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2019-03-19 at 2:16 PM UTC in Malice's Autopsy Report
Originally posted by Zanick Genitals are normal. Brain is normal. All physiological features appear to be normal. Why did our old friend become convinced he was an irredeemable freak? Based on what his father shared in the police report, I really want to blame the people around him.
Fucking this.
I'm really tempted to compile every Malice post I can find, going back years....and mail it to his father.
He doesn't seem to have ever had so much as a conversation with the kid he produced.
"We had no idea where he was for 10 years". Did you file a missing person report? Did you bother looking?
Or was it just a relief to not have to deal with your weird, subnormal kid anymore? Guessing the latter. Had other kids anyway. Gotta hedge your bets. Justin certainly wasn't going to be changing any Depends. -
2019-03-19 at 2:11 AM UTC in Make avatar file size 1gb so i can condense an entire feature length film into 75x75
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2019-03-18 at 1:28 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Ghost I'm 100% serious
Everything isn't a joke §m£ÂgØL maybe once you grow up you will understand this fact. You might think this is all haha fun and games but I'm older and more experienced than you and by the time you reach where I am in life (if you ever do) you will think back and realize I was right all along
Where you are in life? You mean unemployed, addicted to drugs, closeted homosexual, and failing to find a job in manual labor?
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2019-03-17 at 8:46 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by GGG I don't necessarily like SpectraL, and I don't really wanna see him as a mod, but I think he'd do a good job being impartial and keeping the place clean.
Would rather see Zanick, CASPER, or Gadzooks as mod though. I myself would make a terrible mod.
I always thought I'd make a good mod. Mostly bc I've never had the inclination to "punish" or fuck with anyone for disagreeing,or not liking me. Usually if nothing else, I can get people to understand where I'm coming from, and I think they know that anything I do or think is always coming from a good place. That and the fact that I genuinely give almost no fucks what anyone thinks of me. Someone saying a bunch of scathing shit to me is about as effective as reading me a Chinese food menu.
But I think most of me wanting to be a mod was just the teenage desire to bet set apart, acknowledged. And I remember a lot of the mods we had acting childish and stupid.
Since I'm so easygoing, and not very bothered or offended by anything though- it'd be very difficult for me to know where to draw the line. Like...shitposting is kind of in the DNA of our forums. I think it keeps things lively to a certain degree. Would I have to ban Phineas Shocke for spamming Bill KrozbyDong.png? It doesn't bother me, but I suppose it is purposely disruptive. And I assume certain types of posts/alas are against the roles, so I'd probably have to ban YOU for the auto generated algorithm nonsense posts. Lol.
I always thought spectral would be good, but he seems to take things almost TOO seriously sometimes. DaGuru 2.0. Lol. -
2019-03-17 at 6:43 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2019-03-17 at 6:42 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Octavian I've just noticed Sploo hasn't matured since he was on Zoklet, getting bullied & laughed at.
That's becouse he's my age living in his parent's basement with no job doing fake drugs by himself and replaying old video games stalking a girl he doesn't know on facebook talking in gibberish with scron fantasizing about actual drugs he can't afford while doing bundy (dx.m) again and complaining about mild discomfort from miniscule amounts of headshop Crouton withdrawal.
He hasn't changed or matured a bit, although at least he claims to be going back to school next semester.
Shamby, who's been getting kicked out of rehabs and is on a laundry list of psych meds is doing better than him because he's finally taking his drug recovery a little bit seriously. -
2019-03-17 at 3:37 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentJust like cotton back in the day.
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2019-03-17 at 3:08 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2019-03-17 at 1:26 PM UTC in aldra is gayStop trying to push your fucking degenerate faggotry onto other people, nobody is gay except you because only retarded losers from broken homes identify as gay.
Faggots like you are why everyone hates the gays because you never shut the fuck up about dicks and gay shit, keep it private and indoors. It's fucking disgusting
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2019-03-17 at 10:30 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionOct,
When I quit coccaine, I relapsed quite a few times, then I just got sick of it.
Don’t be so hard on yourself! Pick back up where you left off! -
2019-03-16 at 11:07 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by hydromorphone Oh god, this whole week has been insane.
Just to the posts about my son, just know he's safe, we'll taken care of, and I accept the fact that due to my pain, and thus physical dependency to opioids, he is better off without me. I love him above everything in this universe, I would give him anything I could, but due to the pain, I have failed him, and everyone I love.
I don't think you all realize, I rarely get "high", and if I do it truly is an accident when trying a new batch. I HATE being put of control. Thats why I don't drink, and rarely use benzos,and only them with legit anxiety attacks. I've given A LOT of benzos away. §m£ÂgØL can vouche for that if he would be honest.
I don't have any way to call or text BPHR ATM, I just wanted to say "I love you", if you read this. I hope you're well, sweetie. If I'm honest, I'm not, not at all. I'm veryfucked up mentally. I miss you a lot.
I'm homeless by choice right now. I'm hoping I die out here. The unfortunate part is I actually have a friend who cares and is very invested in me not dying, and looking out for me for some stupid reason. I should feel lucky, I guess. I don't though.
I really miss you, BPHR. If you see this, I hope you would PM me. Take care. Be safe. I pray for you always. I love you always.
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2019-03-16 at 9 PM UTC in Pheromone
Originally posted by Methuselah But what was wrong with what I said, I have autism u have to explain things like this to me
Pretty much everything. It is well documented that humans can pick up on the pheromones of other humans. Smell in general has long been known to have a physiological effect on humans, which in turn, effects your psychological state. Everything psychological is caused by something physiological, and don't give me any of that dualism shit.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5198031/
Sex pheromones have an even stronger effect. There are even differences between the way men and women perceive them.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_sex_pheromones -
2019-03-16 at 8:45 PM UTC in Pheromonelol pretty sure this isn't todays thread
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2019-03-16 at 8:42 PM UTC in Pheromone
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2019-03-16 at 7:59 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionReport arrived.
As promised, I'll, get drunk and read it on tinybltc tonight to preserve the "spirit of TRT".
I'll scan it at work on Monday. It's much longer than I thought it'd be.
Malices testes and genitals are described as "unremarkable" though. So there's that. -
2019-03-15 at 3:19 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-03-15 at 8:13 AM UTC in What choices have opened your eyes?
At that moment I knew that I had to help him or he would die. He’d been adulterous and ignorant, but he was my dad and I loved him and I might’ve killed to save him at that moment. Thankfully, all it took was extending my arm, which he seized eagerly, and pulling with everything I had. I managed to pull him up despite the conditions, and he shook all night in our tent. I didn’t know if he’d make it, but he did. He still tells people about my actions to this day, and I have a hard time understanding why. I easily could’ve let him descend into the worst stages of hypothermia, and my life would be very different.
Maybe it was late, or just a convenient assessment of reality, but this was the first time I realized that my decisions can impact the lives of others.
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2019-03-15 at 5:35 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentTripping hard on an MDMA + DMT combination.
It actually took me like 10 minutes just to write this post. -
2019-03-15 at 4:58 AM UTC in Wine
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2019-03-15 at 4:16 AM UTC in The problems associated with being a beautiful personIt is quite honestly one of the most difficult aspects of my life. Everywhere I go, I am stared at and adored. Men want to be my friends, and women want to fuck me. I try to be nice to them, but of course, I haven't got the time. If I chilled with every dude who wanted to chill, and fucked every woman who wanted to fuck, I would never have time to do any of the other radical shit I do.
I doubt anybody else here has this problem but hopefully you can try and understand my plight. It isn't easy being so beautiful.