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2018-05-15 at 11:14 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Sports gambling is going to be legal. Hopefully my state gets to work on making it so.
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2018-05-14 at 10:18 PM UTC in just deleted my dh app todaySo we are being raided? I thought we were supposed to be the raiders? I guess we all got too old for that.
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2018-05-09 at 4:08 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-05-08 at 9:53 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I Need to borrow 1 grand dollars
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2018-05-03 at 12:54 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Liverpool in the Cl final. Didnt think id see the day.
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2018-05-02 at 3:24 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Juicebox Dude that fucking sucked, and is still going on somewhat
First three days of last week I couldn't sleep at all, zero hours.
Thursday and Friday I got 4-6 hours so I felt better but didn't catch up.
Saturday I used stimulant drugs ( ) and so I couldn't sleep that night or Sunday night, and had to work on Monday.
I had assumed that it was due to severe family problems, but while on break at work I discovered that phenibut will sometimes cause people to have insomnia, and their symptoms matched mine, but my doses were much much lower. So I skipped the phenibut Monday night and was able to sleep 10 hours or so and I felt better Tuesday.
Except I was on edge all day, and nearly had a freakout randomly, so took 750mg phenibut. I know not to take phenibut every day but I kept thinking "I just need to get some sleep, then I'll stop" and it just kept getting worse. So now I have to taper off the phenibut after only a week and a half.
Oh well, at least I figured out what was causing it (hopefully)
But yeah, my mental health has been much better in spite of severe sleep deprivation. Depression is there but nowhere near as bad. Voices are mostly gone. Hallucinations are worse though.
I'll have to try sleeping less from now on to see if that's really what's been causing my problems all these years. That would be absolutely insane.
Do you take any antipsychotics? -
2018-05-02 at 3:22 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Pretty sure i got food poisoning from Crouton. Have been shitting liquid and puking for past 30 hours. The guy sent me test results saying his Crouton was free of salmonella but im not convinced.
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2018-04-29 at 6:33 PM UTC in WE THE PPL OF DATE HOTEL DEMAND EMOJIES WITH MENU-ACCESSThe fuck is date hotel
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2018-04-27 at 2:45 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.MARTHA STEWART
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2018-04-26 at 10:40 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Juicebox I've slept a total of about 3 hours out of the last 84, no drugs involved besides Crouton and low dose phenibut. I'm scared to take any strong sedatives because I feel like I'll oversleep and miss work if I do.
This fucking sucks. I just lay down and never fall asleep. My mind isn't really racing, and if I lay still long enough I can start to feel sleep paralysis, but I don't ever truly go out. And when I do FINALLY sleep, it's only for ten minutes or so and/or right before I have to get up for work. I haven't made any diet or medicine changes. Can't be mania, I've had no energy. Doesn't feel like I'm withdrawing from anything. Seriously, wtf?
Strangely though, my mental state is…different. The voices have been mostly quiet, the depression is nowhere near as bad as it usually is, and I've went the whole day without considering suicide for the first time in years.
Visual and auditory hallucinations are MUCH worse though. I keep seeing things on fire and things that look like bugs in the corner of my eyes,and hearing music and people talking to me when they're not there. It kinda makes me miss the meth days lol
And whenever I start talking to someone I would go on and on and on about random ass unrelated shit. Combination of the effects of severe sleep deprivation + flmodafinil I guess.
Also, the size and color of objects around me seems not quite right.
If i were you id be calling into to work and going to the hospital or just sleeping the entire day. -
2018-04-25 at 4:09 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Liverpool is going to be in the champion's league final. Never thought I'd see it happening this soon.
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2018-04-25 at 2:37 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-24 at 4:12 PM UTC in I used to take pictures and videos
Originally posted by Dfg Of the girls I bang, but I stopped since GF does't like it. Plus it gets boring after a while.
https://imgur.com/a/4c9Po
https://imgur.com/a/34xTq
https://imgur.com/a/e8XJd
https://imgur.com/a/f6Tkg
None of the girls are recent, I used to post them on reddit. I do wish the girl I banged I took pictures of her, she had a great pussy.
Top one is nice. -
2018-04-23 at 1:51 AM UTC in Whose voice is in your head ???
Originally posted by Juicebox Interestingly enough, I was reading a study on schizophrenia the other day and apparently the American schizophrenics are the only ones whose voices threaten them
People from other countries apparently tend to have a neutral or positive relationship with their voices.
Mine just constantly remind me of shit I did or had done to me. Unless I actually talk or "think back" to them, then it's just like talking to anyone else and it could be positive or negative
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2018-04-21 at 8:49 PM UTC in Conflict Shitpile III - Diplomacy Defunct EditionAny updates on the Rohingya genocide
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2018-04-21 at 8:41 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by -mal- Hey RestStop, did you see this? I loved this.
https://youtu.be/K6TGRxSHm3c
Jesus christ the dude looks prettier than her. -
2018-04-21 at 1:37 AM UTC in Whose voice is in your head ???
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2018-04-20 at 10:30 AM UTC in Whose voice is in your head ???A slightly deeper version of my oen voice. At one point it would occasionally be Agent Mulder's voicrle because i was watching multiple episoddles of the x files every day.
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2018-04-18 at 11:28 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by the pat-man yelled la migra at work today and a couple of them booked lol, usually they just laugh or look at you sideways but these motherfuckers were gone, they're cracking down pretty hard around here.
Where do you live? A few resturaunts and tire shops were raided and the whole staff deported down here. -
2018-04-18 at 4:20 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by CASPER They play this commercial like every 10 minutes in LA. At 24 seconds in, i never fail to crack up laughing at whatever the fuck that sound is. Sounds like me trying to shit a brick after a long binge. Not so much like a snow leopard. And i love how they have to accentuate "symbollically adopt" since you just KNOW thereve been at least a few angry rednecks who were pissed they didnt get their white tiger.
Fuck i get this commercial all the time as well. Always makes me cry the part with the bear trap