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2016-10-05 at 8:05 AM UTCvvv
In the old restaurant/hospitality line of work, this is very common. I have rarely put in a 2 week notice, particularly because I'm sort of a dickhead like that, and also because I just work jobs until I get so sick of it that I can't stand to work another day, so having to work 2 more weeks, well, the thought is basically unbearable. Like my last job at the high-end steak place, I quit about a month and half ago after working there and having a good relationship with all of my co-workers for a year and half. Then, people seemed to give less and less of a shit while I picked up their slack, and nobody gave me credit or a raise, so I said fuck it. It was stupid of me as I have bills to pay, and I found a few other cringe jobs after that which I quit one after one shift and the other one mid-shift.
3 weeks ago I decided to go back to my roots and apply at the pizza joint a block away from where I live. They started me at $9.50 an hour which was less than the $11-$12 I'm used to working for (yeah, laugh it up, I get by). Anyway, I've stuck with it, worked with the hard-working, detail-oriented, efficient work ethic that I somehow possess, and just yesterday my boss told me he's bumping me up to $13.00 an hour, which is the most I've ever made (excluding some tipped-jobs). It's also the biggest raise I've ever received in one passing. I don't know if I have a point here other than that, for me, things just always seem to work out, and sometimes strangely, like this instance, they work out better based on my irresponsibility (quitting my previous jobs with no notice and suddenly making more than I've ever made).
Just imagine if I actually applied myself to something greater than a restaurant! JUST IMAGINE!It's never going to happen, don't get a big head. Don't misunderstand, I'm happy for you, getting $13 an hour at a pizza joint a block from your house, but at your age, judging from your past behavior and life history, you're never going to make it. Compared to even the average White male, let alone what's seen as the standard, educated, on track in a well paying career, starting a family, buying their first house, you're nothing.
I would highly recommend this book to you: http://www.amazon.com/The-Defining-D.../dp/0446561754
You blew it, your time's past. You're so far behind there simply isn't any realistic chance that you're going to catch up by now, you may as well accept it.The numerous studies conducted, the data/statistics available, all clearly demonstrate this. You aren't a special snowflake, a downtrodden genius who's tragically unable to access their potential due to circumstances in life outside of their control. You're a loser, completely unremarkable. Everyone thinks they're special, at least until they finally accept the truth and give up for good, that this is finally going to be the time they turn things around, but it never happens and never will.
This is just the way life is. It's never going to be what you want it to. People are all searching for something that simply doesn't exist.
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2016-10-05 at 9:31 AM UTCDear god, I've literally eaten/drank (to meet caloric requirements) nothing but peanut butter, cabernet sauvignon wine, and supplements because I hate/am too adverse to going outside, less than 10 minutes to a supermarket, I haven't taken out the trash in I don't know how many weeks for the same reason and because I only plan to take it out when my neighbors, who dislike me due to my demeanor and never speaking to them despite being here for 2+ years, are most likely to be asleep, the time I feel least motivated to put forth the effort to bear the risk of coming across someone and carrying all that trash outside, which completely covers my kitchen now and has lead to fruit fly infestations, my sink is full of dishes I literally haven't washed in months and should throw out due to rot and maggots (really grossed me out when I picked up something and it was covered in small white writhing things), I'm eating food off heavy duty aluminum foil now, haven't bathed in over a month and the most hygienic maintenance I do is washing my genito-anal region with dish soap (Walmart/Great Value brand is the best I've ever tried and works excellently) and my bidet seat attachment + pouring water over my genitals with a gallon pitcher occasionally, I'm dependant on a crazed conglomeration, the culmination of years of autistic-obsessive reading driven by subconscious desires to understand and maintain a human life, of substances/chemicals/pharmaceuticals/nootropics/drugs to maintain my life and enough ability to function to support it, fluctuate between a chair in front of my computer and bed to use my phone, having been incredibly sedentary since having completely abandoned the gym almost 2 years ago, went to years without literally having a conversation with anyone, not even using video/mic online, only being broken by psychiatrists, having abolutely no social relations IRL, literally not having communicated at all with any family over 8 years ago and having no plans to, handholdless virgin by choice...
And now I'm drunk, enjoying the dissociative effect that synergizes with the ecchi anime I'm viewing and considering looking up and trialing the stack Lanny mentioned once that allowed him to retain the novelty of an anime and increase the enjoyment of it!!!??!?!
SOMEBODY, SAVE ME!!!!! NO HUMAN SHOULD REACH THIS LEVEL OF PATHETICNESS WITHOUT HELP!!!!
Is what I would say if I didn't live this lifestyle by choice and weren't a shameless transhumanist with no desire to abide by human standards.
Take a good look you filthy mortals, I am the evolution of humanity!!! -
2016-10-05 at 1:10 PM UTCIt's ok malice, I eat my food off of aluminum foil too Well, smoke it anyway
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2016-10-05 at 2:24 PM UTCI think I just got a job as a factory monkey. I'm guna have to brush up on my Polish so I can talk to people
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2016-10-05 at 3:11 PM UTC
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*saliva production increases and begins panting heavily*
Do you have a link to that thread? I hope I replied that you're horribly wrong. -
2016-10-05 at 3:18 PM UTC
By your logic. If i can't choose, so can't you or anyone else for that matter, hence it is irrelevant whether the world has chosen to classify it as such or not. So why are you arguing with me over this?
That is not irrelevant. Some people didn't choose to become serial killers, but the world has still decided that they are dangerous and need to be locked up. The world has also decided that pedophiles are dangerous, and so it is also dangerous for pedophiles to openly admit that they are pedophiles to the world. That is why it is clearly not irrelevant how the world has chosen to classify pedophilia, and that is why you will need to have an actual real argument if you want the world to change how the world treats pedophiles.You can't make this comparison, because pedophile =/= rapist, just like psychopath =/= murderer.
Just like pedophile =/= homosexual?
Anyways, what I personally think about pedophiles isn't what we are discussing here, we are discussing how the world views pedophiles and your argument as to why the world is wrong. Telling the world "you can't make that comparison," doesn't explain to the world why it is wrong.Does it feel nice and comfortable to agree with the world?
Where did I say I agree with the world? Heck, if you had been paying attention, you would have noticed that I stated "I'm not saying the world is right, maybe you are right."What is your argument that they are right? Does liking young girls automatically make me dangerous? Are you supporting the notion of thought police now?
I'm not arguing that the world is right, I'm simply stating that this is how the world is right now. You're the one who is challenging the entire rest of the world, claiming that pedophilia should not be considered a psychiatric illness. What is your reasoning? What is your evidence? "Hurr, durr, homosexuality," is not an argument for pedophilia. Personal anecdotes are not evidence.
I do not think you, individually, are dangerous because you like young girls. In fact, if what you have told us is true, if we were to imagine pedophilia as a spectrum I imagine you would land much closer to the "normal" end than to the "100% pedo" end of that spectrum simply because you are able to maintain a healthy, normal relationship with a woman your own age. I imagine that a lot of pedophiles would find that extremely difficult to do. It's one of the reason your personal anecdotes are not valuable in this conversation. Like, how do you know you aren't just an extraordinary pedo, one out of a thousand? You've claimed before that you are an incredibly intelligent person. I believe it. I also believe most people are not that intelligent. Therefore if something like 1% of the population are pedophiles and 90% of the population are not that intelligent, odds are most pedophiles are not going to be that intelligent. So while you personally might not suffer due to your pedophilia, other less intelligent people might not deal with it so easily. All those morons who get caught on "to catch a predator" and all the "creep catcher" internet parodies of the show seem to be fairly incapable of self-discipline and controlling their desires.
People like that don't seem to be mentally healthy, and they seem to be the much more common type of pedophile. Maybe they shouldn't be treated like criminals, maybe they just need some help and rehabilitation. And sure, maybe some pedophiles are like you and are not a danger to society at all. Kinda like how some people who fantasize about killing their co-workers never actually pull the trigger. I don't personally support thought police, no, but I do think its ridiculous when you make blanket statements about all pedophiles based solely on your personal anecdotes. That is why if you want to change how the world classifies pedophilia as a mental illness, you're going to have to come up with a better argument.
Also, why does it bother you so much how the world classifies it? For example, you say stuff like "I don't expect anyone to change their minds," yet whenever anyone mentions that pedophilia is classified as a mental illness it seems to really bother you. If you really didn't want to change or care about their opinion wouldn't you like ... you know ... not care about it? You yourself said that cause was probably some "crossed wires during puberty" - isn't that basically just another way of saying you have some irregularity, or disorder, or illness? Literally, the difference is just semantics. Why does it matter to you? -
2016-10-05 at 4:04 PM UTC
That is not irrelevant. Some people didn't choose to become serial killers, but the world has still decided that they are dangerous and need to be locked up. The world has also decided that pedophiles are dangerous, and so it is also dangerous for pedophiles to openly admit that they are pedophiles to the world. That is why it is clearly not irrelevant how the world has chosen to classify pedophilia, and that is why you will need to have an actual real argument if you want the world to change how the world treats pedophiles.
Just like pedophile =/= homosexual?
Anyways, what I personally think about pedophiles isn't what we are discussing here, we are discussing how the world views pedophiles and your argument as to why the world is wrong. Telling the world "you can't make that comparison," doesn't explain to the world why it is wrong.
Where did I say I agree with the world? Heck, if you had been paying attention, you would have noticed that I stated "I'm not saying the world is right, maybe you are right."
I'm not arguing that the world is right, I'm simply stating that this is how the world is right now. You're the one who is challenging the entire rest of the world, claiming that pedophilia should not be considered a psychiatric illness. What is your reasoning? What is your evidence? "Hurr, durr, homosexuality," is not an argument for pedophilia. Personal anecdotes are not evidence.
I do not think you, individually, are dangerous because you like young girls. In fact, if what you have told us is true, if we were to imagine pedophilia as a spectrum I imagine you would land much closer to the "normal" end than to the "100% pedo" end of that spectrum simply because you are able to maintain a healthy, normal relationship with a woman your own age. I imagine that a lot of pedophiles would find that extremely difficult to do. It's one of the reason your personal anecdotes are not valuable in this conversation. Like, how do you know you aren't just an extraordinary pedo, one out of a thousand? You've claimed before that you are an incredibly intelligent person. I believe it. I also believe most people are not that intelligent. Therefore if something like 1% of the population are pedophiles and 90% of the population are not that intelligent, odds are most pedophiles are not going to be that intelligent. So while you personally might not suffer due to your pedophilia, other less intelligent people might not deal with it so easily. All those morons who get caught on "to catch a predator" and all the "creep catcher" internet parodies of the show seem to be fairly incapable of self-discipline and controlling their desires.
People like that don't seem to be mentally healthy, and they seem to be the much more common type of pedophile. Maybe they shouldn't be treated like criminals, maybe they just need some help and rehabilitation. And sure, maybe some pedophiles are like you and are not a danger to society at all. Kinda like how some people who fantasize about killing their co-workers never actually pull the trigger. I don't personally support thought police, no, but I do think its ridiculous when you make blanket statements about all pedophiles based solely on your personal anecdotes. That is why if you want to change how the world classifies pedophilia as a mental illness, you're going to have to come up with a better argument.
Also, why does it bother you so much how the world classifies it? For example, you say stuff like "I don't expect anyone to change their minds," yet whenever anyone mentions that pedophilia is classified as a mental illness it seems to really bother you. If you really didn't want to change or care about their opinion wouldn't you like … you know … not care about it? You yourself said that cause was probably some "crossed wires during puberty" - isn't that basically just another way of saying you have some irregularity, or disorder, or illness? Literally, the difference is just semantics. Why does it matter to you?
I guess it doesn't matter if i get a special classification of my own. Also:
[greentext]>You've claimed before that you are an incredibly intelligent person[/greentext]
I don't remember that, but it does seem like something i would say, lel.
[greentext]>I believe it.[/greentext]
Thanks fam.
It's just that i don't feel mentally ill and suffer little to no negative consequences from me liking little girls. I also have a problem with people that think just because someone is a pedo that they are automatically horrible people and a danger to society, also when anyone has an opinion to express about the subject i tend to interpret it negatively, because i am jaded due to the whole fucking world hating pedos. In fact i even hate that fucking word 'pedo' due to the negative associations most people have with it. When i say i don't expect people to change their minds i mean it but i would just like people to judge my character based on what i say and do, not what kind of girls i like.
[greentext]>In fact, if what you have told us is true, if we were to imagine pedophilia as a spectrum I imagine you would land much closer to the "normal" end than to the "100% pedo" end of that spectrum simply because you are able to maintain a healthy, normal relationship with a woman your own age. I imagine that a lot of pedophiles would find that extremely difficult to do. I[/greentext]
I am generally not in the business of obscuring the truth unless it's directly vital to my privacy and safety. I do believe that there is a spectrum and there are different motivators for different people. The worst kind i wouldn't even classify as pedo they are in it because they derive pleasure from hurting children. Of course like any sane person i am vehemently opposed to that. Maybe even more so because they make the harmless ones look bad as well.
Anyway i don't know. Like i said I guess it doesn't matter if i get a special classification of my own. -
2016-10-05 at 5:35 PM UTC
It's just that i don't feel mentally ill and suffer little to no negative consequences from me liking little girls. I also have a problem with people that think just because someone is a pedo that they are automatically horrible people and a danger to society, also when anyone has an opinion to express about the subject i tend to interpret it negatively, because i am jaded due to the whole fucking world hating pedos. In fact i even hate that fucking word 'pedo' due to the negative associations most people have with it. When i say i don't expect people to change their minds i mean it but i would just like people to judge my character based on what i say and do, not what kind of girls i like.
I feel for you bro. I don't think mental illnesses, or irregularities, or "mental and behavioral patterns" or however you want to refer to them should necessarily carry all the negative connotations they do. I mean, everyone is different, nobody chose to be who they are. Imagine a mildly-schizophrenic person who doesn't feel that they are ill or that they suffer despite the fact that they might experience a hallucination now and then. They probably hate when people automatically think schizos are horrible or dangerous, they probably hate the word "schizo", they probably wish to be judged by the content of their character and not whatever category society has classified them as. Yet a lot of schizophrenic people are dangerous if not properly treated. I imagine a lot of pedophiles could be dangerous, too. I don't believe everyone fits into the boxes society places them in. I do try not to judge people based on things they have no control over.I do believe that there is a spectrum and there are different motivators for different people.
I agree.Anyway i don't know. Like i said I guess it doesn't matter if i get a special classification of my own.
Well why not? I believe in the future people like you would have a special classification. Like someone who is schizo-typical vs someone who is full blown schizophrenic. You are a pedophile because you like little girls, but you're probably not the same type of pedophile as someone who can not control himself and should not be around children. Only people who commit crimes should be criminals, I don't believe having an attraction to someone, something you have no control over, should be a crime in and of itself. Only when those desires drive a person to commit a horrible act do they become criminals. -
2016-10-05 at 11:31 PM UTCyeeeeeeeeeeee boiiiiiiiiiiiiii yeeeeeeeeeeeee
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2016-10-06 at 12:45 AM UTCThere is nothing worse than having allergies when your trying to snort drugs
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2016-10-06 at 1:46 AM UTC
Fortunately men don't lose their attractiveness/desirability as they age like women do, up to a certain point. Imagine going to a university with a massively skewed gender ratio, in a major like psychology that already has an overall largely skewed gender ratio, but isn't associated with femininity. Dominate the class with the masculinity you radiate, being unafraid to espouse controversial opinions, and you could attain a harem level experience with plenty of comedy included.
That's, uhh, not how people work bro -
2016-10-06 at 1:50 AM UTCSpecifically what are you referring to? You're a leftist comp sci major who works in SF, you probably have among the worst grasps of how people work you can find.
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2016-10-06 at 2:01 AM UTCHumans are so fucked. my job could be done 100x faster with robots, someone just needs to boil down the essence of work into computer code and let the machines take over. Maybe I can be the guy who writes the code and sells it to these big companies so they can replace us all with heartless automatons. I can see a future where instead of doing things that waste time and money like safety meetings and cleaning up, robots do it all perfectly every time and the only jobs are maintaining this system, pressing the button like on the Jetsons.
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2016-10-06 at 2:54 AM UTC
Specifically what are you referring to? You're a leftist comp sci major who works in SF, you probably have among the worst grasps of how people work you can find.
The part where you tell people things they don't want to here, especially in a "dominant" way, and then expect them to like you. -
2016-10-06 at 3 AM UTCYou really think I expect people to like me after the way I treat them? Hahaha.
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2016-10-06 at 3:10 AM UTCOK, I'll admit that despite the way I act I'm actually extremely sensitive to negativity and your post caused a flare up of homicidal desire (Not being edgy. I know the underlying causes.). It's overplayed and becomes autistically annoying past a certain point, which I've already crossed.
See? I understand people.
Christ, I rapidly begin to let off massive amounts of heat when I get angry or violent desires are roused in me, not sure if there's ever an exception where they don't occur in conjunction. -
2016-10-06 at 4:42 AM UTC
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2016-10-06 at 5:15 AM UTCMusic soothes the savage beast (Finished it 2 days ago in 2 days, other time taking up by gaming. I'm not a dilettante).
I'm curious about your taste, Lanny. What's your opinion of the ending song? It's ethereal, so soothing, perfect, in a way, for the ending of a series like this. -
2016-10-06 at 7:12 AM UTCWasn't really a fan, didn't seem to fit the general motif to me. If we're talking about OP/EDs then the two criteria for good are under 2 minutes and having a good hook (it's not high art), the latter of which isn't there.
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2016-10-06 at 8:31 AM UTCHmm, interesting, I think I expected that.
Unrelated, I also thought of a new variation of a post I made in response to PoC a few days ago: Imagine if you had hanged yourself. Boy would your face have been red. *badum tish*
