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2022-10-06 at 4:35 AM UTC in Anyone play apex?
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2022-10-06 at 4:34 AM UTC in Hello tharRIPtotse, what was your totse/zoklet username? I've been here for a little over 2 years. Hey Sophie, long time no see.
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2022-10-06 at 4:33 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬I've got the biggest crush on this goth nurse that works here. She's ADHD and its so fucking cute.
Led an AA meeting at a nearby club today, which felt pretty good. Tomorrow I'm going on an outing with a few others to a pretty popular museum in LA. Greatly looking forward to it. Night fam, and other weirdos I haven't met yet. -
2022-10-03 at 6:40 AM UTC in Hello tharYou too! I've been doing well. Still technically incarcerated at the rehab I left for back then, but life has gotten considerably better. Also glad to hear that you're doing well.
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2022-10-03 at 6:38 AM UTC in Anyone play apex?PM me if you want to team up.
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2022-10-03 at 6:33 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬For sure, I'd definitely put it in the top spot.
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2022-10-03 at 6:31 AM UTC in Hello tharHello candy. How have you been? Who else is still around? Does casper still come here?
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2022-10-03 at 6:26 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)bump
I return with over 2 years clean. -
2022-10-03 at 6:24 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬Ready for halloween miss candy?
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2022-10-03 at 6:19 AM UTC in Hello tharWhat's been going on with all you fine people?
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2020-08-27 at 3:37 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬Heading to rehab for maybe half a year, maybe less, maybe more. Tell the fellas I said what’s up. I’m starting a beautiful process and the sky is the limit as far as I know.
Stay beautiful Candy. -
2020-08-26 at 2:49 PM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬Candy you are as beautiful as ever.
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2020-07-27 at 3:38 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentI came here to say you are beautiful Candy.
I’ll be back in 3 months or whenever I feel like it. Dueces! -
2020-06-14 at 8:45 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionOh. Like poop. I got it.
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2020-06-14 at 8:43 AM UTC in Lol neighbor jumped me with a baseball bat.Slam dunk
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2020-06-14 at 3:28 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-06-13 at 7:17 PM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬
Originally posted by CASPER Lol. Your sponsor must be a lot more lenient than mine was. Even smoking CBD hemp flower was a no no for me. I mean he didnt say i COULDNT do it. He jjst said he advised against it and tha it wouldnt be sober.
Nah dude, he wouldn't be cool with it. I was semi joking, semi serious. If it would cause an issue for my mainstream life I just wouldn't mention it to anyone. But I think if I were to trip my intentions would have to be very serious about having some type of spiritual connection to the dead during that day, and to do a lot of work while on the trip. -
2020-06-13 at 7:14 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by CASPER Yeah step 3 is where i stopped a few months ago. I just dont believe in anything outside myself. The workbook had me pissed off and scribbing a bunch if stuff in the margins like “this is stupid as fuck. I dont believe this.” lol. And sponsor just kept telling me to meditate and work on it, or ACT as if i believed. Took me a year to do those 3 steps. Finally I was just so fucking fed up. Taking an extended break,
I think a lot of the time a sponsor cam be too inept to understand where a person is coming from enough to help them the way they really require. Such are humans. My mentor taught me that everyone has a use, and as fucked up as that sounds it helps me get over things that piss me off about those people and utilize them for my benefit. I dont have an issue with this type of thinking because I know who I am, and I'm trying to become a better person for myself, my family, my friends and whoever I may meet.
Also I hate when someone gives me advice when all I want to do is vent. So, I really feel that of I step up my game enough, I can prevent people from doing things that upset. Such as letting a person know before I decide to open up about what's bothering me, which is tough for me to do to begin with, to please not try and fix my situation. -
2020-06-13 at 7:04 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by CASPER What did you pick as ur higher power? Do you actually believe it, or are you just in “fake it till you make it” mode?
Satan.
Nah for real though. I see the most direct source of power being my higher self, or me in a higher dimensional existence. Intuition is the line of communication to that source. I dont even bother trying to explain it to people who while they claim are not religious in the program which is supposedly also not a religious program. Find perfect contentment in basing their higher power off of a basic model that christianity imposed on them at some earlier point in their lives. And they like to end meetings with the Our Father prayer. I never join in on those.
That used to be something that was a hang up for me, but now I just see it for what it is and recognize that I'm in a room full of drug addicts and alcoholics, not philosophers or free thinkers. It's only natural they would adopt something familiar to them for their conceptual understandings. -
2020-06-13 at 6:55 PM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬
