2016-04-24 at 1:57 PM UTC
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ATTN : everyone
â– â–¡â– ~~~~fuck you queezenarts~~~~â– â–¡â–
trails tracers tractor trailers
FOUR MORE YEARS
THREE*
DID YOU KNOW THAT PALIN NAMED HER DOWN SYNDROME KID TRIG
TRIG FFS
Until my T-PAIN comes I have to deal with fucking opiate withdrawal bullshit and lack of focalin
I discovered 50mg of seroquel at night (they say thats not enough to feel any sort of significant mental effect, antipsychotic or otherwise but upregulated dopamines are cool. Woke up after like 20 30 minute sleeps this morning and like 12 clonidines, but I noticed the seroquel actually made a positive impact. So, had 2 shots of southern comfort and decided to use my last 5 dollhairs to buy benzedrex. 1 inhaler 250 mgs, no paranoia or adrenergic fuckfest because of clonidine, and had a few beers and I feel almost baseline (like, how I felt normally before drugs, no depression slight motivation)
how do I hibernate for days? I need to sleep thru atleast 2 days of opiate withdrawal anhedonia and stim restlessness. Total today for sleep ive taken like 1.4mg of clonidine (not at once, spread out but it never really put me out). I also took 50mg of seroquel a few hrs ago but still never even slept fully. All I have is a shit ton clonidine, seroquel, buspar, melatonin and benadryl just took 100mg bbbenadrills and if this doesnt KO me im gonna crib leg my house's bag to the ground
Welp as you all know, OYHOY ROSHAMBO SPICE AND BELLWOOTRAINS. Well, First time I did spice was probably the most euporic experience in my life. September 2014 I think it was. I'm certain it only containted small amounts of am-2201 or possibly hu-210, I don't know, it felt like weed, alot like weed but there was some sort of psychedelic in that shit, amt maybe. My very anxious and paranoid friend (mild autism probably) Smoked as much as I did, a huge amount in a soda can. I'd never seen him so free. Literally it was like his troubles and everything dissapeared, he was tslking a million miles a minute, obviously EUPHORICCC UEDJEN. Anyway next time (actuslly third) I got spice I thought it would be the same. Caution diablo. I remember getting it in the mail, throwing the packet on my bed, listening to love buzz by nirvana. Anywsy I went to hell, fell off my desk chair which fell diagonally, Judging by what my family had to witness, my mom came in my room before I fell, I was screaming bloody murder, fell, computer snd desk fell on me, etc etc got strangldd in guitsr cord mom said I was foaming at the side of my mouth while spesking gibberish. theres probably more detail I csn go into but even on fuckin opiates and gsbspentin now tslking sbout this is making me flashback, not even kidding I DEFINITELY got brain damaged. My life ended when I overdosed, now I'm a sack of flesh. I WAS a different person. agh
2016-04-13 at 9:42 PM UTC
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The black keys
Their cover of she said she said was dope
2016-04-13 at 9:35 PM UTC
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April THIRTEENTH. THIRT.
It was a bittersweet day. House back on vicodin after faking his own death, yet for once the mobius strip of fuck was cut by the scissors of witnessing his best friend dying of cancer. House, willing to sacrifice a huge part of his life (and a huge part of the amount of legs he had) to be painless for the first time since his thrombosis. They were free. Free rhymes with 3. Taub and Foreman got arrested for malpractice in a psychotic break brought on by their long time captor's apparent death. Foreman was the bottom. Shocking, isn't it? Not really Chase died of oyhoyistatic auyuahyeuyosis Cuddy's ass remained as big and jedi as it always was
2016-04-13 at 12:14 AM UTC
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The dumbest person you know
This kid TJ that I knew from a tinychat room I used to frequent from 2012 to 2014, had the worst case of ADD I ever witnessed, he was only like 15 or so back then so I thought he'd grow out of it... was a brony, autistic sonic addict and all that shit,yet at age 18 he's still as much of a spastic autist but now he smokes weed. I thought it'd be an improvement but he still messages me on his only friends fb account (surprisingly his friend is actually pretty normal, I talk to him sometimes but, weed + autispasticism = fuckno
Why the fuck do I get so much damn anxiety and stiffchick'd from snorting focalin? Any way to stop this fuckin shit? what is it vasoconstriction or some stupid shit like that? all I got is gabapentins
shit out of luck
fuckity fuckity fuck
2016-04-11 at 5:59 AM UTC
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Humans are a disease
Speaking from an adrenergic flooded and brain damaged, stimulant induced, comedown comeup and irrelevant point of view (since objectively the majority of the time I'm an illogical, egotistsical, drug addicted young fool), You are all parasites. And so am I. Aswell as Nelson Mandela, Charlie Manson, Richard Nixon, Aristotle, and your mom. We all have a holier-than-thou attitude against every organism, whether it be an amoeba (adolescents are top tier criblegbarg.
Anyone ever try butalbital?
