When even the nigger word cant get you cancelled, you know you have some real talent. I like his voice a lot, but a lot of his song writing is a little too broey for me. But he kills it with this one.
it took me forever to get off heroin so i kinda get it i guess. If i was still ur age and in relatively good shape id probably go to the military tbh. its way too easy for me to fall back on bad habits, I shouldnt even be drinking but i do bc its my consolation prize and im not a happy person and im exhausted and in pain all the time. werent you dating some asian chick for a bunch of years? Lets dip out for the phillipines and find a job in some shitty karaoke bar and impregnate whole villages.
Idk i feel bad that you feel bad. Personally i wouldnt cold turkey alcohol. You probably need actual medical intervention. Clonidine for the sweats n shit, some gaba ago ists shit for the other stuff. I get prescribed lyrica but i think its a different gaba thingie. Something for aches and pain relief. A multivitamin and electrolyte drink. Nausea meds or weed gummies.
I think the problem with most of us is that we dont have a ton of hope, or any vision of how our lives could be different. Most of us also dont have fathers, and no one has showed us how to do anything so we ended up all destructive and angry. I think its admirable that youre taking classes, even if its just to scam the government for crack and prostitute money, but its probably also worth trying hard to think about what youd want your life to look like.