2020-02-09 at 11:17 PM UTC
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Random Thoughts
Originally posted by CandyRein
YouTubers have people who subscribe to their channel these channels are called subscriptions and people who follow these channels are called subbies or Subs :)
Ahhhhh. I need a hobby. Sobriety and isolation/ poverty has left me beating my dick all day. I don't have the patience to read anymore which pisses me off. I blame loss of motivation. I'm a work in progress though, re healing.
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Originally posted by CandyRein
I want the best nominee to win..but that rarely happens
One of the biggest movies of all time was Titanic and the whole crew got an Oscar except for Leo
I even got an Oscar for it and I wasn’t even in it ..
The director got one held it in the air and said he’s the king of the world
Literally.. Leo’s big line in the movie.. forget the Oscars lol
That guy has been passed over so many times it annoys me.
Joaquin will obviously get best actor and Bradd Pitt will get best supporting.
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Can we all just take a moment to laugh at that disgusting creature's nose.
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Seriously though was that like a Squat with the electricity meter rigged? Looks fire damaged lol.
Some smack head I knew growing up had his meter ripped out cause he rigged it. He connected a wire to the lamp post outside his flat which was pretty cool.
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Did you remember your dad leaving and starting a family he can actually love?
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The face of an Incel.
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2020-02-09 at 12:46 AM UTC
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Sobriety
I love being sober cause it gives me time to reflect and really accept that I'm an arse hole at the best of times when drunk. I think there's been various triggers over time that each have their own correlating problems. For example I could:
Want a drink that in turn leads me to go on a binge and thus snort coke.
I could snort some coke offered to me, leading to drink if not getting more coke, (most likely).
Maybe just being in a room with users. (Just don't be around them, yes, I know)
Getting drunk leading to black out events, getting into trouble. E.g. losing your fucking job.
Personally I think never accepting the tough fact I have shit will power has been a bigger trigger. I must be in denial and can't accept it.
"Pfft it's been a while now without a drop, you must have built up some will power surely?" I would ask myself. There's so much I've lost in the past due to over indulgence but it never registers at the point of relapse. All those celebrities that have gone teetotal as a result of their excessiveness, I would look at and think, "imagine doing something so much, you can never enjoy it again?"
"Fuck-that. No, that will never be me." But in fact it is. I've tried thinking of ways around it, being somewhere or with someone when I drink to keep an eye out. Casper said this is called "bargaining"; which only confirms being indenial more. Being sober has it's pros though, I just miss the social aspect. I do fear perceptions of being seen as a bore or w.e. I am more relaxed/ talkative after one or two, I just don't believe one is restricted to not being as cheery sober as they are drunk.
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Who is it referring to? Throw some money at it, see if it'll go away.
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Originally posted by SBTlauien
I've never been outside of this country. I'd like to go on a vacation somewhere since I've been working a lot the last couple of years and have a good amount of money saved up. I was thinking of going to Thailand for the beaches and nightlife but was also thinking about just maybe going to Grand Cayman Islands. I'll likely also go to Vegas for a short vacation and go to Seattle a few times on three day weekends.
I'll be doing this alone as well.
As far as traveling goes, what is needed? Obviously I'll need to get a passport, but is there anything else? How much will a passport cost and how does the whole process work? Will the passport be valid for a specific time period?
What would you suggest?
Passports are valid normally 10 years.
I would say stay away from Europe, it's fucking shit. Cayman islands sounds good. Thailand is a definite.
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Originally posted by Dregs
Between Breaking Bad ol shit…I am watching Forensice Files. Docu's on a few different serial killers. I can't seem to move today…usually when I'm drunk I am at some bar..or strip club later but getting strangely comfortable as a drunken recluse at 43. in my my 20's-30's i wouldnt have considered it.
Life is so fucked up…like a best dream and worst nightmare ever wrapped up into one. Than fucks ya even worse when ya ain't really lookin
I don't feel 29. I wish I was 21. These past 10 years have been FUCKED.
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I'm going to get some herron and take a massive overdose between my toes.
JK Imma wait on this steak pie, beat my dick and watch some cold case programs.
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"Yeah I'll have some nonce as my avatar who just happens to have the same name as me".
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My friend upstairs has a spare car he will rent me so I can get work outside of this shit town. It's as if the heavens have opened and given me a chance.
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Originally posted by Sudo
I'm trying to make some moves and fuck I wish it was easier sometimes. There are so many things I want to do, it's weird because I'm pretty fucking old but seems like I just woke up and realized the world is open to me. I was so lost for so long I didn't know I had options (although I did know I had ability) and now I'm washed up, damaged, broken and just realizing I can make something half decent out of the cards I have remaining.
Oct, you're in a bad rut, which is likely a self perpetuating cycle you've been in for a while. Fucking change 1 little thing for the better everyday and Kaizen your life until you wake up one day and realize you're in a much better place. It's hard to keep from getting frustrated and bogged down with external stressors, which makes retreating into the cocoon of warm failure appealing but when you put a little match under your ass it might not be the most pleasant sensation, but a lot of times you need that to get moving.
You've got fucking male offspring with a scottish lass (although I'm under the impression your relationship is a little strained rn) and that in and of itself is enough of a motivating factor to construct something sustainable and worthwhile. He's going to look up to you someday and it's well within your abilities to give him something to aspire to (as well as something to be coveted by lots of other dirty slags) and something for you yourself to be proud of as well. Not tryna give you a pep talk but as far as I know you're not really impeded by anything beyond your control, so fucking take control.
Yeah you're right mate. I just need to get to the first platform then I progress to the next. The cocaine and alcohol always impeded but I know for real I'm not going back to it.
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I seriously need a fucking car I am going insane in this apartment. Goddamnit.
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So Wariat gets into a fight cause someone has outed him for the nonce charge, probably googled his name:
SANTA CRUZ – A man was jailed after a Friday night brawl at Brady”s Yacht Club on Seabright Avenue, after he allegedly struck another patron with a pint glass, police records show.
Maciej Wieslaw Lata, 28, remained in jail Monday, records show.
https://www.santacruzsentinel.com/2013/02/04/man-jailed-for-hitting-opponent-with-pint-glass-at-seabright-bar-police-say/amp/Fast forward to Dec 2013 AFTER he's been deported and he posts an article under "Wariat". Same style of posting, same yammering about prison:
https://polishforums.com/usa-canada/jail-california-met-young-man-ancestry-whilst-69121/Case closed.
NONCE
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Time to practice mah mass murder face guize.
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2020-02-07 at 10:58 AM UTC
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Corona general
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Slap her then get a Fiat Punto.
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2020-02-06 at 11:38 PM UTC
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Who has gone teetotal?
Originally posted by Misguided Russian
Tell me about your cocaine use. How long/ how much did you use, and how did you quit?
I worked out 2018 alone I spent a minimum of 8 grand which made me shudder. All in all since I was 16 I think I've spent a good 50k on the shit.
Fuck...that is bad.
In conjunction with alcohol I guess I'm pretty fucked inside tbh. It's going to take a while to heal.
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