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2020-05-28 at 2:15 AM UTC in How are you guys bettering yourselves?
Originally posted by Technologist Oh noooooo, I was YDS, young, dumb, and stupid. I was that kid that had to learn the hard way. I was addicted to coke in my 20s, but overcame it. Made so many mistakes that only hurt myself, almost self destructive. But I became humbled by the end of my 20s. 30s were smooth sailing!
Well we have a bit in common then. I'm still working on becoming humbled, but I'm blessed to be free and have my family back in my life.
Originally posted by Technologist It is, it’s all gone👍🏻
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2020-05-28 at 2:10 AM UTC in How are you guys bettering yourselves?
Originally posted by gadzooks I was on methadone and benzos (both prescribed), and alcohol (obviously not prescribed) for much of the years of Zoklet existince, so I remember very little of it.
But for some reason, I remember debating with Obbe and some other person all the time in R&S.
Obbe's still around here and I see am as less of an internet adversary and more of a compatriot these days.
There is a high possibility that was either me or Ate.
Glad to hear it, I like Obbe.
Edit - I noticed CarbonB is somewhere around here when I was looking through the registered users the other day. Me and that dude would go at it constantly in the Anime section of totse for such a long time. Definitely dont plan on continuing the flame wars of I come across him.
Originally posted by Technologist Wasn’t by choice.
Hm. Hope everything is alright now. -
2020-05-28 at 2:08 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2020-05-28 at 2:07 AM UTC in How are you guys bettering yourselves?
Originally posted by Technologist You know how women’s breasts are all different? Someone posted a chart of the types of breasts the other day. Anyways, mine are the kind that are far apart. I could easily wear one of those dresses that has a V all the way down the front.
But I did just look down and they are curvy and perky.
Ah modern technology. -
2020-05-28 at 2:06 AM UTC in How are you guys bettering yourselves?
Originally posted by Technologist 30s were by far my best years. Don’t get me wrong, I like where I am now, but I just had a new grasp on life and everything became so much easier.
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2020-05-28 at 2:04 AM UTC in How are you guys bettering yourselves?
Originally posted by POLECAT you were wondering if I was black?
Nah it's just my mentor is black, from a hood in LA so I have a respect for the use of the word. He tried to coerce me into saying it once but I told him I wasn't falling for it. Not that it would have mattered if I did, I just dont like to say it. And if i do, it's going to be for comedic purposes towards a black person i respect.
you horny girl
Originally posted by gadzooks Most of my activity was on Totse.
I was on Zoklet, but barely.
What forum were you mod of?
I think I remember your username but I'm not totally sure. I nodded Religion and Spirituality, and another couple sections but to be honest, I cannot remember what they were. 😶 -
2020-05-28 at 2 AM UTC in How are you guys bettering yourselves?
Originally posted by Technologist 54. I know, an old fart.
Im asking because these thoughts you are having were thoughts I was having at your age, then by 30 I had a pretty good grasp on life/people.
I feel like the next couple of years are going to be the best of my life. All the stuff I read in all those books when I was locked up are starting to make sense finally.
Nice to meet you, and nah, you're the same age as mi madre and she still looks great. 50 is the new 40 or whathaveyou. -
2020-05-28 at 1:57 AM UTC in How are you guys bettering yourselves?
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2020-05-28 at 1:54 AM UTC in How are you guys bettering yourselves?
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2020-05-28 at 1:51 AM UTC in Glossary of Homeless people in my neighborhoodOh man I definitely want to do this. I'm reserving this spot for the future.
That's too funny my dude. -
2020-05-28 at 1:49 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentQuick question for you guys. Would you still joke about rape and stuff if it happened to someone you really care about?
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2020-05-28 at 1:47 AM UTC in How are you guys bettering yourselves?
Originally posted by POLECAT I'm faking being a professional painting co. and pretty soon itl just be fact not fake
Just keep in mind how you will gracefully get out of things when shit goes wrong. Not overall I just mean if you're portraying a professional and do something that makes you look like you're obviously not, you have to know how to finesse that shit properly in order to save face. 😂 -
2020-05-28 at 1:45 AM UTC in How are you guys bettering yourselves?
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2020-05-28 at 1:44 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentLol. Nice to meet you guys.
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2020-05-28 at 1:42 AM UTC in How are you guys bettering yourselves?Trying to better myself in a lot of ways. Mainly the focus is interpersonal relationships and interactions socially. I want to be more fluid in the way I conduct myself, I think a large part of that is increasing my levels of discipline, patience and tolerance towards others.
Being mindful not to react to situations but be more responsive, as in to give a bit of distance in between the event and my choice of action.
I'm developing higher levels of awareness and insight when it comes to dealing with people and my emotions. I try to visualize what the best or proper method of action would be in situations.
Construction of a more fruitful future by networking and listening to those who have more wisdom and experience than myself. I dont mind following the leader if that person is good at what they do, and personable. For instance my boss, helluva guy with a totally unique story. I work my ass off for him knowing it wi pay of in so many ways. I get to see how he operates, help him however I can, and the dude has done serious time so I know when it comes down to it hes got my back.
Other shit too. Good to see you OP. -
2020-05-28 at 1:29 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2020-05-28 at 1:29 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentWhat's a frala? Polecat?
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2020-05-28 at 1:27 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Sup recovery people... and interested parties.
I'm working my fourth step right now. We are making plans to get meetings going at the residence I live at soon. Probably on the weekends. I dont want to lead meetings or anything, but I think it will be good for me.
Edit - seeing that the confused smiley works here makes me all warm inside. -
2020-05-28 at 1:24 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2020-05-28 at 12:56 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by POLECAT not like wood heat nigga, don't try to fuck with me on this I live the life nigga
Just for future reference are you actually black? No judgment just curious.
Bout to get started on this 4th step. Even when things in life aren't the best, telling another addict all your fucked up dirty secrets supposedly can help. 🤨
Might be good to get this shot out anyway, I've long had unreasonable anger towards people and things that probably isnt warranted most of the time. I really would like to develop a higher level of self control and emotional detachment for clarity and maneuvering purposes.
