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2017-05-01 at 5:23 PM UTC in Being an alcoholic sucks
Originally posted by Bill Krozby I appreciate it, I don't want to quit completely just not drink everyday. I live in a college town and everyone drinks and smokes weed and I'm not allowed to smoke weed because of my legal situation so it kind of makes me feel like an outcast when I meet someone and they want to smoke weed and I love to smoke but haven't done it since december 4th and even before that for the last couple years I've been restricted.
I think its fine to drink at shows or social situations, but the drinking alone is a killer for me since I'm almost always by myself.
the nurse I hang with works a lot of hours and is always busy with being a nurse at the hospital, so the only time we hang out is when she's off and she drinks heavily for a girl and when I go over I will with her. But thats probably not that big of a deal since I only hang with her.
I'm going to go see a show in a week with my neighbor and I intend on drinking there with him because I go to shows to party and get jolly like everyone else since I don't go out often.
But yeah I'm on a light dose of gabapentin for the next few days and my buddy hooked me up with it yesterday but before I met up with him I felt so out of wack I didn't want to get out of bed.
And you're right about it hurting people around me, I've had so many people that actually cared and loved me that I basically told them to fuck off while messed up.
One of the things that made me decide I need to cool it, is the other day I called my dad to say whats up (I don't normally see my parents) and the conversation wasn't going the way I wanted it to, so I argued with him and said things I later felt bad about. He hung up on me and I was pretty pissed off that he did. But I realize id hangup on anyone that talked to me like that as well so I understand it. I text him the next day and he didn't reply back at all. And I actually love my mom and dad a lot but we've always been butting heads and thats why I moved out when I was 17. But it wasn't because they were like junkies/alcoholics/dead beats… but I'm just different than them and they very conservative, which is fine and I should get over it they are always going to be the same way but yeah my "frothiness" definitely comes out when I binge drink.
I'm not always upset when I drink its just at some point I will be really shitty to people and they didn't see it coming.
I thought about picking up vaping or something like that, but I feel like that would be kind of lame and I just need to drink coffee and smoke bud in a couple years when I can.
When I turned 21, I actually didn't drink for a couple of years but I was heroin addict and when I quit that I just drank. And its like goddamn do you always have to have something lol
and you wonder why everyone thinks you're a piece of shit -
2017-05-01 at 5:20 PM UTC in Being an alcoholic sucks
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2017-05-01 at 5:18 PM UTC in fucking psychiatrists
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2017-05-01 at 5:11 PM UTC in Most of you are pathetic losers
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2017-05-01 at 5:10 PM UTC in Most of you are pathetic losers
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2017-05-01 at 5:07 PM UTC in ASMR doesn't do shit for me
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2017-05-01 at 5:05 PM UTC in I can't even imagine how awesome it would be to have HUNDREDS of MILLIONS of dollarsyou think so? why? what exactly would having all the money in the world do for anything? it'd just mean you could buy more shit. woopdee doooo
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2017-05-01 at 5:02 PM UTC in fucking psychiatrists
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2017-05-01 at 5 PM UTC in fucking psychiatrists
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2017-05-01 at 5 PM UTC in fucking psychiatrists
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2017-05-01 at 4:57 PM UTC in fucking psychiatrists
Originally posted by AltarEgo These are the same people who created seasonal affective disorder. It doesnt take a genius to realize that if its cold as fuck and the sun is always hiding you are probably not going to have the energy that comes with the converse.
that's is what I'm talking about when I say these fuckers literally make shit up -
2017-05-01 at 4:03 AM UTC in My front tooth chipped...againi had a chipped tooth and the bitch cost $1200 to fix. goddamit those dentists are fucking ripoff artists
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2017-05-01 at 4:02 AM UTC in NK showing off again
Originally posted by aldra I'm not sure what operating system NK uses on military systems, but I've heard it's nonstandard so something like that would be extremely difficult to pull off. Not impossible, but it's strange it didn't happen earlier if that is the case.
They've been trying that for a long time, not had much luck with inserting their own people or creating defectors.
itd just be a matter of getting the source code...analyzing it...and finding the ideal counter to what they want to get done. its a virtual guarantee the chinese would know...altho considering the chinese are starting to back-stab the followers of pudgy, the followers of pudgy might be taking more precautions
that sort of thing would be classified somewhere around TS/SCI with only a handful (literally) of people knowing about it. the likelihood of that info getting into the general news or media is somewhere around zero. -
2017-05-01 at 3:57 AM UTC in Is the government/secret society ppl gonna go nuts and kill us all?
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2017-05-01 at 3:39 AM UTC in ☂
Originally posted by Darth Beaver Because it's all you can afford and it's the only thing you understand. Does that pretty much cover your very good reasons?
youre an idiot. you keep harping on old shit being inferior to new shit because of its age. false. in the majority of cases the new made-in-chinkland garbage is far inferior -
2017-05-01 at 3:38 AM UTC in Serious Question For Billy Goat
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2017-05-01 at 3:34 AM UTC in NK showing off again
Originally posted by aldra I dunno, I've heard people suggest that NK is intentionally failing them to give the US no pretext to invade, but I'd seriously doubt it.
It's possible they're being hacked/attacked with ECM, but that seems unlikely too considering US/SK's abject failure to interfere with the missile program up until now.
the pudgy-one would never intentionally cause his pet project to fail. im just curious how many engineers and generals die after each failure.
ECM...no. its too broad and imprecise of a method to cause the type of catastrophic failures seen. a cyber-bomb...like stuxnet, where software caused a hardware failure is feasible.
the best method is the simplest...offer a NK pogue sanctuary in the south, and a few shekels, in exchange for leaving a few screws loose or wire jackets stripped. cheap and effective -
2017-05-01 at 3:12 AM UTC in Serious Question For Billy Goati have literally considered making my own site for the express purpose of doling out mod-ships in exchange for sexual favors.
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2017-05-01 at 3:09 AM UTC in is xanax stronger than kpin6mg isnt that much.
i know a couple people who have taken 2mg or 4mg just before bedtime...had a perfect night sleep...and woke up the next morning refreshed.
then again...i know a chick who if she doesnt take 10mg its like shes taking aspirin -
2017-05-01 at 3:06 AM UTC in shut upsuck a nigger dick
its so much nicer typing on a PC keyboard than a goddamed auto-correct piece of shit mobile device that is constantly auto-correcting words that dont need to be auto-corrected.
