed up.
One of the things that made me decide I need to cool it, is the other day I called my dad to say whats up (I don't normally see my parents) and the conversation wasn't going the way I wanted it to, so I argued with him and said things I later felt bad about. He hung up on me and I was pretty pissed off that he did. But I realize id hangup on anyone that talked to me like that as well so I understand it. I text him the next day and he didn't reply back at all. And I actually love my mom and dad a lot but we've always been butting heads and thats why I moved out when I was 17. But it wasn't because they were like junkies/alcoholics/dead beats… but I'm just different than them and they very conservative, which is fine and I should get over it they are always going to be the same way but yeah my "frothiness" definitely comes out when I binge drink.
I'm not always upset when I drink its just at some point I will be really shitty to people and they didn't see it coming.
I thought about picking up vaping or something like that, but I feel like that would be kind of lame and I just need to drink coffee and smoke bud in a couple years when I can.
When I turned 21, I actually didn't drink for a couple of years but I was heroin addict and when I quit that I just drank. And its like goddamn do you always have to have something lol
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2017-05-01 at 5:50 PM UTC
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2017-05-01 at 9:44 PM UTCDoesnt look to bad Bill Krozby.. but it could of turned into an infection. I had a fist size stab wound in my right chest cavity and puncture a lung (nicked)
I bled out on the floor. the story is interesting but I'll leave it alone cause I got fucked over by someone I should of trusted with my life.
And I slipped and fell on something when it slid out from underneath me and stabbed myself ( of sort) coming down trying to avoid the object which stabbed me.
Why were you stabbed? I got stabbed in my ear when I was younger.. nearly tool the lower lobe off. -
2017-05-01 at 9:56 PM UTCYou may as well just drink. You know you want to, so why bother trying to quit
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2017-05-01 at 10:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by Totse 2001 Doesnt look to bad Bill Krozby.. but it could of turned into an infection. I had a fist size stab wound in my right chest cavity and puncture a lung (nicked)
I bled out on the floor. the story is interesting but I'll leave it alone cause I got fucked over by someone I should of trusted with my life.
And I slipped and fell on something when it slid out from underneath me and stabbed myself ( of sort) coming down trying to avoid the object which stabbed me.
Why were you stabbed? I got stabbed in my ear when I was younger.. nearly tool the lower lobe off.
yeah i bled out on the floor for an hour as well before going to the hospital.
I got stabbed my ex-gf one night, she went through my phone and read text I sent to this girl and when she was bitching about I told her "i dont give a fuck" or something to that extent and she picked up a knife and stabbed me. -
2017-05-01 at 10:40 PM UTC
Originally posted by Totse 2001 Doesnt look to bad Bill Krozby.. but it could of turned into an infection. I had a fist size stab wound in my right chest cavity and puncture a lung (nicked)
I bled out on the floor. the story is interesting but I'll leave it alone cause I got fucked over by someone I should of trusted with my life.
And I slipped and fell on something when it slid out from underneath me and stabbed myself ( of sort) coming down trying to avoid the object which stabbed me.
Why were you stabbed? I got stabbed in my ear when I was younger.. nearly tool the lower lobe off.
that sucks...
but yeah I guess it wasnt the worst wound but the ass one definitely hurt, i had to get stitches for the first time in my life and I could barely walk for the next couple days, and when they took out the stitches that really hurt too.
this is it before it was sewn up. it sucked because tiny shards of glass were stuck in my ass!
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2017-05-01 at 10:40 PM UTC
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2017-05-01 at 10:42 PM UTC
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2017-05-01 at 10:43 PM UTCInsert joke about Bill Krozby talking to his adult daughter.
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2017-05-01 at 10:44 PM UTCJust kidding. I won't allow her to have contact with you.
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2017-05-01 at 10:46 PM UTC
Originally posted by reject You may as well just drink. You know you want to, so why bother trying to quit
and by the way reject you've been dissapointing me lately, i actually used to think you were my friend and that we'd hang if i ever went to the uk
go get some brews like good ol' chaps
I'm not planning on completely quitting drinking just not be so excessive with it -
2017-05-01 at 10:50 PM UTCI've had many drinking experiences that were positive and have made me a better person, like last summer after I got fired from my job I went out with some of the guys I worked with downtown and we went bar hopping, we were having so much fun, we were walking down the street singing "for the longest time" by billy joel, just loving life.
Though mid song we actually witnessed a group of her get shot by a black guy it was scary as fuck one of my friends even jumped into a dumpster to hide, i just ran to the side of the dumpster and kneeled down.
it was crazy it was on the news
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2017-05-01 at 10:52 PM UTC
Originally posted by Horatio Abernathy Insert joke about Bill Krozby talking to his adult daughter.
you know riser, you've been a total jerk to me lately, i used to think we were friends and if I ever went to germany we'd go get some brews like gentleman and get undercuts together and walk down the street singing doowop songs like good ol chums, but I don't think thats ever going to happen now. -
2017-05-01 at 11:50 PM UTC
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2017-05-01 at 11:56 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby that sucks…
but yeah I guess it wasnt the worst wound but the ass one definitely hurt, i had to get stitches for the first time in my life and I could barely walk for the next couple days, and when they took out the stitches that really hurt too.
this is it before it was sewn up. it sucked because tiny shards of glass were stuck in my ass!
Post last edited by Bill Krozby at 2017-05-01T22:42:39.529152+00:00
Backstory.. someone on Zok site? or this site?
a chick, a guy, a broken bottle, a knife, you slipped and fell on a bottle? -
2017-05-02 at 12:10 AM UTC
Originally posted by Totse 2001 Backstory.. someone on Zok site? or this site?
a chick, a guy, a broken bottle, a knife, you slipped and fell on a bottle?
that last picture isnt of my stab wound, last year I was at a girls place and we were just watching the show "archer" and I don't like that show so she gave me her bottle of adderall and busted out jim beane so I would shut up. We were naked on the couch just watching archer and I needed to pee so I got out of the blanket and stepped on her cat on accident (his name was ironically bubba like my cat at the time) and I freaked out and fell on her glass coffee table in front of her couch ass first and fell through it and the stand that held up the glass was a metal dragon and that hurt as well so i was just laying there in glass moaning for a second naked and she was crying cause i was profusely bleeding, it was so embarassing
I crawled out of the glass and just laid on her wooden floor for about an hour while she put towels under me and cleaned the glass. I drunkenly fucked her on the wooden floor with her foot kicking into my ass with broken glass still in it. I got up and showered and she drove me in my car to the hospital which was luckily .
But the stabbing was done by cheezburgerz on this site, my ex-gf, she's followed me to all the sites since zoklet and made accounts and tried to put me on blast when we weren't hanging, which is weak sauce.
I quit hanging out with her back in june and she's really weird, a few months ago she text me several times and emailed me asking to come cuddle and bring me booze and suck my dick, but I didn't answer her because I realize there are better people out there. -
2017-05-02 at 12:56 AM UTC
