Being an alcoholic sucks

2017-05-03 at 9:24 PM UTC

#121

The Self Taught Man Black Hole

Let's start making bets on when Bill Krozby will relapse. I've got $5 on after a week but within two.

2017-05-03 at 9:27 PM UTC

#122

kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink

Originally posted by Discount Whore Let's start making bets on when Bill Krozby will relapse. I've got $5 on after a week but within two.

well i guess thats a safe bet since I've already stated I'm going to be drinking sunday at the show

2017-05-04 at 1:05 AM UTC

#123

The Self Taught Man Black Hole

Originally posted by Bill Krozby I thought he was talking to me with that post.. But anyways I'm on my fourth day not drinking and all last night I sweated balls and had nightmares. The sweating thing is so gross when you're trying to lay pack on your pillow after you get up from a pee, at least just for me. I finished off the rest of the gabapentin I had. I don't really feel bad or anything, just didn't want to eat the last couple of days, but I ate a mango this morning, I'm going to make a steak in a bit.

AA depressed me. I wasn't being selfish yet how am I supposed to feel better with everyone and myself coming down off of alcohol. It's for some people, but I know that it was killing me. I had to think "I get a few hours of one of the best highs and then I get sad, cranky, sleepy then shits the next day. I was stuck in trying to medicate myself for back pain with much relief for a few hours but the hangover got worst and worst. not to mention mixing it with meds. I dont want to preach but make it a conscious choice to stop. it takes a few months, some relaps

2017-05-04 at 1:22 AM UTC

#124

-SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]

Eat Caesar salads with lots of dressing.

2017-05-04 at 1:42 AM UTC

#125

kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink

Originally posted by -SpectraL Eat Caesar salads with lots of dressing.

I do that, just normally, but I'm eating a mango and made a steak earlier with saurkraut, and bought a gallon of water like i have done the last few nights

2017-05-04 at 1:48 AM UTC

#126

The Self Taught Man Black Hole

B12 gont

2017-05-04 at 2:22 AM UTC

#127

RestStop Space Nigga

If you're seriously addicted to alcohol then your body is addicted to sugar as well and massive amounts of it too. I remember some old man telling me that ages ago in AA sounds pretty valid. I'm just now remember this as I eat a ridiculously huge bowl of triple chocolate ice cream and drinking a Pepsi.

IDK though. I'm not really sure if "alcoholism" is even a thing. I mean I drank for 10 years almost everyday to the point where a twelve pack of budweiser was just a appetizer for the night then stopped cold turkey for 7 months straight..got drunk maybe 3 or 4 times after that and haven't drank since last fall so well over half a year. The reason I tell you this is I guess the more you think about NOT drinking the more you want to actually do it.

It's like Bart Simpson writing " I will not get drunk today" a thousand times on the blackboard and you know that nigga is coppin' a cold one soon as he gets done writing that shit. "Replacing" drinking is kind of dangerous thing to suggest too. There will never be anything that can replicate the complacency and nostalgia of getting ripped off of alcohol. If you're a true to life drunk then there is absolutely nothing you have done as persistently and consistently as drinking and getting drunk.

Keeping yourself busy is a lot different than replacing drinking. Who exercises from 5pm until midnight? If you were to truly replace drinking you would literally be in the gym 7+ hours a day or however long your drinking sessions last. I don't know where I'mm going with this just trying to share my very limited knowledge about it...

2017-05-04 at 2:26 AM UTC

#128

-SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]

Another method is to take 10mg Valium every 8 hours until the shakes pass. Just ride it out in the depths.

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2017-05-04 at 2:28 AM UTC

#129

The Self Taught Man Black Hole

ghb and benzos

2017-05-04 at 2:44 AM UTC

#130

kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink

I'm actually doing pretty well and hate benzos because i feel slow on them. but thx gontz!

2017-05-04 at 2:45 AM UTC

#131

The Self Taught Man Black Hole

b12 and lots of protein then.

2017-05-04 at 2:56 AM UTC

#132

kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink

it was fucked up, my face kind of healed and we went and tripped acid and saw a concert, but i kinda really felt like wtf?! wWHARTS GONAND HAPPEN!?

my aunt even showed up to the hospital to pick me up and i had already thrown my fit about the handcuffs and left.

but yeah, i just quit drinking for 16 hours or so and showed up to the pigs office and i honestly felt fine and i was about to leave and it went that bad, i woke up in a hospital handcuffed to a bed with ativan i never asked for saying i tried to fight the cops, which was a lie

Post last edited by Bill Krozby at 2017-05-04T03:00:53.988959+00:00

2017-05-04 at 5:59 AM UTC

#133

The Self Taught Man Black Hole

Normal people do not do this shit.

Good fathers don't do this shit.

2017-05-04 at 6:04 AM UTC

#134

kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink

Originally posted by Discount Whore Normal people do not do this shit.

Good fathers don't do this shit.

oh okay, good fathers don't place weak 5 dollar bets on people trying to get better, then back out of them

2017-05-04 at 6:06 AM UTC

#135

The Self Taught Man Black Hole

Originally posted by Bill Krozby oh okay, good fathers don't place weak 5 dollar bets on people trying to get better, then back out of them

I'm trying to unlock your simpleton logic here but the key eludes me.

2017-05-04 at 6:11 AM UTC

#136

kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink

^well I don't need your antagonism, or advice on nootropics / replacement drugs. save that for your kids. And I wouldn't want to take any advice from a swapper who post my pi like a total tosser, you follower.

2017-05-04 at 3:06 PM UTC

#137

The Self Taught Man Black Hole

boi i'll post your address next. The only reason I haven't is because I don't want to fuck over whoever else you live with.

2017-05-04 at 3:09 PM UTC

#138

-SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]

Originally posted by Discount Whore boi i'll post your address next. The only reason I haven't is because I don't want to fuck over whoever else you live with.

Sooo.. you're a PI rat too, are ya?

2017-05-04 at 3:09 PM UTC

#139

kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink

Originally posted by Discount Whore boi i'll post your address next. The only reason I haven't is because I don't want to fuck over whoever else you live with.

You're a tosser

2017-05-04 at 3:16 PM UTC

#140

The Self Taught Man Black Hole

Originally posted by -SpectraL Sooo.. you're a PI rat too, are ya?

You have posted more PI than I ever have. SMH

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