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2019-02-28 at 9:15 PM UTC in The world is too anti paedophile these daysYou got to think about the noncequences.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-02-27 at 8:57 PM UTC in Your Tinybltc: how effen rudeServes you right sharing oxygen & ale with apesThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-02-25 at 3:03 AM UTC in Official HB racism thread
Originally posted by gadzooks I totally get that line of thought.
I currently don't put any real effort into finding someone to get involved with for pretty much the exact same reason. I have career goals, financial goals, and various self-improvement type goals that I really want to get in order before I start seeking a relationship.
One potential issue, though, at least for me, is setting the bar too high, and thus relegating yourself to bachelorhood indefinitely.
I'm 34 now, and, aside from a few brief romantic trysts here and there over the years as a result of spontaneous encounters, I have been single since 2005… That's like 15 years pretty much. It's definitely a tad depressing.
I think I, personally, need to work on lowering the bar a bit (but not foregoing all my goals altogether - just modifying them a bit).
Do you ever feel as if you don't feel your age for a few seconds, then the depressing reality of impermanence hits you that X amount of years have infact gone by "wasted"? I need to live in the "here and now", and spend less time doting on what has already been.
My hedonism this past decade + has fucked a lot of good opportunities. Not to say they won't come around again, it just has to be worked for and stuck at. I had a decent paying job as an equity release advisor early last year but just as I started, I was partying more then all sorts of shit happened. Long story short my car got smashed up and I was unable to commute or get another car at short notice. It was summer so rather than prioritize I just snorted more Charlie and didn't bother looking for another job, getting by through various nefarious means. In hindsight it's a year wasted but I'm starting to make inroads to getting back on track. I drink ocassionally as alcohol is my biggest trigger for Cocaine, and an insatiable lust for filthy likeminded debased women of the lowest order. I've also withdrawn away from anyone who shares the same vices for obvious reasons.
Change, especially if achieved before, is possible and can be done again. Hell I'd love to hear anyone who has a story about bouncing back. It can serve as inspiration for anyone else going through similar shit.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-02-24 at 6:56 PM UTC in Official HB racism threadWhat in the actual fuck. How someone actually has the time to post inane, homosexual spam.
Contrary to what Lanny said there needs to be moderators on here. Surely there's afew trustees from Zoklet/ Totse that he can enable?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-02-23 at 8:01 PM UTC in The Muslim world are honestly chickenshits
Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING V: A Cat-Girl/Boy Under Every Bed
"In May 629, the Muslims defeated several jedi tribes (including the Banu Nadir) at the Battle of Khaybar. The jedis had surrendered, and were allowed to remain in Khaybar on the provision that they give half of their annual produce to the Muslims."
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2019-02-23 at 9:49 PM UTC in Official HB racism threadThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-02-22 at 7:39 PM UTC in Return of the Oct
Originally posted by mikeyagain I'm so glad I didn't waste my cocaine days on the internet..
Hahaha my "cocaine days" were not solely spent on the internet. Whenever I came back home from nights out clubbing I would go on tiny bltc sometimes to see who was on. Everyone would be getting fucked up and we would talk for hours. There was a sense of community back then, maybe not in comparison to Totse but I wasn't apart of that era to know the difference. There was always a recurrent theme of nostalgia for the old Totse. I think rather than complain more should have been done to make it like it was. The same should be done for this site too. We don't want to be a bunch of hooded sith looking OG's lamenting about the good old days to the young ones. Let's make this happen.
In regards to the dearly departed there was a few suicide threads and I believe a lot were infact genuine. As much as we laughed at each others' misfortunes I do feel sad for those that did off themselves. With Malice it was no surprise, the poor guy lived alone and seldom went out.I would have had more sympathy if it were not for his predilection to fuck felines.
C'est la vie!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
