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2023-09-08 at 3:16 PM UTC in OK Kafka, you win
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2023-09-08 at 3:12 PM UTC in OK Kafka, you win
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny lanny can easily manipulate the html codes to make it look like real webpage.
Yeah. Lanny can. But out of respect for him and the family he's starting, I can share a screenshot. And I'm far too stupid to do something like that.
Originally posted by Kafka I need to see a screenshot, that isn't proof.
lmao sophie please don't hate me for sharing this but like this bitch will *not* give up -
2023-09-08 at 4:26 PM UTC in Scron & Meikai live at the highest latitude of any poster...therefore, they have the smallest problem with cockroaches...
Originally posted by WellHung However, please, good people, let's elaborate on the nature and extent of your cockroach problem…š
I don't think we have one but I might have seen a roach while tweaking and I freaked out and tried to kill it but I don't think I succeeded but I haven't seen any since but I occasionally hear movement... sounds like a heavy bug walking on trash would make... but if I don't see them we don't have cockroaches. -
2023-09-08 at 3:43 PM UTC in Going Blind šµā
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2023-09-08 at 2:03 PM UTC in I want to Holy War on Wariat. thinking of traveling.
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2023-09-08 at 12:52 PM UTC in Going Blind šµā
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2023-09-08 at 12:40 AM UTC in damm so few polish chicks like this exist (if it is not a fake but real profile)007, license to kill
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2023-09-04 at 1:30 PM UTC in WHO Director General Tedros admits he hasn't been vaccinated
Originally posted by Bradley do u think a single niggainspace other than bitch ass paul wozny got a vaccination? I feel like we did a poll about this but I am also more or less very drunk and remember that fat 3 chin having child molester getting tripped boosted or some shit. Also ACP.
I got tha jab because my moms is old and fat and wouldn't see me without me getting it (and tbh, I didn't want to kill her with TheVarus - that may not have been a genuine risk for most people, but it was for fat old biddies), but she's also got borderline personality disorder (I think) and she was crying because she "missed me" so my only options were making my mom miserable or getting the jab so she could see me despite the restrictions she'd imposed on that happening.
I made her miserable for most of my life already, getting the vaxx to cheer her up was the least I could do. I mean, literally the least. "Risk a very small percent chance of a terrible outcome" is something I do for fun every time I smoke an untested batch of what is allegedly meth. Pump me full of the mutant juice, idgaf. -
2023-09-05 at 10 PM UTC in Kafka lied about being my GAL PALNTSC Ronaldo J Trump
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2023-09-05 at 6:58 PM UTC in Oh no, Starfield is like... really good.Mmmmm, this is my ship.
She started out as a stolen Va'Ruun Hymn. Loaded her up with ample cargo space, some shielded cargo and jammers for a bit o' light smuggling, and kitted her out with a battery of lasers for popping shields, EMP cannons for shutting down niggas engines to board their ships (although for some reason they do a fuckton of hull damage - probably a bug, none of the higher tier versions do any hull damage - so that's not going so well... works amazing for blowing people up though), and some missile launchers.
She's a beaut, imo.
I am autistic and Starfield is a great LEGOĀ® simulator. -
2023-08-31 at 8:07 PM UTC in The official horror thread
Originally posted by Rape Monster Biggie Smalls predicted the World Trade blowing up back in 94
Truly prophetic.
https://www.fbi.gov/history/famous-cases/world-trade-center-bombing-1993 -
2023-08-06 at 12:50 PM UTC in troons r good and u shud treat me like a girl >:(
Originally posted by aldra just out of curiosity, what made you choose THE LIFEā¢?
are you one of those autogynephilic types who got a boner dressing up in mother's clothes?
did you feel inadequate or distant from masculinity growing up?
did you get wariated?
I get that the usual answer is just going to be 'I feel more like a woman than a man' but that's so trite and subjective I have to imagine there's more to it than that
I've probably told this story a few times here, definitely told it elsewhere, but the long and short of it is... a couple things. The one I like to cling to because it's cute and innocent is the time I had a dream in which I was a girl, back when I was probably like... 6 or 7? Had to be that young, because it was when my grandpa was still alive. I was just really fucking happy in that dream, man. So happy, in fact, that I remember asking my grandpa what I could do to make sure I had the same dream as before. Basically: it was such a profound experience that it made me want to pursue something akin to lucid dreaming a decade before I even learned what that was. He suggested "thinking about it really hard" as I fell asleep, and I basically did that every night for months until I gave up (because it never worked) .
In case you're wondering I don't think I actually told him what the dream was about, but could be that I was just so young he didn't think of it as unusual. idk. Shit, I might have even technically been as young as 5, now that I think about it - I think he passed in Feb 97. In which case I woulda been 6 but that only would have been true for a few months. He was hospitalized for a bit toward the end, and I'm pretty sure he was still living at his house when I asked him how I could relive a dream.
I did try wearing my moms shoes at one point and got scolded hard. I still remember the difference in vibe that scolding had. Or something. It was weird, because they couldn't really explain why it was bad - just one of this things - and because I guess there seemed to be a tinge of fear in the scolding? Like the fact that they couldn't really communicate why it was bad scared them? IDK. This was also pre-puberty, so no: no boners.
After that scolding and the vibe it had (there's something extra bad about getting in trouble in a way that you think scared your parents as opposed to just making them mad), I was pretty staunchly - one might even go as far as to say overcompensatingly - gender conforming, at least until a couple of years into puberty when I... uhh... I definitely started to do things which would support an armchair diagnosis of autogynephilia.
It's just like... always been a thing for me, dude. Practically my whole ass life. Even while I was being "staunchly gender conforming", that was only an outward thing. This is in the land of quasi-autogynephilic reasons that led to me transitioning, but like... I'm prone to magical thinking, right? I think that's fairly evident in a lot of the shit I've posted recently. So imagine you're a magical thinker at some point before actually hitting puberty, and you suddenly started to tingle down there - not a full on boner, just a weird sensation. Yeah, my ass got giddy that I might be transforming. I actually had that sensation a few times throughout puberty, looooong after popping boners was the norm, and still... every time I felt it, I'd kinda get this vain hope that... maybe? Maybe this time..?
I learned about HRT at 17 and that was pretty much it for me. Once I knew I had that option, this outcome was pretty much inevitable. My biggest regret is putting it off from 17-25 because I "wasn't sure" and was scared that I'd be too ugly for literally anyone to find attractive and it wouldn't make me happier (thankfully I was wrong on both counts). Hindsight is 20/20. -
2023-08-06 at 12:02 PM UTC in troons r good and u shud treat me like a girl >:(basically if trans = unloveable woman
any trait that a woman sees in herself and a trans woman will become a mark of shame. this is kinda the status quo, people already use mistaking them for trans as a way to manipulate the emotions of women in pointless ways, but you could actually harness this for your benefit on a societal scale with trans acceptance (as women) but not trans acceptance (as good women). -
2023-09-03 at 10:45 PM UTC in Is your man Wariat a Troll?Your first mistake was coming here.
Your second mistake was checking your PMs.
Think about it: the shit people are willing to post publicly here is already degenerate af. The stuff they keep in PMs is gonna be heinous. -
2023-09-03 at 11:48 PM UTC in Is there a Spam rule on this site?
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2023-09-03 at 5:17 PM UTC in troons r good and u shud treat me like a girl >:(
Originally posted by Kingoffrogs My rule is I'll treat you like a girl if you look like one. Once you've put a certain amount of effort into passing as the opposite sex, you have earned the title (even if you are not biologically the opposite sex) of the opposite sex. Especially when you can't even tell.
That's (probably) reasonable. I mean, honestly, it's kinda shitty to make the conscious decision to treat someone a way they ain't wanna be treated, but at the same time there's nothing for it. If your brain sees "dude", that's how it's gonna be. I can't fault folks for that. When that happens I just assume I'm not doing a good enough job. If anything, all the drama surrounding the issue makes me feel bad because sometimes they feel bad and like... no hard feelings. It is what it is.
It only becomes a problem when at least one side in the equation is being completely unreasonable and/or cruel (and both "sides" in the general sense are prone to that).
But again, this thread is less about why you should do it for our tranny sakes, and more about how you can use our existence to psychologically torment women and control women's bodies, like you used to do before they bullied you into putting fat chicks in lingerie ads. -
2023-09-03 at 10:58 AM UTC in Oh no, Starfield is like... really good.
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2023-09-01 at 4:26 PM UTC in troons r good and u shud treat me like a girl >:(
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny i guess my question could be simplified down to :
what are the feelings that make you want to be a woman.
is it the attention from men ?
is it not having a penis ?
is it the feeling of being pretty ?
i can not imagine what the feeling of being a woman feels like like i can not imagine the feeling of being a dog like, or what it feels like to wag a tail in an aggresive manner.
i guess what i really want to know is what makes a woman feels like a woman.
do women feel like women ?
I love/hate attention from anyone and have often said I wish to not be perceived. I mean, I love positive attention and it makes me feel giddy. I just hate that it makes me feel giddy, so I end up feeling gross in equal measure. So probably not that. I still have a dick, so probably not that. The feeling of being pretty is definitely part of it, but before I started hormones I steeled myself for the possibility that I would not pretty up all that well because I figured that'd be the case. It's not that, or not just that. Probably not even predominantly that.
And I can't imagine what it feels like to be a cis women that well either. I feel like taking a bunch of estrogen gives me some glimmers of insight, but nothing profound... and almost certainly nothing that a less autistic male wouldn't pick up on without having to go through all that trouble.
It's hard to describe. The formative experience for me was a dream I had when my grandpa was still alive, and he died when I was 7 or 8. I've talked about it before. I was a girl in the dream, and I felt happy in the dream. It was such a profoundly good experience that I tried to have the same dream every night for months afterward. There's also the time I saw myself in a mirror when I was out on a date with that one guy: it felt right, and good, seeing that staring back at me. I had hated mirrors my whole life up to then. Hated my reflection. I used to think it was just 'cause I was an ugly little goblin, but it's not like I'm an especially pretty dickgirl either (and if anything there's way more pressure on me to believe I'm ugly now than there was for me back when I was presenting as a man).
It's... ineffable, indescribable. It's such a little thing, yet holds such vast power in my life. It just feels right. It... clicks. It feels closer to the truth than the truth I've been presented (see: allegory of the cave analogy from earlier). I dunno. I don't know (or particularly care) if there's a scientific justification or whatever for what I'm doing. I've wanted it for as long as I can remember wanting things. Needed it. š¤·š»āāļø -
2023-09-02 at 10:21 PM UTC in Upcoming Site Maintenance
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2023-09-02 at 5:34 PM UTC in Upcoming Site Maintenance