kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
pretty good, i'm on half a bar and sippin a brew and didn't get fired for not coming into work this moring, lol 530 in the morning fuck that shit
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2019-02-06 at 7:03 PM UTC
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Virginia is for lovers...
Originally posted by RestStop
Racists and rapists ain't even shit tho!
*takes pen*
*signs document*
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High. Staying up so I can get some stuff done as soon as places open tomorrow, then try to get in a few hours before work.
Just grateful. It's kind of unreal how "not myself" I've been for 15 years or more. And all of a sudden, it's just like a fog lifted and all at once I remembered who I was. I'm an amazing friend. I care about people. I'm good at a ton of different stuff. I'm generally articulate and well reasoned, and I didn't actually break my brain (maybe just a few IQ points).
Even when I was clean before, it was always a white-knuckle, skin-of-your-teeth kind of sobriety. As long as I could keep myself distracted, I was okay. It made me physically anxious to imagine a future in which I didn't have drugs to help me deal with shit. But today, I know that I'll never do heroin again. It wouldn't mean any particular thing if i did, and it'd just mean having to refocus and find something to work towards, but it wouldn't mean I had lost anything. In addiction and sobriety, there's this constant vigilance that any one thing could set you off, and that failure means you lose all the progress you made, and start over again. But failure for me was growth. With that toxic sunk cost fallacy mindset, I was able to drag out 13 years of bullshit that I should've grown out of a decade ago. It doesn't mean we forget them, but when we constantly flagellate ourselves for our mistakes, you miss out on that transformative energy. When you can't see anything outside, and the situation you're in is already bad without hope for it getting better anytime soon- you feel like what you do doesn't matter. When you're in it, it's easy to rationalize continuing to make poor choices. Like if I'm in a cell by myself and no one will answer, I might as well shit on the floor. And since I already shit on the floor, might as well do it next time. I'll just have to deal with the shit later. Going back to doing heroin would be like having the door opened, and walking outside into an open field and then choosing to walk back inside and pulling the door shut behind me. /solid, not-high analogy
Anyway. I'm high and I'm suddenly very self aware that I sound like one of those faggotty motivational speakers.
I feel gud. I eated cottage cheese and then some peanut butter chocolate mini wheats and then some habanero onion sweet pickles. My tummy hurt.
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I ordered this mirror online but Iβll be using it for the great lighting it has on video...
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2019-02-06 at 9:52 AM UTC
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White privilege
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2019-02-06 at 7:42 AM UTC
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Random Thoughts
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tee hee hee
Naturally Camouflaged
[slangily complete this slumberer]
Im not too keen on the dismembering.
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2019-02-05 at 6:20 AM UTC
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Random Thoughts
Wth!
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Where's the meeting for people anonymously addicted to going and fucking people at anonymous meetings, anonymously?
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Yeah I now have extra motivation for my weight loss goal when I realized if I lose all the pudge in my midsection, it'll add a respectable 1.5" to my hog. Worth it.
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2019-02-05 at 1:56 AM UTC
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Your thoughts at the moment
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box
i didn't even read your post there's just no reason to triple post, just like this faggot jedi darryl did.
You're a bit of a dodge'r
and this is your journey
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Originally posted by CASPER
I haven't been offered nudes yet, but if they're inspirational in nature, I'm all for it
Show example UNINSPERATIONAL NUDES for contextual balance.
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Condoms can be bad
In some cases STDβs are preferable
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L33t- I've seen way too many people come out of some way fucked up shit to believe that anyone is beyond redemption. Just gotta start believing that you're in the chapter where your comeback story starts. I mean despite the retardation we get ourselves into,most people here are above average intelligence...find all sorts of industrious ways to pay rent and feet their habits. I can't think of any group of miscreants I would rather want on my A Team.
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2019-02-02 at 5 AM UTC
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Candyrein is my property
Thank you , RestStop!π
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All legal in New York ππ»
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This audio/visual hallucinating every night after seroquel is getting very old.
How a nigga live
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Originally posted by Jackrabbitpsych
Im 42 turning 43 in march…i was similar to you but i was younger at the time but being a female that makes sense
Yeah we always take longer to get our shit together. Does that mean I should be going after 20 year olds? At least then we might be in a similar place in our lives. Rofl.
Some cute girl matched with me in tinder and she said she needed someone to kill spiders so I asked her what species, and if it was a Brazilian Wirehair- since I'm a spider extermination expert. Then we talked about country music and I told her whiskey hurts my tummy. Then she asked what year I graduated and I said 2006, and she was like "Dude I'm 20."
Now I know what those dudes on To Catch a Predator feel like. I got Chris Hansen'd, hard.
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Also I'm 30. Oh god that means I'm turning 31 this year. Why does that feel worse than 30? Lol
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Originally posted by CountBlah
If I were a gay man that sexy beast casper would have my booty hole
Lemme know if you decide to go that route. No homo.
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