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Posts That Were Thanked by Octavian

  1. 2019-03-15 at 1:43 AM UTC in Killing billions of people
    HTS highlight reel
    Kill

    the

    bees
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  2. 2019-03-14 at 9:45 PM UTC in I enjoy jamming my tongue up my girlfriend's asshole...
    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
    I dont get it...
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  3. 2019-03-14 at 6:25 PM UTC in How do you take your MDMA (brownish crystalline lumps)?
    Ghost Black Hole
    I was running low on heroin and had lots of MDMA so I mixed the rest of my MDMA with heroin and made 'Tranny' (mandy + charlie) and stretched it out way longer.

    The feeling of being on MDMA and heroin is amazing, I would just lay there drooling in pure pleasure as my life burned down around me.
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  4. 2019-03-14 at 1:14 PM UTC in Experience works
    jerry3553 Yung Blood
    I got a part time job with the help of this govt program for older people called experience works..I'm working at a second hand store..so far so good ...spending about as much as I make there...love second hand stores
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  5. 2019-03-13 at 8:47 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
    GGG victim of incest [my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]
    >hydro

    >changing


    >
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  6. 2019-03-13 at 7:49 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    hydro, yeah for sure you are in pain and probably a lot of it, but you have objectively enough painkillers prescribed. You don't NEED to get high on dope, you want to.

    You need to go to inpatient rehab or you won't live to see next year, and that's an incredible disservice, because you clearly are a kind social butterfly who I believe wants to generally help people but you refuse to help yourself by lying to yourself.

    Go get help. You can change.
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  7. 2019-03-13 at 3:34 PM UTC in drank a lotta poppy tea
    Ghost Black Hole
    Say he molested you and Sue him
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  8. 2019-03-13 at 2:58 PM UTC in what kind of underwear do u where
    Jiggaboo_Johnson Black Hole
    You know you've hit rock bottom when underpants are important to you.
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  9. 2019-03-13 at 2:58 PM UTC in what kind of underwear do u where
    WellHung Black Hole
    How fucking gay is this thread?
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  10. 2019-03-13 at 10:45 AM UTC in 90's Thread
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
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  11. 2019-03-13 at 5:19 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
    OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III African Astronaut
    damn hydro ur making me want to be real sober
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  12. 2019-03-13 at 4:42 AM UTC in **kr0z pic pic/Lanny the Tranny alert**
    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by -SpectraL Really makes ya think, eh?

    Yeah, it certainly makes me think... about the fact that you just put in effort to actually calculate precisely how many pictures of a man's penis are circulating on this forum.
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  13. 2019-03-13 at 4:29 AM UTC in Wine
    Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    I’ve gotten into a bottle-a-night habit and I insist to myself that it’s good for me, so I’ll probably be updating this thread every few days for a while. Tonight I’m drinking a Malbec of Argentina from Girl & Dragon, which has 13% alcohol. It was $11. As usual, I bought it because of the label art.


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  14. 2019-03-12 at 11:51 PM UTC in White guy getting hassled at Indian food market
    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
    ^the butthole hurt and triggering never ends in space!

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  15. 2019-03-12 at 7:49 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Octavian This sounds an awful lot like Malice:

    https://www.reddit.com/r/aspergers/comments/8mcihk/did_anyone_else_have_the_potential_to_be_very/

    That's absolutely him. And it's no coincidence that he responded in his own thread (Neo-Schopenhauerian was the name I was remembering)
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  16. 2019-03-12 at 7:13 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    There would seriously be like, 2 people at my funeral besides my family, maybe, if I dropped dead tomorrow. So like, 2 more than at Malice's.

    I ruined my reputation by posting ridiculous shit on facebook when I was on xanax and pretended I was gay a lot for no reason. fuck social media, I don't use it anymore.
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  17. 2019-03-12 at 5:03 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Methuselah Why does he automatically deserve happiness? Maybe he’s a fuckin terrible person, u don’t know

    True dat. I could be a good actor. Actually, tbh I'd be a pretty fantastic actor.

    That said, if you were going through some shit, I'd still be a fag and give a shit, because if you're here, we probably share at least a few things in common.

    That's not to say I'm "going through some shit". The thing with the friends is just kind of strange. I'd like to think that they're all just low IQ junkies and that I was just better at doing what I did, but the truth is a lot of it is luck, and we rarely stop to think about the major life changing implications of some of our small, every day choices.

    As for malice and my step- grandpa, Dennis...I guess they tie together in my head. I just found out they're not going to have a service for Dennis either. He was always such a fucking stand up guy. I found a letter ina box of stuff that I should try to copy here if I can. Basically, he wrote a hand written note to my mom when she was 25 or so, essentially asking permission to marry my grandma. He explained that he wasn't the reason that my grandma and grandpa broke up, but that he'd grown up with my grandma, and loved her since he was 20. He wanted to spend what time they had left together, and he wanted to make sure that my mom knew he cared for all of them.

    I mean who does that anymore?

    The man had scars on his fingertips from picking cotton in Corpus Christi since he was 7. Whenever someone in the community got sick, or wasn't doing well, he'd drive them to chemo or take them to lunch. I wasn't even his blood relative, but he sent me money for my good report cards, and sent me cassettes of him reading books on tape, since we were so far apart across the county. Used to take me golfing with all the old guys when I'd go visit. The Bandits they were called - a bunch of old boys and veterans. He'd let me drive the golf cart...taught me to stand still and throw corn to feed the deer. The old guys would drink beer and pee along the cart path, scare off the lady golfers. Lol.

    He was just an all around good man. And he walked two miles every day. And then he had a stroke and was bed ridden. And then my grandma lost her mind to dementia and started yelling at him and mistreating him. And now he's dead. And I didn't get to visit for the last 15 years. And how they're not even going to have a fucking memorial service, while all his blood relatives fight over his bonds and inheritance.

    It just doesn't seem right for anyone to put in that much time and energy, and for there to be nothing left.
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  18. 2019-03-12 at 4:13 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
    GGG victim of incest [my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]
    Originally posted by CASPER Yeah. That's the part that I think gets me the most. I can't find an obituary…,a funeral service….a grave site. It's like he was never here to begin with. He had all these people reaching out to him. I figured he'd at least want to see what normal interactions/life could be like.

    I always imagined doing a documentary about totse and all the offshoots. It's our shitty little niche site, but when you think about it like I said- he's really just a proxy for those millions of people with severe social and mental health issues. From the sounds of it, he was on a ton of different antidepressants, but they never seemed to do much. Imagine if he'd channeled all that brain power to doing anything constructive? He could've been a fantastic columnist or political commentator.

    Idk. I guess it feels like he died years ago. But he promised he'd meet up for a couple of days. Idk how I could've been more accommodating. I wonder if he thought I'd talk him out of it? Part of me admires his resolve, but the rest is just…ugh. My life sucked for such a long time. And most days I didn't even feel like trying to change anything. I just wanted to get high and go to sleep, and wake up and maybe something would be different. But finally I realized "if you're serious about killing yourself, wouldn't it make sense to try other things first?"

    I GET suicide. No one should feel trapped. But he actually had a ton of positive qualities that he just hadn't cultivated. His suicide just feels lazy. Out of all my friends who died, even though I never met him face to face, I almost feel more for him because we were so much alike in so many ways. I think there's a ton of projection too. It makes me sad to think that if something happened to me, or I died in my sleep- it wouldn't be much different. My mom wouldn't be able to afford to bury me ( even if interrment is kinda stupid and selfish). It's almost impossible to find picture s of me online. I barely just started talking to old friends. All my closest friends are dead or in jail. Didn't go to school. Didn't get married. No significant other.

    It just feels so strange for someone to be here for so long, and spend all those days on this planet, and all those conversations and all the reading and debating. And pictures of your dick next to your cat. And then there's just 40 or 50 assorted weirdos on the internet who even had an inkling you existed, and only one of them even known your real name…and he had to pay money to dig it up after the fact from your coroners report.

    Idk.

    It does seem like a shame. And there's probably at least a few million like him out there too. People who have squandered their potential and felt so hopeless from it that they instead opt to exit the game. People who are isolated from real social interaction and left to survive on the fringes of society.

    He was good looking. Had a good body. Smart as fuck. Could've been so much more.

    It's gonna be a year since his death in just a few more months.

    If anybody wants to do a memorial I was thinking we could, idk, gather up some of his best posts and publish it? I'm willing to put it together. Free e-book and paper copies sold at printing cost. This way he isn't just nothing, there will be something physical that could possibly outlive any of us. Our grandchildren will dust off the book in 100 years and say, "Who the fuck was Malice?" He won't just exist on websites and archives anymore. IDK.

    Maybe it's a stupid idea but if anyone wants to work on such a thing I know how to put it all together. Can provide evidence of paper copies being sold at cost. It really depends on the size/quality but it will probably only be 1-3 bucks per copy. The money just goes to Amazon but this is the cheapest/easiest/most accessible way I can think of memorializing him. Plus think of all the randoms who will buy this book and wonder what the fuck they've stumbled on to.

    Also, hydro is a piece of shit mother.
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  19. 2019-03-12 at 12:53 PM UTC in hey friends, im ready tro kill myself
    Jiggaboo_Johnson Black Hole
    Originally posted by Octavian Nike always tells us to "Just do it".

    Be like Nike.

    Pretty sure Nike are referring to rape not suicide when they say that.
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  20. 2019-03-11 at 9:27 PM UTC in What cocktail of drugs will gadzooks be consuming today?
    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Octavian Zooks that's the wrong bus!

    Actually, I decided last night I'm gonna ramp down on the drug use.

    I have commenced some business ventures that are going to regular a clear and rational mind.

    I will continue with my nightly few glasses of Scotch and what not, tho.
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