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2019-01-30 at 7:10 AM UTCMy hair started coming in dirty blond after kids..i just dye it my natural color
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2019-01-30 at 7:14 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER My beard and hair have been super white since I was like….24. No joke. I started getting gray hairs at 19. It wouldn't be so bad if they'd just fall in line and grow the same direction, but instead they just poke out of my face at weird angles. I call them "old man hairs" because they look like the awful random hairs you see growing out of an old dudes double chin or nose or ear.
Fuckin same, grey shit popin out 3 x length of all the other hairs.
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2019-01-30 at 7:14 AM UTC
Originally posted by Jackrabbitpsych Im 42 turning 43 in march…i was similar to you but i was younger at the time but being a female that makes sense
Yeah we always take longer to get our shit together. Does that mean I should be going after 20 year olds? At least then we might be in a similar place in our lives. Rofl.
Some cute girl matched with me in tinder and she said she needed someone to kill spiders so I asked her what species, and if it was a Brazilian Wirehair- since I'm a spider extermination expert. Then we talked about country music and I told her whiskey hurts my tummy. Then she asked what year I graduated and I said 2006, and she was like "Dude I'm 20."
Now I know what those dudes on To Catch a Predator feel like. I got Chris Hansen'd, hard. -
2019-01-30 at 7:18 AM UTC
Originally posted by Jackrabbitpsych My dad actually wrote me on messanger than expressed his hate for facebook cuz of all the crazy liberals. Hes almost 80 so give it up for the old guy i say
Yeah he gets a ton of points for actually "Doing the Facebook".
I was trying to find but couldn't, so here's baby Cthulhu and a chinky dragon for ur pops 🦑🐲 -
2019-01-30 at 7:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by CountBlah I've been mostly drug free lately. Popping gabapetnin and tonight I hopped one a few kpins. I was hoping they'ed help me sleep but its been the opposite. A homie said he's got some jwh laying round gonna try to rangle up some for a blast to the past one weekend
Try CBD dude. Or low THC, high CBD weed. I thought people were talking shit, but I feel so much better last few weeks. -
2019-01-30 at 7:26 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Yeah we always take longer to get our shit together. Does that mean I should be going after 20 year olds? At least then we might be in a similar place in our lives. Rofl.
Some cute girl matched with me in tinder and she said she needed someone to kill spiders so I asked her what species, and if it was a Brazilian Wirehair- since I'm a spider extermination expert. Then we talked about country music and I told her whiskey hurts my tummy. Then she asked what year I graduated and I said 2006, and she was like "Dude I'm 20."
Now I know what those dudes on To Catch a Predator feel like. I got Chris Hansen'd, hard.
Well thats not quite pedophilia dear...find out age firs and its ok if shes younger, evem by quite a bit. Most women will mature quicker BUT i highly doubt her shit was together at that age -
2019-01-30 at 8 AM UTCNight yall. I got to homeschool in the am
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2019-01-30 at 8:29 AM UTC
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2019-01-30 at 8:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by Jackrabbitpsych Well thats not quite pedophilia dear…find out age firs and its ok if shes younger, evem by quite a bit. Most women will mature quicker BUT i highly doubt her shit was together at that age
lol i know. But the way she said id, i felt like id been caught doing something bad. rofl.
I dont even think it shows your age off the bat. All i saw was "Cute girl. Dirty blond hair.Rocks flannel. At a Chris Stapleton Concert. Likes dogs. Sunflower tattoo. Doesnt think im hideous. SCORE." -
2019-01-30 at 10:22 AM UTC
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2019-01-30 at 10:28 AM UTCYeah since i dont get the benefit of bedtime heroin, ive had trouble falling asleep lately. Gonna try to wait till 5am and see if i cant hit the clinic and get my councilling session done, then sleep until work.
I mean if i laid down, I could probably sleep, but im always more active at night. -
2019-01-30 at 10:30 AM UTCOh also- since this thread is now my journal- I just looked at the date in the corner of the screen and i do believe its exactly 60 days i havent gotten high. I mean im still on meds, but 90% of my problem was needing to be high to get through the day, so this is a pretty big change.
"2 months sober" sounds way better, but im a stickler for the truth. -
2019-01-30 at 10:36 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Yeah since i dont get the benefit of bedtime heroin, ive had trouble falling asleep lately. Gonna try to wait till 5am and see if i cant hit the clinic and get my councilling session done, then sleep until work.
I mean if i laid down, I could probably sleep, but im always more active at night.
I was addicted to roxy that turned into H. For 7 years. I quit cold turkey no soboxone. No detox. 6 months of withdrawls...terrible. but i wont make the mistake again -
2019-01-30 at 10:37 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Oh also- since this thread is now my journal- I just looked at the date in the corner of the screen and i do believe its exactly 60 days i havent gotten high. I mean im still on meds, but 90% of my problem was needing to be high to get through the day, so this is a pretty big change.
"2 months sober" sounds way better, but im a stickler for the truth.
Yup you are boy form of me love. No lie. And congrats. Thats a huge feat. Its mainky life style change and wtf to do now that you arent calling searching finding doingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-01-30 at 11:36 AM UTC
Originally posted by Jackrabbitpsych I was addicted to roxy that turned into H. For 7 years. I quit cold turkey no soboxone. No detox. 6 months of withdrawls…terrible. but i wont make the mistake again
Oh shit i didnt know that. Sounds like women do figure their shit out in half the time rofl. Only took me 13 years. -
2019-01-30 at 11:43 AM UTC
Originally posted by Jackrabbitpsych Yup you are boy form of me love. No lie. And congrats. Thats a huge feat. Its mainky life style change and wtf to do now that you arent calling searching finding doing
I know. I used to have dreams about being at an upscale, adult party somewhere and id be holding a beer bottle out by the pool, and id mention in conversation that id been ( ) years sober. I want to be able to say that. Because its legitimately the hardest thing ive ever done. I actually thought id have to kill myself to not want heroin anymore. Nothing made the want go away. But i dont think i really registered how bad my depression is, and how many of the symptoms i was feeling (pain, overeating, no sleep then sleeping too much, late to work every day, no energy, muscle fatigue, suicidal ideation, etc) was from that.
So I certainly hope it sticks. I have no fucking clue. Thats what Im trying to figure out. If i can suck some dicks and get some scholarship $, itd be cool to actually have a degree in a thing. And since apparently i havent made myself permanently retarded, Im thinking law school would be something that id enjoy, be able to help people with, and make a living for myself.
If nothing else, its a short term goal.
But ill be goddamned...I cant make myself delete those phone numbers. I mean theyre actually worth money for the kind of wholesalers i managed getting in touch with over the years. I keep getting the feeling like i need to "get" something out of all the years i put in.
ugh. Junkies, right? lol. -
2019-01-30 at 11:56 AM UTCThe quales of experience are why we commit to action. Nothing else matters but subjectivity.
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2019-01-30 at 12:04 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER I know. I used to have dreams about being at an upscale, adult party somewhere and id be holding a beer bottle out by the pool, and id mention in conversation that id been ( ) years sober. I want to be able to say that. Because its legitimately the hardest thing ive ever done. I actually thought id have to kill myself to not want heroin anymore. Nothing made the want go away. But i dont think i really registered how bad my depression is, and how many of the symptoms i was feeling (pain, overeating, no sleep then sleeping too much, late to work every day, no energy, muscle fatigue, suicidal ideation, etc) was from that.
So I certainly hope it sticks. I have no fucking clue. Thats what Im trying to figure out. If i can suck some dicks and get some scholarship $, itd be cool to actually have a degree in a thing. And since apparently i havent made myself permanently retarded, Im thinking law school would be something that id enjoy, be able to help people with, and make a living for myself.
If nothing else, its a short term goal.
But ill be goddamned…I cant make myself delete those phone numbers. I mean theyre actually worth money for the kind of wholesalers i managed getting in touch with over the years. I keep getting the feeling like i need to "get" something out of all the years i put in.
ugh. Junkies, right? lol.
Keep your life style the way its been. You will get very accustomed to it. -
2019-01-30 at 12:05 PM UTC
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2019-01-30 at 12:19 PM UTCWe've all flipped over a new feather.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
