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2020-06-06 at 7 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
Originally posted by CandyRein Don’t play because I will be calling asking to speak to Semour Butts.. ;)
Actually I think a prank call randomly from you could potentially lighten my mood.
You're making me laugh though, I would hope you could come up with something more elaborate than that.
I remember using the house phone to make prank calls, and that was when I learned about *69. Too much of a pussy to continue after. Almost got my ass grounded. -
2020-06-06 at 6:55 PM UTC in Used Panties for SaleI kind of want to look up what that is, but I feel like I wont find what you're referring to.
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2020-06-06 at 5:39 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-06-06 at 5:37 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentWatching Power.
I used to blade. Had the ones with thr grind bar in the middle of wheels and all that. I didnt know how to grind though. -
2020-06-06 at 5 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentI just realized there has been some word replacement going on.
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2020-06-06 at 4:57 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by Sophie I didn't mean shallow happiness by any stretch of the imagination. Purpose and meaning will give long lasting happiness, also motivation, since i read you say something with regards to motivation.
If you feel there's a purpose to something it becomes easier. What's that saying? Give a man a why and he can bear almost any how? I think it's applicable.
Yeah that was Dr. Frankl, I read that book, it was actually what I was thinking of when I said that. I wasnt responding to you specifically, just expressing a thought. But you're right there is definitely a difference I think in shallow emotions which are typically what people think about when you talk about them and the deeper more profound types of emotion.
I'm with you on the idea of working through emotional issues, its key in developing any sense of recovery lifestyle I think. Luckily I was blessed with an experience where I had a lot of time and a good platform to do such type of inner work. The hospital setting I was incarcerated at has you do this specifically, among a lot of other things. That's work is what I attribute not responding to my father's death with any kind of intensity.
I have a book called emotional intelligence sitting on my shelf that I really want to finish. This sort of thing is a lifelong process for sure, and after enough is accomplished and a personality change occurs maintenance is just as important. -
2020-06-06 at 4:29 PM UTC in The longest thread on the internet! Free custom LOLcats inside! Ask within!Oh shit no joke? That wasnt the vibe I got from him originally. So strange. I guess that's life though, no one is really who they appear to be at first.
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2020-06-06 at 4:11 PM UTC in The longest thread on the internet! Free custom LOLcats inside! Ask within!I dont think he could handle it. Look at his reply, no explanation whatsoever.
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2020-06-06 at 4:11 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentYou mean dog eat dog, right?
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2020-06-06 at 4:06 PM UTC in The longest thread on the internet! Free custom LOLcats inside! Ask within!Semi original because it's a carbon copy genetically almost identical to its parents.
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2020-06-06 at 4:04 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-06-06 at 3:44 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentA line of what
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2020-06-06 at 3:44 PM UTC in Used Panties for Sale
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2020-06-06 at 3:42 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)I feel like happiness is overrated. I aspire for greatness, and that for me, means giving up on conventional ideas of what it means to be a human.
Ey but you know, purpose or feeling like one has purpose is a different story -
2020-06-06 at 3:37 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by CASPER THATS THE DEFINITION OF FEAR YA DUMB
Im pretty much an introvert and that sounds like an awful way to live.
i domt really “need” people irl, but if i didnt get social i teraction online i think id go (further) downhill mentally pretty quickly.
I consider myself to be an introverted extrovert. I'm also a bit of a line wolf, but much less so than I used to be. I dont really reach out to people, but I dont reject people who reach out to me either. It seems a lot of people like reaching out to me. -
2020-06-06 at 3:30 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentAny of you guys play pinochle?
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2020-06-06 at 3:28 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2020-06-06 at 3:25 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by CASPER Im just sure he wasnt quite as fucked up when he was 31 either. At whatI have moments but mostly the stuff that used to be in my mind is like a piece of fruit that i cant get to until it falls out of the tree rotten. Bill Krozby just called and the minute i have to make words i feel half retarded. I wasnt near as dead on totse as i feel now. Back then i was just high and unfocused. Now im just diffuse and blurry and spaced out and slow. Its shitty.
Haha that was really your number?
Eh I feel you though. For me right now the only thing that keeps me out of that kind of thing is the grind. But i was also locked up half a decade and i just enjoy having new experiences. I'm trying to find something in passionate about, I feel like that's another piece to the jigsaw I need to obtain.
Originally posted by CASPER Im like 5 min from LAX
Word, I'll actually be going through there likely to fly back to Jersey for my dads memorial. -
2020-06-06 at 3:16 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by CASPER My mans.
Also i forgot to reply to ur other thing and now i cant find it. Yeah im down to meet up sometime. We can hunt space ghosts n beat niggas with squeegees or whatever.
Sounds good brotha. We can figure out some fun shit to do no doubt. I come up to LA all the time for work, I wonder of I ever rolled through where you're at. -
2020-06-06 at 3:14 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by Technologist I read this earlier and said, Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
Its fucked up how I'm so willing to shut on everybody I love and throw all I've worked for down the toilet at a moment's notice.
Casper you ain't permafried brotha, that dude with the head lice aint you by comparison unless comparing a turd to a bowl of honey.
I mean I dont know you exceptionally well or anything, but I remember you back in the day and you were always on it. Even now you seem like you still got your mind and head about you. Motivation can be a key factor into wanting to tap into what were capable of. I personally have issues with that. Some days I feel the repair I've done to my brain over the years away from the heavy meth use, and some days in in such a fog that I wonder if I'll ever be able to have a normal fucking life. Either way dude, you cant compare yourself to unfortunate fuckers like ththe one you mentioned. You're worth more than that, guaranteed.
