not as a child, maybe a vid of me fuckin my 16 yr old gf wthen i was 14
id fucking watch that video until i found my snails
IF I HAD ONE
JESUS CHRIST
2017-09-02 at 3:36 AM UTC
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Not Planning For Your Future
pfff my plans for future are a comfortable mattress and atleast some amobarbs to go out with in addition to my sui soup du jour combo
2017-09-02 at 3:35 AM UTC
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What's happening on Earth
earth to schizo, please step out of the faraday cage
2017-09-02 at 3:35 AM UTC
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The Nigga Confessional™ †
i am drained of all joy and spread misery to everyone i meet
and i go off the edge insulting my mother sometimes i feel like the worst fucking person in thje world, probably genetically programmed to not be a dick to your mother, but she deserves it tho. thats the conundrum.
before you say wrong forum, i would say this fits better in spur because its not a specific rant about someone or something on this site just life in general. lately everything has been making me angry. see, when i was younger i was a little bitch, 12 through 16 intolerable at points but still with moments of clarity. drug use or not, there was intermittent anger that i needed to blow off steam to live life.
for some reason i shut down lately, dont know how lately, but i just stopped responding to the constant bullshit fighting in my house of my alcoholic speedfreak gambling adduict schizophrenic father and my narcicistic passive aggressive opiate addict neurotic mother. i just snapped, a couple of weeks ago. usually, based on the past i would probably hit my dad end up in jail but now its actually concentrated, real fucking loathing seeping deep inside hate that has me living out very enjoyable plans of execution of certain events in my head
uits not psychosis or illogical, my father makes people suffer. he ruins lives. he drains resources. am i a bad person for wanting him dead? he has problems the world has problems and i admit when my mother is out of the house almost all the stress is gone. she never loved anyone so i cant blame her. anhedonia is a bitch. except her father just walked out on her when she was a kid and shes been a fucking loser every since. no wonder my grandfather ditched the bitch and grandbitch
so... anger... what the fuck do i do
It drains the life out of me. A constant stabbing pain that makes me want to be dead all the time. In my dreams.
Disjointed images that are abstract constructs of pain manifest in a clusterfuck of incessant voices never ceasing,
always tormenting me, my lonely miserable existence, to be brought to this earth and to die without having advanced any
emotional growth in any other human, any worthwhile change to society whatsoever. Good,bad,beautiful,ugly,terrible, bland. No.
Nothing.
This is where it all ends. All time up until now but a pale reflection off another dimension, nonsense. Disjointed images that are
inhospitable reminders to the sorrow that all humans must endure always. Other thoughts acting as a buffer, a protective mechanism possibly.
To protect us from our own hopelessness and pointlessness.
Nothing
INBEFOR EDGY
2017-08-21 at 7:18 PM UTC
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NIS Private Club
I want in bro
We are bros right?
2017-08-19 at 9:07 PM UTC
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Apparently I'm like iggy pop
I thought my extremely excessive use of nasal sniffylinestimmyzimmy hundreds of mg of DEXXATROMETHYLPHRNIDAT,WEEEEZIM, TIZANIDINEJSNS AND
EXPESSIALLY STARTER FLYUID
I THOUGHT my ugliness wohld.make people less interested or more disgusted in me like cause I'm a community leader on my part of the local network if you catch my drift
But it just made them want me to do more crazy stuff
Also when I take my shirt off I can skeletone
2017-08-19 at 4:33 AM UTC
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where the fuck did sploo go??
idk i guess its the natural order of things that hes gone
maybe his iq tests woud hav killed tha community
zo zad
will b mizzed
2017-08-16 at 5:30 AM UTC
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I saved my dad's life
But he still set me up to be arrested for something completely unrelated
What a guy
2017-08-13 at 10:38 PM UTC
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Have you bean to hell?
Yeah.
I'm posting there right now
Trianglism: The New teachings
The clock god
It was decided the teachings of trianglism needed to continue and this was because of Tono's warning from the clock god: to tell Ouul to stop messing with post time. This refreshed the meaning of the twelve looping entities, the twelve hands on a clock,
The Twelve looping entities
Bassyun
Figyarnus
Kuje Tej
Raj
Akudagra
Heju Hekanju
Tono
Ouuul
Xanual
Hejuillui
Bluebus
Ahkmah
Thou bichtin islip
Uhj I Unjkunj hyunkj jhuhk kajusjajsjdjxm
2017-08-10 at 4:57 AM UTC
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Who here claims Italian?
Half Italian half austrian
2017-08-10 at 4:57 AM UTC
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I'm back
No but schplew got being banned for being a pest.. a roach.. So he's gone:D
