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2019-03-10 at 1:34 AM UTC in White guy getting hassled at Indian food market
This faggot definitely deserved it.
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2019-03-11 at 3:58 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentI wish we had girls that looked like Candy where I live. Still, they don't date white crackers like myself. Manchester is probably our nearest local for good stock.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-11 at 7:37 PM UTC in What cocktail of drugs will gadzooks be consuming today?Zooks that's the wrong bus!
Snake answer me, Snake? SNAAAAAAAAKE!!!
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2019-03-10 at 1:52 PM UTC in What y'all reading?
Originally posted by gadzooks I have a strong penchant for reading portions of books, and then just researching summaries and reviews and discussions online to fill in some of the blanks.
Apparently, though, Camus wrote an essay, or series of essays/lectures, on the fundamental problem of suicide.
In fact, he was likely influenced by some of the Hellenistic Stoic philosophers. Most of them were supportive of a person's right to terminate their own lives.
Aurelius is a personal favorite, and I have read through his Meditations a few times over the years.
But The Stranger and The Myth of Sysiphys are relatively light reading and, I admire the Shulginsrespect, because they were the original diversified drug supply
It's mad how similar our interests are. I actually have a copy of meditations on my bedside table but not got around to reading it fully. Stoicism is truly a great philosophy to live by. If all the emperors had that mindset, I believe the Empire would have lasted longer, if not still be around today.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-11 at 6:12 PM UTC in 90's ThreadThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-11 at 5:53 PM UTC in 90's Thread
Shivvers at the 2:00The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-11 at 2:24 PM UTC in The pigs that patrol this site are looking for evidence of felonious computer crimes...Bitch please, they have the Dark Net forums/ markets to focus on. Not a bunch of sad degenerate, toe jam smoking retards accusing each other of being feds.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-07 at 1:29 AM UTC in What type of women are you most attracted to?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-11 at 2:56 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-11 at 1:29 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-10 at 10:18 PM UTC in BDSMThis:
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2019-03-10 at 4:21 PM UTC in Polecat and I have already waked and baked this morning...
Originally posted by jedi_darryl Am I like the only black doppelgänger person on this site who pretends to act like Iâm smoking weed like âyeah nigs im high af right now n not giving a fukâ n shit just to fit in roundâ here with you guys? Man, either your successful lives makes you still feel miserable, or that peer pressuring makes you mentally weak. No offense, please donât take it wrong way. Weed is not good for your health and state of mind. Canât you see how it manipulates your mind into doing irrational things that you called it âfunâ? If you were sober youâd probably think it was stupid. You see? Smoking weed makes you stupid. Thatâs why I donât indulge in that substance.
Dazza
Don't feel like you have to pretend to take drugs to fit in here. Some of us practice intermittent sobriety or just drink occasionally.
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2019-03-10 at 1:30 PM UTC in General ChatThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-10 at 12:36 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by gadzooks Snorting special K and drinking root beer schnapps and trynna decide if I should start a criminal enterprise like on Breaking Bad or stick to the straight and narrow and get a secure low six figure job and settle down and have kids and a white picket fence and then die and decompose underground and have nothing to show for anything decades from now.
In the end the white picket fence option is worth it man. This isn't to say you can't have a little side earner. In relation to Casper's previous post about cutting "social fat", I'm starting more and more to warm to this idea except my analogy would be amputating the gangrenous tissue before it spreads, e.g. those around me that are less ambitious or a hindrance to my improvement. I've spent so much time in the presence of ass holes that need chemicals to socialize it's become somewhat normal and highly detrimental to both my health and finances. Unlike them I always have a way to procure more and more but I'm only just supplementing their own habits and parasitical behaviour to be around me.
Then I close my eyes and think, I could have invited the girl next door who only drinks, have good intellectual conversation, get extremely drunk and have wild sex. I would wake up in the morning a little hungover but I would have no regrets, not be depressed as fuck; and would have probably saved a fuck ton of money.
This is not saying I don't enjoy chemicals, I really do. It just feels like a repetitive cycle and I don't want to be the guy who's still wearing the t shirt.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-10 at 1:06 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by CASPER Ditto.
Drugs weren't the problem in and of themselves. They just seem to put me in a stasis where it's so easy to lose time. When I thought I was stupid and useless and fucked up, it didn't really make any difference to me. Now that I know "I" am still here, and that I'm still good at a lot of things, I feel like I don't want to waste any more time. I stopped talking to friends I've known for 15 years. I just want to constantly be moving forward…even if it's just a tiny bit at a time. I want the people around me to do well too, and I want them to reciprocate the energy and time I give them. Case in point…the girl I've been talking to for a year and a half or so. She's got multiple degrees in chemistry and literature, she's got good taste and she's a musician and actress, model. She's nerdy and kind of quiet. But she's also rich and spoiled. She flakes on commitments, and then plays the victim card when someone calls her on it. She only really puts in effort when she thinks she's being ignored or disliked….which is a completely fucked cycle to get into. I basically told her that I might have put up with that shit when I was sad and mopey and strung out, but now that i feel good and revitalized, I'm completely ambivalent. I genuinely hope she does well, and I'd love to spend time with her, but if she doesn't get her shit together, I'm just going to cut off all contact. I want people around me that make me feel good, and where I can be myself, and work towards great new shit.
Good to hear Casper, I hope you do carry on proceeding forward. It's sad hearing about people who have so much potential but do fuck all with it. A lot of people seem "content", that's both bad and good. By all means if that person is happy with what they have then so be it, you could always say they're more happy than we will ever be cause we're striving to achieve said happiness. It's as if they've finished their chaotic journey and arrived.
We're still trying to find a way to get there.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-09 at 11:27 PM UTC in Finally know why NIS is full of spamming kidiotsLanny told me he's working towards a PHD, and his doctorate is based on us losers. The symbiotic relationship between a bunch of ricidivist, recalcitrant, drug addicted faggots.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-09 at 3:17 AM UTC in Gonna watch american historyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-10 at 2:29 AM UTC in Random Thoughts*unsubscribes*The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-09 at 10:26 PM UTC in Finally know why NIS is full of spamming kidiotsThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-09 at 11:50 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition"That man of loneliness and mystery, scarce seen to smile, and seldom heard to sigh."
RIP faggit'
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