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2017-09-16 at 8:28 PM UTC in Amphetamine cured my stimulant psychosisi dont get it
I've been taking dopaminergics in varying amounts for over 5 years, adderall, benzedrex (fucked my brain up bad), focalin, ritalin, concerta, phendimetrazine, 4-pmpd, prolintane, everything
meth and coke but not alot of either, sucks that I got addicted to benzedrex when I was 14 and ruined all pleasure receptors over the course of idk 3 years
I consider this post-life , everything I do is just activities to waste time before I can toss and turn for 8 hours and then wake up and still feel like shit regardless of whatever drugs , if any, im on -
2017-09-16 at 8:02 PM UTC in Amphetamine cured my stimulant psychosisInb4 LOL YOURE A FUCKING ZIMMY
Ok, dig this
Dexmethylphenidate is a NDRI, a pretty fucking strong one. Whatever u should know if you know these parts real good sly, you should know. IM A CRACKHEAD
Anyways the fact that whenever I get my focalin I have a week long (well i get my 5mgs like 2 weeks after i get my 10s, or I get my 10s 2 weeks before I get my 5s, its a glass half smallroy (INFJ, Superpessimist), or a small glass tallroy (hopeless ESTJ queezenart) or an allroy glassroy with ALL filled with wateroy (INTJ optimist) or a glass half filled with water (INTP realist)
But NDRIs, especially devilish cunts such as focalin, have the tendency to lock your brain up and make you cycle between catatonia, runeloops (futile), searching for spiceroys (SOOoooo 2015, am I right) and chainsmoking
ALL
But since NDRIs clog up your synapses and prevent reabsorpazorp, amphetamine will be mostly useless unless a high enough dose to occupy the receptor and make NDRI action go away/cancel out both/or if Amphetamine dose is low you get mostly ndri effects from it causing SYNERGALL -
2017-09-12 at 2:09 PM UTC in anyone get nasty schizophrenic distortionsor drug induced
out of insanity and also being sick of being on edge 12 hours a loop ive started taking high dose lamictal again because of avoiding people out of feeling like a crobuloid/submongoloid even tho I probabably alreadyready looklike one you knwo how the ego has the defence mechanism of thinking u look attractive even if you look postdeformed like a decompiled .......... something
yeah but my myelin sheaths have been inverted/scalped/scaled/scraped -
2017-09-11 at 7:58 PM UTC in RADIO NIGGASINSPACE U CAN BE ON IT LIKE AS A GUEST OR A HOST OR A MUTUAL CORRESPONDERlisten oti it
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2017-09-11 at 7:46 PM UTC in RADIO NIGGASINSPACE U CAN BE ON IT LIKE AS A GUEST OR A HOST OR A MUTUAL CORRESPONDERLIKE A SYMBIOTIC RELATIONSHIP
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2017-09-11 at 6:42 PM UTC in Trianglism installment 6. spiceroy becomes satan 66CD12ALL6Thou doth not focus on current dilemma
Dad: its a pain (clutching chest)
Me: Are you ok do you need an aspirin
Dad: Nvm its just a pain go away dont call 911
Me: :() in back yard/deck where neighbors would be like wtf the dads freaking out wtf did the psycho son (they consider me crazy, atleast it is very likely. They either think I'm crazy, but not insane, or a narcicist/egotist drug addict borderline psychopath, or a depressed victim of a bunch of yelling for 20 years and various punches in the face/stomach when my dads in a delerium saying HEADACHE SHIT FOR HEADACHE AUTO PART MOTOR SPRAY RAG
I said IS IT THE ETHER (??AM CONFUSED, last time huffed was like 16 hrs ago??)
He then made a thought connection about his old job with an asian who worked as a lackey to grab supplies and he said SHIT FOR HEADACHE because the fumes made HIM sick.
My dad said he was ANGRY
me: angry at me?
him: no, but then what? who?
me: the pharmacist, you cursed him out and a couple other people before you left and went to the gas station, to buy cigarettes, came back later, with me waiting at the car for him to HURRY UP for like idk 5-10mins and he came back I was like YOU CANT DRIVE. WTF. He said he just had a LAMICTAL TOURETTES, OR TOPASPMSPAX DEMENTIA
me: NOW YOU'RE ALMOST GETTING IT
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the parable of two fuckin morons/genetic anamolies/ a non in any way suggestive of rape story of the long and intricate ancient tale of the indian chief SULUTWELU and his vast army of mental delusion holograms, caused by LACKOMICTAL and D'AD'2FEWERALL
dadderall
because he's a dad
dad rock
the blorney stone
the rolling stones
rolling papers
paper planes
paper plates
stolen paper
bowling vaper
strolling schmiter
swollen bite'errrrr
closely woven overnight'errr
a blur
its all a blur
cant remember things I say
dont even know my real name
cant remember yesterday
guess its better off this way
---Lyrics by the great Coughgel Craigston DeNiggacrojus -
2017-09-11 at 2:25 PM UTC in Guide to good drug combos
Originally posted by 霍比特人说中文不好 Why are you taking phenibut 3x a day? It lasts like 10 hours.
no I dont take any of these combos anymore, they're shit ive done in the past thats worked infallibly every time to cause me to experience extreme pleasure (theyre designed to get u high but also have u like, not be at risk for death, except for a little
rn I take gabapentin 900-1200mg a day for anxietypain
amphetamine 40-80mg a day (2 weeks out of the month, other 2 weeks is dexmethylphenidate 20-80mg a day up until whenever I run out)
klonopin 1mg a day
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2017-09-11 at 1:01 PM UTC in Ether anticswhy dont u read some of it learn something about nothing
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2017-09-11 at 12:48 PM UTC in Ether anticsALL
Yon diud yesteryer klor flur deshund eighderflosc unrasjec redjac. Jhoruvon klone grastenthor. Tho to notono, Strijkethrough whism jeskrot induc narcony blar jareighn. Zipdragh delracht oonkompetto jesruit banarn.
Taketh fyor judan amahn nojkuj krejjarmight. Harmsrought restaut.
Through our time our yesterday is seeming more like a singularity closing in on itself though centered in itself.Hell to the generator. Praise to the projector and the progenitor.
Rancid but not for a single time
Laying in waste might seem like a good idea. (see: a dirt nap)
Codes of conduct:
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raj rog job nog ether rog semiblaj
takes 0ne to knoVV 0ne zimmy
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zimmy?
ZONGO!!!!!!
all?
NO, ALL
Now is not the time for such matters.
Zhou resukt dieklier nosetinjro jarej, nahfloynbreightjarj, jarj targ rog hajrajnagar.
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TOTAL BUNDY… bundy is the literal psychosis dehumanizing drug. Good thing I’m nowhere near this depraved when sober.
“She’s easy on the eyes but clorox on the mind”
Today I’m going to tell you a story about temples.
This is the Temple of The Morning Star
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1. Fidel Castro is born August 13 1926.
2. October 16, 1953, Castro is sentenced to prison for 15 years.
3. 1955- Fidel and Raul Castro are released because of amnesty for political leaders.
4. Fidel Castro leads his rebels, known as the 26 July army, to overthrow the regime of Fulgencio Batista, a dictator. 1959.
5. Batista is overthrown successfully in January 1959.
6. February 16, 1959, Castro takes over as prime minister.
7. April 1959, Castro visits the United States.
8. May 8, 1960, Cuba and the Soviet Union establish diplomatic relations.
9. September 1960, Fidel addresses the UN General assembly
10. March, 1977 - President Jimmy Carter ends the ban on U.S. travel to Cuba.
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June 15, 2016
Thy inevitable rift has finally split and the two of the three have gone separate ways and doth think for the greatest of days; does, includeth fight and anger, slander, insult, lies, statements that are not to wise, trust continue forth? Does the measure of a man be showeth through the worst of fights, most likely permanent. Almost two years and now is none, I hope the everything else isn’t done.
The trigonomicon lives and the surviving one gives, even though they all are still here, disconnections and something else is near, is what now what one of thee fears.
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What is trianglism?
Trianglism, also known as the Trigonomicon is a system of spiritual beliefs and an existential manifest to map out the known and unknown, infinite dimensions and everything in relation to the great Bass Yun. Bass yun is the good, God. Figyarnus, is the devil, and Raj the mediator. The great triad.
This site is currently a work in progress bible for all who wish to worship the mighty triangle. Trianglism will bring you infinite understanding and wisdom.
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I used to smoke spice to semen entering a pentagram autism metal (DEVO is autism rock). Is the pentagram at the top or the bottom of the teepee? Like one of those Necker cube IQ perspective questions. It was like worshiping Figyarnus.
We live in a society tiered by sigmas of both ethical and intellectual functioning. An +/- 85/115IQ thought by a 1sigma individual occurs 68% of the time, a +/- 70/130IQ thought by a 1sigma individual occurs 95% of the time. This also applies to EQ, emotional quotient. When I do a TOTAL BUNDY on a sigma I become approximately 6 sigmas and 6 coughgels from the mean, which is why the experience is so emotionally valuable.
Me to my mom: “Words”
My mom to me: “What were you guys saying”
“You’re a hologram!”
Bobstulplob (Bah-Stall-Plav)
The awareness that almost all knowledge is outside of one’s own experience
Now what’s your tier and faction?
Consciousness fractal examples:
0 Bad -, Figyarnus, Deliriants
11 Good +, Bassyun, Opiods
222 Normie X, Oyhoy, Catholic. Human. Alcohol
3333 Lisserd Δ, Ahkmah, Trianglism. Psychopath. Stimulants
44444 Schizotype ::, OEOEOE, Square Joy. Animals. Weed
5555 Autism is a pentagram of satanic insects, Rajahkmahraj would support this. Roach. Inhalehoys.
666 Schizophrenia is the star of david, ALL, Hebrew reptiles. Psychedelics
77 SPICEROY SAVES
8 You’re a hologram! Sigma achieved! Dissociatives are the drugs of humanoid demigods.
10 OUUL Tono
11 PLACHINKHO!
12 Hmmmschangougrah
My ability to give fucks about things exists in all 12 tiers of the consciousness fractal.
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I'm forced by some vague interdimensional being to close my eyes, hold my breath, and perform a set, repetitive sequence of antisymmetric head gestures, teeth grinding, swallowing, and other actions synched to a long sound effect. I transcribed part of the sound as "hmmmschangougrah" but it goes on for a lot longer than that. By antisymmetric I mean that if part of the compulsion is to turn my head to the left and then back, it needs to be paired with the next part which is turning my head to the right and then back. It ends when I gasp a breath because my breathe reflex overpowers the... being.
After I used all the ether up I went inside and continued to get lesser compulsions to do portions of this sequence whenever I thought of telling anyone else about it or while doing various repetitive tasks like handwashing that produce a noise. There was also a strong sense of deja vu, of once in awhile having been forced to perform this sequence during the past year as well as long ago, as well as a feeling that this compulsion was an incredibly important clue to my mental health situation. It felt like the being was trying to prevent me from remembering the compulsion by any means necessary. The effects had faded by the time I woke up the next morning.
I felt that since the substance was slowing my thoughts down I could examine them more clearly, but I was also battling against the amnesiac effects of it. Another insight: I sometimes tell people I never get angry, only depressed/irritated/frustrated, but with the ether I could notice, whenever I saw another person, a brief flash of angry thoughts that was quickly suppressed by a second wave of rationalization or depression.
reference:
a dirt nap- doing the glog in dirt (see: coughgels, ether)
the generator- whatever force is generating our unconcious/concious and subconcious perceptions of the dissociative construct) -
2017-09-11 at 12:28 PM UTC in The incoherency textsYon diud yesteryer klor flur deshund eighderflosc unrasjec redjac. Jhoruvon klone grastenthor. Tho to notono, Strijkethrough whism jeskrot induc narcony blar jareighn. Zipdragh delracht oonkompetto jesruit banarn.
Taketh fyor judan amahn nojkuj krejjarmight. Harmsrought restaut.
Through our time our yesterday is seeming more like a singularity closing in on itself though centered in itself.Hell to the generator. Praise to the projector and the progenitor.
Rancid but not for a single time
Laying in waste might seem like a good idea. (see: a dirt nap)
reference:
a dirt nap- doing the glog in dirt (see: coughgels, ether)
I've made like 30 pages of this want more -
2017-09-11 at 12:27 PM UTC in Guide to good drug combos
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2017-09-11 at 3:40 AM UTC in Weedmy favorite weed is whatever the fuck I get
seriously I fucking hate people who are either self-righteous weed connusiours or picky jedis -
2017-09-11 at 3:39 AM UTC in Guide to good drug combosEssentials 2:
Moderate to severe anxiety: 1mg alprazolam 3x day
0.1 clonidine 1-2x day
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Severe psychosis rapid treatment:
Lithium 300mg (days 2 and 3 take 600mg)
Seroquel or your potent lobotomy du jour of choice on day 1, take whatever dose is most effective for loonies. so like 300mg if seroquel, 100mg if thorazine -
2017-09-11 at 3:37 AM UTC in Guide to good drug combosEssentials 1:
general wellbeing: T-PAIN sodium 25mg 2x day, amphetamine 5-20mg 3x day, theanine 1g a day, phenibut 500mg 3x day
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Wellbeing lite: Gabapentin 300mg 3x day. Coffee/tea (or 90mg caffeine) 3x day
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To treat malaise and for energy, weight loss, confidence: 10-70mg dexmethylphenidate a day, 100mg-250mg fluorophenibut 2-3x day, 10mg oxycodone 4x day
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Seasonal depression:
Amphetamine 40-120mg a day
cannabis 2-6 joints a day -
2017-09-11 at 12:29 AM UTC in Husker Duzen arcade good stuff
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2017-09-11 at 12:28 AM UTC in Fuck UPS, Sissy Bottom BitchesPut in an order for something on friday, usps priority mail 3-5 day and estimated date is tomorrow, 4 days good enough
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2017-09-11 at 12:26 AM UTC in i know what you did last summerhuffed a girls panties
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2017-09-11 at 12:25 AM UTC in Draw the user above you in MS paint.no one dreu me
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2017-09-09 at 12:02 AM UTC in Draw the user above you in MS paint.
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2017-09-09 at 12:01 AM UTC in You hear the rumors?atleast a dozen I bet
