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Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Ok, I tend to take these extended breaks from NiS, but when I've got a few drinks in me, I might briefly lurk-browse the first page SG and maybe HB and B&M...
I wasn't planning on signing in and posting tonight, but this thread kinda put me in a situation where I can't refuse.
Hey, Item 9 / Actor, the kind of stuff you're talking about I know ALL. TOO. WELL.
A lot of people bring up suicide here and there, but I know the REAL signs when I see them. I've had to consider the EXACT SAME conundrum before. I remember literally thinking of leaving a "confession" where I fess up to all kinds of reprehensible shit, as though it would make what I was about to do that much more acceptable.
I am not one of those people that believes that people should feel guilty about having suicidal tendencies, or that they should be completely prevented from doing it, completely guilt-free, if they have tried EVERYTHING else, and are in a situation that is simply irresolvable.
I've seen you make threads that hint at (if not outright mention) suicide before.
The fact that you have had more than one, and that you posted this exact OP here, leads me to believe that you're well past the curious phase, and into the planning phase.
I'm not going to tell you that there are any easy answers, or give you any tired, cliche'd platitudes.
What I will tell you is that there is one thing worth living another day for - and no, I'm not going to say "zOMG think of your loved ones" or some guilt-tripping crap like that - I mean you, in virtually all likelihood, have something out there that you haven't thought of yet, or haven't tried, or haven't carried out with the right execution, that can take you from where you are now, to where you need to be.
And if nothing else, just know that you're not alone in having such thoughts. I have for many years, and still occasionally do.
I've taken a proactive approach to life though, where I take it as my irrevocable human right/responsibility to try new solutions before I throw in the towel.
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Most people don't know it was actually the Democrats who fought and died during the civil war to preserve slavery. Yet they try to paint themselves as the virtuous heroes of the story of oppression. All they want is more cheap slave labor for their crony capitalist masters, this time legalized. The Republicans were the ones who were against it. Not much has changed since then.
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There was a guy on the radio yesterday...a government worker literally crying that it was his 3yr old sons birthday in a week and he and his wife couldn't afford a birthday present for him...crying.
This is fucking news now is it?? give me a fucking break from your 1st world problems...as if the fucking 3yr old knows shit about his birthday...back in my day we were lucky to get a day off from beating on our birthday never mind a fucking Nintendo switch.
"oooh god! we must open the government so little Billy can get his birthday present!"
People like that need to be removed from society...
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back in 2015 when i heard about trump running for prez, this is the only reason why i wanted him to win hahahahahahaha i bet that red head vapes soy on the reg hahahahhahahahhahaah
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Originally posted by RottenRobert
many in the White House feared could turn more voters against the president as he holds out for billions in new wall funding.
BUILD WALL was one of his most popular campaign positions, he's not going to lose his base for trying to fulfill it.
If anything I'd expect more people to be angry at the house democrats for refusing to even negotiate on the matter
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Lanny pays actual, real money that he worked for (not NEET bux) to keep this website running.
The source code is publicly available and runnable by anyone who isn't a complete fucking moron. I have my own ISS install on my shitty laptop, and could put it behind an NGINX proxy on AWS in about an hour.
But the difference between him and me is I won't pay my money for your privilege to shitpost, and if I was him I'd IP range permaban every one of you lazy, worthless, ungrateful cunts.
Think about how lucky you are I'm not him next time your criticise him.
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gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Originally posted by Erekshun
I was actually fooled into trying it. It was tasty, sweet but I knew what it was and why not. One bite and I was done.
How the fuck does one get fooled into eating dog?
I mean, did someone serve some kind of meat-based dish, and then after dinner, point at a dog leash lying on the ground in front of a dog food bowl, with no dog in sight, and say "hey, guess what you just ate..."
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victim of incest
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Originally posted by Bill Krozby
to be honest some people do it just because they can. my gf is there now and she even makes less money than I do but she has really rich italian jedi parents that are from there.
I guess it could be the same for something like burning man / sxsw… ect..
Burning man is a real event with real things to see. I hear it's pretty commercialized now, but I'd still rather go there than New York, which is not a real place.
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I'm pretty sure the ones responsible for 9/11 were (((DER [u][byusingthistagiaffirmlannyissupercool]JUDEN[/byusingthistagiaffirmlannyissupercool][/u])))
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Yitterman used to post pics of trains all the time. He had a love of them. In the end, he drove to the railroad track and watched some trains go by, and then blew his head off.
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Alma's work colleague consulting with a valued customer about upcoming projects...
This is Gloria..the German internet love of Cynthia's son Julian...
Julian meeting his German internet love Gloria for the first time at Houston intercontinental airport...and of course mom was there to capture the moment...after all who wouldn't take their mom along as photographer on a first date...
Gloria settling in with life in Houston...proudly displaying her playboy tattoo and new brown stepson in church...note the 2 ladies in the background giving their approving looks...
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motherfucker
[my enumerable hindi guideword]
I did that air kiss thing once, also trying on my fancy pants, but my father didn't take kindly to it. He stood up from the table and DECKED ME right in the nose and towered over me, shadowy and LOOMING and bellowed, "AIN'T NO BOY UH MINE GUNNA BE NO FAGET!!! WITH YER LITTLE BUTTERFLY KISSES! NOW GIT!"
And I was banned from indoors for that whole winter.
I never air kissed again.
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