and I went to a baptist church yesterday and felt genuine joy and sparks inside my soul. for the first time in years. also buying one of those old timey safety razors helps alot with the embedded morgellons
very good. soma is an amazing drug. exactly how I thought barbiturates/atypical 50s era gabaergics would feel.amazing with bupropion.
about milton bearle.. good ol uncle miltown.
how I used to highly respect richard nixon and elvis but nixon was a deformed manic depressive with deep seated self hatred and elvis was a megalomaniac hypocrite.. nixon was the main culprit pushing the war on drugs and elvis was a DEA agent
hey, quick post because i forgot my library card pin and im using their free temporary 15 minute computer
I sniffed 60 focalins in like 2 hours around a week ago and got into some mess at the halfway house, left peacefully. when i was out walking i saw some crazy dude and stayed at his house for a day.. his dad was a vietnam vet. this guy stole 20 dollars from his dad and i used it to buy cigarettes. me and him went for a walk and he said he had to go home or his dad would worry. i pointed him home.. stole some benzedrex later showed up at his house. he never came home. i hightailed out of there and psychwarded. in said psychward a doc took me off wellbutrin and lyrics and put me on a new cocktail of cymbalta baclofen doxepin and trileptal, for neuralgia mood stabilization pain and depression. its working pretty well.
i had a latent script of wellbutrin at the pharmacy so thats been my fuel. ive also been stealing soma from some guy at my new boarding house that has MS. just reporting in. all is very very good. trileptal causes a weird neurologic side effect tho where everything sounds a semitone lower in pitch. pretty peculiar.
i read on the road by jack kerouac. dean moriarty reminds me so much of john (schplew). its also refreshing to read a book about benzedrine inhaler popping raving lunatics from the 50s. like a cold glass of affirming reality punch
thats all
how am I doing I guess I'm doing alright I'm living at a halfway house but I have to deal with the reality that I cannot use a smartphone anymore
2020-08-09 at 9:03 PM UTC
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DPT?
I do want a sip of dat dipt
2020-08-09 at 9:01 PM UTC
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I'm being terminated
Basically I called someone in Niger a month ago cuz you went into someone's mail and stole some money, and lately this lady's been telling me I'm a sissy and to put on some panties and s*** so that's a hate crime right there I don't give a f*** but you know what she told me I'm being terminated by the end of the month I got in a bandeau to move into it's just going to be too hot this ain't my smartphone so it's going to suck
2020-08-09 at 6:52 PM UTC
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I have no need to have sex?
Is that odd? I mean because of all the stimulants are various drugs of all different kinds that I've used I'm not surprised but I still have a high sex drive I still masterbate I just don't feel like fucking every hot chick that I see you kno
I don't even think about sex alot.. I mean ivw had sex with like 7 different girls in my life, 3 men
Last time I had sex I got buttfucked and also gave head and I mean it was pretty crazy I mean I do have HIV now
2020-08-09 at 6:50 PM UTC
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Random Thoughts
Hear the lights that are going down south where I'm down south in Charleston baby I mean random thoughts telling me blinking lights too many blinking lights of all different neons of lime green and all I see is little dots and summer smeared and summer spots
Honestly whenever I do duster and I get the wahwahs . honestly it just feels like warm sensation over me and an instant numbing narcosis effect in my head, but with butane I feel like I've been stabbed with ice picks and all the lobwa of my brains you know
I can imagine butane being fun with a lot of cocaine though
But if I do at benzos inhalants are fuckingawesome every time and with opiates don't even get me started
2020-08-07 at 11:38 PM UTC
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what u having for supper?
I had 4 slicee's Domino's pizzA and crush soda
2020-08-04 at 6:11 AM UTC
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War on lives
my best friend died because he had to take over the counter substitution for opiates that causes heart to beat in in an abnormal way and if he just had access to some sort of morphine or whatever or decriminalize drugs or you no pain medicine something even benzos he would he would probably still be alive I mean all this over the counter should killing people's f***** up I mean the war on drugs really the war on people way to control people I mean the only reason why spice exists is because of the war on drugs and you know it makes spice illegal make weed legal in when weed is legal everywhere spice is definitely going to go down but I mean that there are people that prefer spice I'm one of them but still the war on drugs war on live side with him because the war on drugs Nixon and I think it was Nixon and Elvis Presley who was a f****** hypocrite my best friend is fuxkng dead
